(a)

You say, "I can't take a wife, can I?" ”

Daoji said: "If the root is broken, it will never recur, as long as it is not indulgent, it should still be fine." But now, you've relapsed, proving that it's not slowly healing from your mind, but is still there, and it's slowly growing again, so..."

You say, "Well, if I get married and lose my child's skills, it will shorten my life and hasten death, right?" ”

"Yes," said Daoji. ”

You say, "The one who marries me will be widowed quickly, right?" ”

Daoji nodded and said, "Yes." ”

You say, "What if I, if I, let her have children?" ”

"Well, you probably won't see a child born," said Daoji. ”

You bend your elbows and block your eyes. You don't have a voice.

After a while, Dao Ji comforted again: "Master has told you everything. Nothing is hidden from you anymore. ”

You don't have a voice.

(b)

Dao Ji said: "Jinglong, the pain in your heart, Master knows. ”

You say, "I promised her." I thought I could give her a happy life. But I was destined to not be able to do it. I was doomed to break my promise and fail to keep it. ”

Daoji said, "Son, it's not your fault. ”

You say, "I'm sorry for her." ”

Daoji said: "Sometimes this is how creation makes people. ”

You say, "I can't let her repeat her mother's fate." She deserves a stable life and a better home. ”

Dao Ji said: "She has a deep affection for you. When you were dying, she vowed to live and die with you. ”

You say, "No." She can't sink with me. She should leave me. ”

Dao Ji said: "Master has never loved any woman in his life, and when it comes to emotional matters, Master doesn't know how to decide what is right. However, Master feels that this is the fate of the two of you, and if you want to make any decision, it should be done by the two of you together. ”

You say, "No." I can't let her end up living as an orphan without a father or mother, and then immediately fall into a long life of helplessness, husband and childlessness. ”

You say, "If she falls into such a tragic fate because of me, what face will our Cui family have to meet her parents under Jiuquan?" Our family, the misfortune she has brought to her, has been ......"

Your voice stops suddenly.

Your breathing is hard again.

Dao Ji stood up: "What's wrong?" ”

Your whole body curls up.

You say bitterly, "It's here again." ”

In just a few tens of seconds, you are crushed into countless powders by the intense pain.

You don't have the strength to resist this intensity of pain now.

You're just going to pass out.