(a)

In the haze, I heard him walking around.

For a long time, I seemed to hear Liu Shen walking around.

I don't know how much time has passed. I could only faintly feel his footsteps.

It was like the sound of something falling to the ground and smashing. The sound was loud and harsh.

I felt my ear drums flutter. I came to my senses.

I saw the attendants, the palace people, the Wen Po, and the doctors of the Tai Hospital all lying on the ground in horror, not daring to raise their heads.

I vaguely realized that Liu Shen could no longer control himself. There was a power within me that was urging.

I began to struggle weakly and let out moans.

So, I was quickly helped to sit up a little.

I opened my eyes and looked at Liu Shen. Beads of cold sweat flowed down my cheeks, like a spring glacier melting into a stream.

Liu Shen immediately threw away the object of fear and anger that he was leaning into, and walked to my bedside.

With what little strength I had left, I bravely said, "King Han." ”

Liu Shen knelt down in front of my pillow, and he fell on the pillow and began to cry uncontrollably.

I said, "It is not their fault, and the king of Han should not punish them." ”

Liu Shen choked up and said, "You're right. It's not their fault. It's my fault! It's all my fault! I am the one who caused you to suffer like this! ”

I reached out and stroked Liu Shen's forehead.

I said, "It's not your fault either. ”

Liu Shen shook his head and said, "I caused it!" I did it on purpose that day! I know that you have not fully recovered from your miscarriage soon, and your mother's heart is very sad during the new funeral. In this case, I should have taken good care of you so that your body and mind could recuperate. But I was dizzy, and I just wanted you to conceive my child immediately! ”

Liu Shen said: "I see you so sad without saying a word, and my heart is very painful. I think. As long as you have children, you can be comforted, you can have courage, and you can stop being so sad! So, I forced you. I knew you didn't want to, but I forced you to obey me. I was too reckless. I didn't even think it would kill you! ”

Liu Shen said: "You were in a bad situation in the following months. You don't want to see me. I felt very guilty. I don't know how to correct and remedy it. I can't face you. During your entire pregnancy, I rarely came to Zhaoyang Palace, but I didn't mean to snub you, I just couldn't face my mistakes! ”

Liu Shen said: "I now know that I am a real devil! All of your suffering is caused by my selfishness and stubbornness! ”

He said, "Heaven, punish, punish me, this murderer whose sins I cannot forgive!" You are not at fault. ”

I closed my eyes. I said angrily, "King Han." In this world, no one is innocent. ”

(b)

Once again, I was helped up by them. Even if I move even a millimeter, I feel like it's painful.

My voice was hoarse. I couldn't scream, I could only breathe one breath at a time.

They poured a bowl of weird-tasting liquid into my mouth. I instinctively pushed away and twisted my head.

Liu Shen whispered in my ear, "Qin'er." You worked hard to drink this night ginseng soup. It will give you strength. If you don't have the strength to do this, you won't be able to give birth to a child. ”

A clear heat began to flow through my body. My heartbeat, which was on the verge of halting, was given a new impetus.

My white, chapped lips twitched. I asked, "Is the fetus transverse?" ”

Liu Shen bowed his head and was silent.

I said, "Tell me." ”

He sobbed, "It's the standing." ”

I said, "Leave me alone, save the child." ”

He said, "No! No! Don't leave me, Qin'er! You can do it! You're still so young! Don't give up! ”

I said in a faint voice, "I can't do it anymore." ”

Then I fainted again.

(c)

Liu Shen has reached the limit of his psychological endurance. His performances are getting out of control.

At this time, it was already the time to go to the morning court on weekdays, and the inner servants hurriedly came in from outside the palace, passed the invitation of the prime minister Wei Guoqing and the three dukes and nine qing, asked Liu Shen whether he would go to the court today, and urged Liu Shen to go to the Wuying Hall to decide some major matters.

Don't wait for the waiter to finish. Liu Shen became irritable.

"Don't bother me with these things at this time!" Liu Shen kicked the messenger to the ground.

He had bruises on his forehead, and his face was red and he roared, "Don't they know? My woman is dying! My woman and child are dying! ”

The chamberlain had never seen Liu Shen's hideous expression. He was taken aback. Frightened, he got up and was about to spread the word outside.

At this critical juncture, Liu Shen suddenly came to his senses in time. He said, "Give me back!" ”

He calmed down and took a few deep breaths. He changed into his usual pleasant expression.

He said to the chamberlain, "No, no. If you go out and tell Prime Minister Wei and the ministers, you will say that I am very confused and cannot make proper decisions, and I am afraid that the decisions made in chaos will harm the world. Let them weigh for me, and say I believe in them. ”

(iv)

The inner servant fled from Zhaoyang Palace in a hurry, and when he went out, he bumped into the queen mother's honor guard from afar.

The Empress Dowager looked at the inner servant who was unstoppable and stumbling, and immediately ordered him to stop and asked him what had just happened.

The queen mother sighed, sad for her son's turmoil, relieved for her son's sobriety at the last moment, and even more worried about her daughter-in-law and grandson on the front line of life and death.

The Empress Dowager gave a few orders, let go of the panicked chamberlain, and came straight to Zhaoyang Palace.

Liu Shen, who was distracted and tired, knelt in front of the door of the main hall of Zhaoyang Palace to greet his mother.

After the Queen Mother inquired about my situation, she grabbed her son's hand and pulled him up from the ground.

Liu Shen fell into his mother's arms in agony.

The Empress Dowager couldn't help but feel sad in her heart, and said with tears in her eyes: "King Han." O Emperor. Mother knows how you feel at the moment. But you've been here all night. You are the king of a country. There's a huge country out there, millions of subjects waiting for you to do your duty. You are the father of the child in Qin'er's womb, and you are also the father of the whole world. You have to take care of yourself. ”

The Empress Dowager said: "Emperor, you are not a doctor, and there is nothing you can do here, so it is better to comply with the invitation of Prime Minister Wei and go to the former dynasty to deal with state affairs. Or, you can go to any palace and sleep for a while. When she wakes up, eats something, and comes back to see how she is doing. ”

Liu Shen flatly refused and said, "Mother, don't persuade me. My son won't go anywhere. Qin'er is my life, and her breath is my air. Without her and her child, her son would never have been able to live. I can only live where she exists. ”

The Queen Mother watched her son burst into tears. She sighed deeply.

She said, "You really look like your father."

She said, "Okay. Then, let's guard Qin'er's mother and son here. Our family, at the moment of life and death, is all together and never abandoned. ”

Liu Shen nodded when he heard this, and he stretched out his hand to cover his face.

Tears poured down his fingers. (To be continued.) )