As time went by, I could remember more and more things, and we didn't find my hometown, but in my mind, everything from the past began to float up, like a beach after the tide went out. Leave a trail of stars.

I still taught my husband to sing, and taught him everything I could remember, as if in this way, I had a partner in this world, and I was no longer so lonely.

Fucha liked the song I taught him. My brother used to sing it in a very melodious tune, and I can now remember it completely, and when he sang, there were always countless girls cheering in the audience, and their eyes were full of tears.

When translating the lyrics sentence by sentence. Only then did I remember that it was singing a man's heart: He Chapter 195 I, Xi Shi, the named symbol (below) will not love you as much as I do, he will not love you as much as I do, he will be contemptuous. It's getting bad for you, come and live with me. Let's have children of our own......

But the husband said, isn't this singer advertising his own house? I laughed for a long time.

But we still love this song, my husband and I.

When I was stunned, I heard the fence door creak.

The husband came in, carrying two silver fish in his hand.

He walked to the corner of the house, put the two fish in the shadow, then turned around and walked all the way to me and sat down.

We sat side by side on the threshold of the low grass hut. For a while, no one spoke.

"How did you get back?" I turned my face to look at him, "Didn't you say you won't come back when you're angry?" ”

He crossed his arms and looked at the sky: "I...... It's all over to get angry. ”

I burst out laughing.

"I was done with anger in an hour. I wasn't fun out there myself, so came back. "He's a little embarrassed.

I looked at him, and I was so happy in my heart, I leaned over and hugged him, and kissed Chapter 195 I, Shih Tzu, was named on the cheek.

I could smell the smell of the tide on my husband, and he probably followed a team to catch the tide.

I was a little happy to have fresh fish to eat today.

We made delicious fish that night. There are also some natural sea vegetables as ingredients, and the dishes cooked by Fucha are better than those I cook, and my taste is slowly changed by him.

When it was dark, we lay in the house, the moonlight reflected in the slanted window, and the surroundings were very quiet, and there was a faint sound of the tide far away, and a cricket was singing in the corner of the wall, and after singing for a while, no one came to admire, and it did not continue.

"It's nice here, Yiguang." Suddenly, he said, "I want to live here forever." ”

"Hmm......" I looked at the lattice and watched the soft white moonlight creep up, "in a few months." When it snowed, we closed the door, burned a stove of charcoal, and grilled dried fish to eat. ”

Hearing me say this, the husband sent the spirit. He rolled over: "Tomorrow I will go to sea with them." See if there are any bigger fish! Then we hung it up and kept it for the New Year! ”

I stared at the moonlight, I didn't look at him.

"Husband ......"

"Huh?"

"Actually, Gou Jian just wants you to go on like this." I whispered, "He sent me to you in the hope that you would no longer bother with state affairs." So that he has the energy to prepare for a counteroffensive. ”

"yes, I know."

I never said that to my husband. But his answer sounded as if he had already heard me say it countless times.

"So, are you going to stay here?"

"I'm staying here, Yiguang, it has nothing to do with Gou Jian." "It's not that he wants me to be like this," he said serenely. ”

I turned my face and looked at him quietly.

"He defeated my father, and then I swore revenge: I defeated Goujian, and then Goujian swore revenge; Gou Jian beat me again, and then I swore revenge again......" He said this, paused, and after a while, he said again, "How stupid." ”

"What?" I didn't hear you.

"Yiguang, don't you think there's some ridiculous thing in here?" He said, looking at me, "Something ties us together, right?" Me and Goujian. It's as if that thing pokes and we both move. We are no longer ourselves, we are slaves to that thing. ”

My heart suddenly moved.

"It's like a clockwork monkey."

"What monkey?" The husband looked at me.

"Clockwork Monkey." I gestured to show him. "Such a big wooden monkey with a clockwork on his buttocks. Then you twist the clockwork a few times with your hand, and squeak and squeak, and the monkey will jump. ”

"Well, I don't want that." The husband almost nodded, "It's like that monkey, that's ridiculous." I don't want to be a clockwork monkey. ”

I didn't know what to say, but it was a long time before I said, "But Gou Jian will continue." ”

"I know." Fucha nodded, "I don't plan to change him." So, that's all about it then. ”

"Tell me then?"

"We'll talk about that then. Don't worry, there will be a way. The husband stopped for a long time when he said this. Then he said, "I don't like them to go to war." ”

"You mean the Wu people?"

"Well, in fact, the same is true of the Yue people." The husband turned his face and looked at me, "I don't like their throats being cut by swords, I want to hear them sing." ”

Wu people are good at singing, and the Yue people are also like this, especially the Yue women, whose singing voice is like jasmine, sweet and light, and moving. Compared with the tone of the Yue people, Wu Ge is slightly mournful, suitable for men to sing in a low voice at night, at that time it is not like jasmine, but more like the rich lilacs in the autumn rain.

I often say to my husband that Wu people are born nightingales, and he likes nightingales 1 small α. tidying up

, also like Hans Christian Andersen's story of the same name. The two of us sometimes listen to the singing of the people at night, and it is a wonderful feeling.

"But you're the king." I said slowly. "The Monarch...... He who took the throats of the people against the sword. ”

"Uh-huh, but I don't want to be a monarch like that." Fucha rolled over, he put his arms behind his head, and stared at the ridge, "I want to hear them sing." For generations, even if I can't be the king. ”

I didn't make a sound, and I also like to listen to Wu people sing. But I can't think of a way to keep them singing for generations to come......

"Why, Yiguang, if ......," he asked, looking into my eyes, "what would you do if a child was playing in the street and a startled horse was about to rush at you?" ”

"Bring the kid here." I said, "Before that horse rushes over." ”

"I want to do the same."

I looked at my husband: "You mean...... Wu? ”

"Wu people." He corrected, "It's just a Wu person, not a Wu country." ”

I couldn't tell the difference for a moment.

"I've got some ideas, but I don't know how to do it yet." He said, biting his nails in his mouth, "You have to think about it......"

The husband likes to bite his nails when he is in a hurry, although he is rarely in a hurry.

I thought about it for a moment and said, "But go on like this." Wu will be defeated, Yue Guo must fight, husband, you can move Wu Guo, but you can't change Yue Guo. ”

"The country of Yue will also be defeated, sooner or later. Even if not at my hands. When the husband said this, he turned his face to look at me, "Yiguang." What do you think? ”

"What do you think?"

"Who wins and who loses?"

I shook my head tiredly, "I don't know. I don't want anybody, I don't like Wu very much. I don't like Yue Guo very much. ”

Now, after seven or eight years of getting along, I can say anything to my husband.

I thought he would be disappointed and silent, but the husband nodded: "I know." That's what I like most about you. ”

"Which one do I like?" I was a little stunned, "Isn't it true that the more I like Wu Guoru, the more you should like me?" ”

"The more you like Wu Guo, the more I like you?" Fu Chaha laughed, "Then I might as well like Wu Zixu or Bo Ya - they love Wu more than anyone else: a power that loves Wu Guo." A treasure who loves the kingdom of Wu...... When I saw the face of Bo Yao holding the pearl, and when I saw the face of Wu Zixu whipping the corpse of King Chu, I understood. ”

"Uh......"

"If you're like those two, you'll lose sight of me like them, really."

Thinking of Zheng Dan, who had been dead for many years, I couldn't help but sigh: "Fucha, you really don't look like a king at all. ”

"Haha! Really? I think so too. He rolled over on the bed, "I also think that I have made this king upside down and messy, and Wu has me, which is really strange and pitiful." Alas, but I like it, I can't do what they ask me to do. The last time I told them to change the king, a group of old men held hands and cried, and their beards were wet with tears......"

"Those old people are naturally going to howl......"

"Well, I don't dare to mention it again. It would be nice to have a different king, as you said, find a bunch of guys who like to squat in that cold palace, everyone votes, and they are not afraid of catching a cold in their butts anyway. ”

"It's a pity, not to mention Wu Zixu and Bo Yao, the people are afraid that they will not be willing." I couldn't help but laugh and said.

"It seems that they don't allow other people's butts to catch colds, so they have to let mine."

"Haha! Maybe they think you were born with a cold ass! ”

I laughed and kicked the head of the bed like a child. Fucha is so much fun!

"Well, maybe it's really wrong, I can't tell. Hey, hey, it's a big deal to throw away the butt curtain at the end. Just accompany them to the cold to the end - not to mention this. Yiguang, yesterday's story isn't over yet. He abruptly changed the subject, "I wonder what happened." ”

I laughed enough, lay on my side, and put my hands at my sides: "Okay, Shanruzod continues to work." ”

In the past two years, I have slowly begun to remember what I have seen before. There are countless on my father's bookshelf, and that's my paradise. Most of that are foreign, or maybe ...... In fact, all I can remember is abroad?

Words that may be related to this world. I forgot about it. Only those who have no connection. It was lucky to be saved.

Every time I think of a book, I tell my husband about it. I did this to organize my mind and make everything I recall more accurate and vivid.

But Fucha liked to listen to my story, no matter how absurd and unreasonable it sounded.

“…… Three hundred dollars, that's a big number! Scarlett's heart is pounding! I said, "Surrounded by her poor friends, who couldn't even cook beans to eat, and asked her to go to the rescue, she had a crazy father, two sick sisters, and a bunch of black people." She still has Melanie's family of three, so where is she going to borrow the three hundred dollars? Besides, this is only a year's tax, and I barely paid it this year, and there is next year, and there will be the year after next year...... Wilkes is trying to force her to sell the house because his stinky bitch mistress Amy has a crush on Tara. ”

The husband listened silently, his black eyes widened, he seemed to be nervous, nervous about Scarlett's trouble, he didn't even dare to breathe.

"But if they don't give money, the government will come to collect the houses and land, and when the time comes, they will snatch all their cotton, saying that it is owed to the federal government."

"Is the federal government full of bastards like Wilkes?" Suddenly, Fucha asked, "Where did Red go?" ”

I paused for a moment and laughed.

"I know what you like him the most, and I'll know where he's going later." I continued, "Actually, Scarlett is exactly what you think, husband, she thought about it for days and nights, mentally searched all the relatives and friends she knew, and found that the one with the most money was Red. ”

"Ahh Is she going to marry Red? The husband asked with great interest, "Did she find this a way?" ”

I shook my head: "She realized it was a way. But she didn't want to. ”

The husband was silent for a moment before he said, "Is it still for that Xili?" ”

I nodded, "But right now, there's something worse than Xili's." That's to fill your stomach and save Tara. ”

The husband listened almost silently.

"But Scarlett was such a haughty woman, she didn't want to run to that Red. Ask him to marry him to save Tara. She felt that she still seemed a little more attracted to that guy Red, hadn't he said a lot of crazy things to Scarlett before? So Scarlett decided to dress herself up beautifully, as she did before the war, and use that seductive look to seduce Rhett, so that the golden-guy would automatically join him. ”

"Well, I don't believe Red can't see that." The husband was a little depressed, "Say it again." She doesn't even have to pay taxes now, where is she going to dress up beautifully? ”

"It's a big problem." I nodded, "Scarlett is so poor that even the edges of her skirt are rotten, so where is she going to get a decent dress to see Red?" So, she sat in the room in a daze, from morning to night, when it was getting dark, and she didn't think of a way. As a result, as soon as she looked up, she saw the pale green velvet curtains left by her mother Ellen. ”

"Ahh The husband screamed softly.

"Isn't it?" I smiled wryly, "Scarlett is going to make a new dress out of the curtain fabric." ”

"But Mama won't want to." "She won't let people touch Scarlett's mother's things." ”

"Well, as you said, Mama was furious and resolutely did not allow Scarlett to move the curtains, but Scarlett didn't care about that, compared to having no food. Compared to the whole house and the whole manor are all owned by others, what is the curtain cloth? ”

The husband was silent for a while, and then he suddenly said, "Hmm, Yiguang, why do I think Scarlett is so similar to you?" ”

I was shocked!

"Where? Where am I like her? ”

"I don't know ......," he shook his head, "as if that determination to be desperate, that idea of not caring what people think, is very much like you." ”

I stayed for a long time before I said, "But it's a bad husband." Why do you want to manage what people say? ”

"Ordinary people...... If you hear criticism from others, how much will you consider it, right? ”

"If you don't listen to others, will they die? Am I going to die? ”

"Well, this is really a scary, they think that if they offend others and are disliked, they will be as sad as if they are dead!"

"Why are you afraid of that? It's not that I don't listen to my parents, and I don't have milk to eat and I don't have cotton wrapped in cotton cloth......"

The husband blinked: "Maybe the fear when I was a milk doll can't be changed and will continue to follow me until I am old?" Maybe their parents always say that they are not good, and always scare them with death, and as a result, they mistakenly think that they will die if they offend someone. That kind of fear is incredible! It's like I was stung by a bee when I was five years old, and now I know it very well. You can kill a hundred bees with a single slap. But when I saw the bees, I still couldn't control my fear! ”

My husband is afraid of bees, which is rare in the world, and such a small bug, no bigger than my little fingernails, can chase him away.

Seeing me laughing at him, he was embarrassed: "Oh, forget it, I don't understand that!" Let's leave it alone and keep the story. ”

I grinned and continued, "On the night when the curtain cloth was used as a dress, the whole family was happy to come to help, including the girls and the wounded soldiers, and it was as if they were having a party. Scarlett also seemed happy, but she was miserable in her heart, she thought to herself, these fools! I'm going to sell myself. The South is already finished, but they are still living in dreams, and I am awake myself. ”

The husband's face showed a sad look. He wanted to say something, but he didn't.

Of the joyous people, only Shealy saw the problem. He already knew about the taxes, but he couldn't help much, Healy looked at Scarlett, ashamed and painful, Will also knew what Scarlett was going to do, and he told Scarlett that he didn't agree that Gary was going to Atlanta. So Healy thought that Will would never understand, Scarlett wasn't just going to raise money, she was going to take her mother's curtains into new clothes and conquer the whole new world. ”

"Forget it, no matter how ashamed he is, can't he just watch Scarlett go to Rhett?" Fucha snorted, "Why didn't he go and help raise money himself?" Is it the reason that he is in pain? Can he use it as a shield and ask a woman to come out for him? Why should he wait for someone else to save him? Just because people like him? What a man is this! ”

"Oh, Fucha, Xili is such a person, you can't change him."

"Well, what about later?"

"Later...... Alas. I sighed and put my hand behind my head, "I'll talk about the rest tomorrow, I'm so tired." ”

The husband was stunned, and he turned over: "Hey! How can you stop here? And what about the back?! You haven't even said she saw Rhett yet! ”

I giggled: "So, let's talk about it tomorrow, it's been half the night, and I don't have to sleep if I continue to talk about it." ”

"But it's hard to stop here!"

"It's hard to stop anywhere. But husband, you can't tell me to finish the whole story in one night, right? ”

The husband had no choice but to mumble and lie down again, it seemed that the rest of the story was probably going to play out in his mind tonight. Of course, I don't know what kind of drama the husband will make up on his own - or does he want Scarlett to marry Rhett quickly?

When I think about it, I feel very coke. I turned over and tried to comfort my reluctant husband, but at that moment, I heard him whisper, "Why doesn't Scarlett understand?" ”

"What?"

"Shealy is not saved." Fucha sighed, "That man is not saved, he can play horse fighting, he can read and paint, but all his good skills are no longer needed at this time, he has to ask someone to provide for him." in order to display his useless skills. ”

I stayed for a long time before I said, "Husband, a girl's first love is very bad, no matter how clearly she sees it in the future, she will beautify the other party like an angel." ”

"Hmm......"

"Besides, it's hard to see yourself." I whispered, "You may be able to see others clearly, but it's hard to understand yourself, and sometimes it's equivalent to denying yourself." ”

"Yiguang, did Scarlett finally see clearly?"

"See what?"

"Who do you like?"

The husband stared at me without blinking. I sneered, he was clearly asking me for a spoiler.

"It's not fun to talk about the ending now." I deliberately turned over and said, "Husband, you have to be patient." ”

He stopped ringing.

After a while, I heard my husband whisper, "So, what about you?" ”

I rolled over and looked at him curiously.

"Yiguang, have you seen clearly now?" The husband asked, "Who do you like?" ”

I exhaled slightly, and I flattened my body. Smiled: "I can already see clearly." ”

For a moment, gentle air currents converged in the darkness.

Then the husband reached over and took my hand. He giggled as he pressed his face to my shoulder.

"Why?" I looked at him.

The husband just laughed, like a child who had received an unexpected gift, and was so happy that he couldn't help but want to laugh. I'm worried that I'll be hated. That kind of excitement. Let his heroic face show the charm unique to men.

"Husband, you're so good-looking." I leaned in to him and said seriously.

He was even more embarrassed: "Why do you say that about me?" ”

"Really." I laughed, "It's time to go to the Mr. Handsome contest, it's guaranteed to be number one." ”

"Why are you participating in that?"

"Oh, if you win, you can talk to the camera and the whole world, and you can hold the trophy and tell the whole world that you are the best-looking man!"

"I don't want to talk about that!"

"What do you want to say?"

"I want to tell the whole world that Yiguang likes Fucha." He said with a grin.

I suddenly felt very embarrassed to be said so bluntly by him! I've been a husband and wife for so many years, but when I heard this, I was still shy like a little girl who was told the center......

That night, no one spoke, as if they could be satisfied just by snuggling up to each other like this.

Great, us.

Just like all ordinary couples in the world.

Later, after a long time, I stumbled upon a line of words on a wooden pier in the corner of my house. It was engraved at some point, the handwriting was crooked like a child's writing, and the wood was a little damp after a long time, but it was still legible.

The line reads, "Fucha likes to use light." !!