Chapter 877: Wind and Snow Moon (6)

(a)

"There are a lot of payphones on both sides of this street. There is one almost every 50 meters. One rainy night, Xinxin used one of them to call me. The first time I heard her voice, I was so pleasantly surprised. I never thought she would call me. ”

"She cried to me on the phone. She said she couldn't imagine that he had died like this. She said, I don't want him to die like this! Her voice, though full of grief, was so beautiful. The moment I heard her voice, I suddenly realized something shocking: it was engraved in my heart long before I was born. It turned out that I had been so eager to hear it. ”

"I asked her what had happened, who had died, and how? She said don't ask me any questions, do me a favor, just listen to me cry for a while, okay? I said, of course, we're such good friends. I took the phone and sat at my desk listening to her crying for a while, thousands of miles away. Then, her sobs were lowered. She sobbed and said, I'm fine now, thank you for being with me. I said you're okay, what should I do to make you feel better? She said, no. I'm all right. She said thank you into the microphone and said, "I'm sorry I'm hanging." Before I could say anything, a beep came from the microphone. I quickly dialed back and found that it was a pay phone. The phone was ringing, but no one was answering. She's gone. ”

"I met her again in the game. I hesitated for a moment, but asked, "Are you okay?" She said, "Take me to the highest mountain to watch the sunrise." It was the early hours of the morning in the game. I took her to the highest mountain. Together, we saw the sun come out of the sea of clouds. She looked at the rising sun and said to me: Promise me to forget about it as if it had never happened. Don't ask any more questions. I said, "Okay." Nothing happened. I don't remember anything. ”

(b)

"I found the pay phone that my heart had called. I still remember that number. ”

"I was standing next to the telephone, and my whole body trembled uncontrollably."

"I looked up at the surroundings of the telephone. That's the city's main financial district. Dozens of office buildings with dozens of floors stand above the telephone. The crowd is full of people, and the gold is splendid. ”

"Xinxin is in one of the buildings, and maybe at this moment, she is in the crowd that flows on this street. We are in the same area of the same city. I was right next to her. Maybe she's passing me in the crowd right now. — but we can't meet each other. ”

"The way of separation is ever-changing. There is a kind of separation, called: close at hand, far away from the end of the world. ”

(c)

"We have spent such good years, or rather, so sad. Then, one day, you're gone. ”

"I had been expecting this day for a long time. But when this void did appear, I found that all of a sudden, my life became unsupported. All things have become ashes. I don't want anything to live with, I don't want anything anymore. The mind is in a trance, and the eyes are full of desolation. ”

"I miss you day and night. I didn't 'deliberately' miss you day and night, in fact, I always 'deliberately' not miss you day and night. However, the legendary ** bone erosion still happened. ”

"I know that I will gradually distance myself from you in this life, until I finally lose you in the vast sea of people. I know that one day I won't be looking for you again. You'll forget about me too. We will be separated from each other. Before that, I should ask you to go to Zhou for dinner, so as not to leave a lifelong regret. ”

"I know this very clearly. If I hadn't asked you out when you remembered me and had feelings for me, I wouldn't have had another chance. ”

"I wandered alone in despair. I walked alone through every scene, every nook and cranny we had ever played together. I was silent, I didn't want to be dealt with by anyone, and the party members often came out of nowhere to kill me. I watched them rush with their knives raised. I felt so tired, too lazy to run, too lazy to flash, too lazy to pull out a knife. The sword is added to the body like chopping dead wood. I looked at my corpses all over the place, and there was not a trace of turmoil in my heart, and I couldn't feel any emotion, not even boredom. ”

"Fenghua Xueyue has fallen out of love again. - They're all talking about it. They weren't quite right. It's far worse than that. You didn't love me, and you never knew what was going on in my heart. I didn't ask you anything, I didn't let you know anything. Nothing happened, so I didn't really have anything to lose. - It's just that everything doesn't make sense anymore. My colleague who played the game with me was shocked to see how my heart looked like death. One day he said to me, "I have long guessed that you are a little in love with that eccentric woman." But I didn't know you were all like this. His words stirred like a knife in my heart. I felt a lot of pain. ”

He looked at me and said, "Oh no. He said, "Oh no." He said, "It's troublesome." He said, "You're done." ”

"I also feel like I'm going to be done."

(c)

"It tastes very hard. Minutes. But I still haven't thought of going to you again. Because, it would be like crossing the river of the underworld to redeem something that has died. ”

"I'm content to miss you alone on the rivers and lakes. Closed. Silent. Don't hold out any hopes. Nothing is planned. ”

"Before you left the game, you left me your account, and all the wealth and equipment it contains, as a gift. You told me the password for my account. But I haven't used it all the time. I don't have your account in it anymore, and I feel unbearable when I think about it. It's like a person who has lost a lover can't face the lifelike old photos of his lover. ”

"I've worked hard to reserve a seat in Zhou, and I've negotiated the right time with you in your casual reply. You're getting busier and busier, and now you're adding kids in addition to work. You've been talking about kids, that cute little angel. She has become everything to you now. I know that you can sacrifice everything you have for the sake of this little angel. ”

"You decided to put up with this bad marriage and sacrifice your own life of happiness just so that your baby could have a complete home, a complete father's love."

"You decided to bury yourself. This is the mother. ”

"You haven't said anything like that to me, but you don't need to say it, I know everything. I feel sorry for you in my heart. However, there is nothing I can do about it. ”

"I decided to ask you out for dinner in Zhou and then leave for a new investment project in South America. I will go to Chile and disappear under the bright stars there, disappear between the mountains, and never contact you again. ”

"Let's let this encounter be forgotten forever, as if nothing had happened. And I don't remember anything anymore. ”

"Zhou is one of the best hotels in the world. Xinxin, I hope you can enjoy the lights and delicious food of Zhou, and remember it until you are old. ”