(a)

As the end of the year and the beginning of the year approaches, your condition gradually becomes apparent. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 infoIn order to curb the increasing intensity of pain, you start taking analgesic medications and injections with morphine-like painkillers. Under the effect of analgesics, you always feel very tired. You always crave to fall down and sleep whenever you want. The pattern of your life has been completely changed because of this.

You now need to take a nap at noon every day, and as soon as you finish lunch, you have to find a place to fall asleep. Sometimes, you're so sleepy that you don't even want to eat lunch and go to sleep. You've also given up your morning cool bath and morning run, and you've been in bed until the last minute before you get up in a daze. You often don't have time for breakfast because you're hungry for last-minute sleep.

By then, you haven't lost your car, but you're starting to ride to work every day. Because you're afraid that you'll ride into someone else in a daze. On the bus, there are a few times when you fall asleep unknowingly and end up taking a stop.

Another time when you dozed off in the car, several pockets were rummaged through by the thief, but nothing was stolen. You don't have a lot of money because you keep lending me money, and you usually don't have any money on you.

You can't read a book every night and see it late. The lights in your room often go out very early.

Even your neighbors around you have noticed this.

Your reputation for never being late also suffers at this time. Lateness began to become so frequent that it became commonplace. The school's dissatisfaction with you will gradually become serious.

You were the only temporary teacher who was often late. The Dean of Academic Affairs has always felt that this is a sign that you are becoming more and more arrogant and unruly. He even suspects that you and Liu Wenli's nightlife is chaotic, so much so that it affects your work energy during the day.

You have been criticized by name many times and many times by non-naming for this. But you've never been able to tell anything. You always accept criticism and apologize.

You buy another alarm clock and start double waking up. But your sleepiness is so heavy that you can't hear even two alarms going off at the same time.

One day, the old lady next door to you met you in the hallway, and she said to you, "I say, young man, if you don't want to get up so early, don't ring the alarm clock for so long." It makes me panic every morning. Even my little grandson woke you up. ”

You smile apologetically. After that, you put both alarm clocks under your pillow, and every morning you wrestle with your sleepiness to the sound of their clamor close to your ears.

(b)

The school's dissatisfaction with you culminated at an all-staff meeting.

Because you fell asleep openly when the principal was giving a very politically significant report.

The meeting was scheduled to start at 2:30 p.m., and you had been exhausted all morning by sometimes severe and sometimes vague stomach aches, and you had not eaten breakfast or lunch. You took painkillers several times in a row.

At 11:45 a.m., after the last PE class, you were so sleepy that as soon as you entered the office door, you collapsed on a bench in the corner of the PE room. The people around you and the ringing of the lunch bell didn't wake you up.

At half past two, you still haven't woken up.

When everyone went to the meeting, the last governess to leave the room remembered you in the corner. She walks over and pushes you awake. She said, "Hey, it's a meeting, are you still sleeping?" Hurry up, you're going to be late. ”

You sit up in a daze and arrive at the venue as if you were sleepwalking.

When the headmaster's voice begins to read the long report, all you hear is a buzzing sound. You feel like no-number words are slipping through your head, but you don't understand the meaning of a single word.

You've been keeping your eyes open, but your eyelids are so heavy that they are so pulled by gravity that they can't stop falling.

I don't know how long it took before you heard a loudspeaker screeching.

Another PE teacher sitting next to you is poking you in the elbow. You wake up suddenly, and you find yourself asleep again.

The teacher whispers to you, "The principal asked you to stand up and answer the question, why don't you stand up quickly!" ”

You stand up in a daze, your consciousness still asleep. You watch in a blur as the headmaster's silhouette dangles from the stage in the distance, the horizon undulating like a wave.

The headmaster has been looking at you expectantly. But you didn't move at all.

After waiting for a while, the principal felt embarrassed, so he had to cough, and he said, "Didn't you hear my question clearly?" ”

You say confusedly, "I'm sorry, I didn't hear you clearly. ”

There was a palpable look of displeasure on the headmaster's face. He said to the audience, "Is there anyone who didn't hear my question clearly? ”

There was no answer.

So the headmaster said to you, "Young man, you see, everyone has heard that question, why don't you hear it?" ”

You push the stone in your head so hard that you say, "I'm sorry, Headmaster, I just seemed to be asleep." ”

You say, "I didn't mean to. But I was wrong. ”

Your honesty caused a small buzz in the audience.

The headmaster wanted to educate you well, but you were so straightforward, and you had already admitted your mistake, he didn't know what to say. He coughed again.

At this time, Director Wang stood up and said, "Principal, I asked him to work overtime last night to make a lesson plan for a demonstration class, and he didn't sleep all night. ”

The principal looked at Coach Wang.

Director Wang looked at you, and then at the principal. The principal and Director Wang looked at each other for a moment.

Then the principal said to you in multiple semantic ways: "Young people, you must cherish your body, because your body is the capital of the revolution." If you encounter this situation in the future, you can ask for leave and do not sleep at the venue. ”

"Discipline is discipline," he said. We are all role models and role models for discipline. Otherwise, how can we educate students? He finishes and stares at you again.

The exhaustion and sleepiness written on your face at the time was so palpable that he judged it and felt that it really didn't look like a disguise. So he said, "Don't have a meeting, go and rest." ”

Your mind turns, and you feel that there is something wrong with this tone. But you're too sleepy, you can't care about that. When your body hears this, you can't wait to fall asleep right away.

So, you don't struggle anymore. You left the venue under everyone's gaze.

When the day's meeting ended, everyone returned to the department and saw that you were still asleep on the bench.

So, some of the teachers shook their heads and stepped aside.

Director Wang looked at your sleeping position curled up on the bench, and he went out to find a blanket and came back to cover you.

(c)

At half past four in the afternoon, Director Wang woke you up.

He looks at you worriedly and asks, "Are you okay?" I'm going to the shooting range now, can you still go like this? ”

You try to get up from the chair, but you fail and you fall on the bench again.

Director Wang looked at you like this and said, "Don't go to the training ground in the afternoon, don't sleep on the bench, go to the duty room and rest for a while." Later, I'll ask Mr. Chai to buy you some noodles or something, and he will accompany you home. ”

You look at the office with sleepy eyes, and you say, "What about people?" ”

"They all have classes in the playground. I'll help you get up and go to sleep in the duty room. You can rest in peace. It's quiet over there. ”

You say, "I'm sorry, I'm bothering you again." Thank you for your help. ”

Director Wang said: "Alas, what are you talking about? ”

As he spoke, he lifted you up. He said, "Be careful, go steady." ”

You say, "I didn't expect to be so sleepy after taking the medicine." ”

Coach Wang said: "It's better than not taking medicine." ”

You walked in the direction of the duty room with Wang Gui one foot deep and one foot shallow. You feel like you're going to fall asleep again.

Director Wang kept talking to you: "Hey, hey, don't sleep now, we'll be there soon." ”

You try to pull yourself together, and you say, "Okay." I'm not going to fall asleep. ”

Before you could finish speaking, you fell asleep again.

That day, you didn't eat a single thing all day.

(iv)

The next morning, you're still late, even though only 10 minutes late.

When you push the door in, you see that everyone's eyes are on you.

You bow your head. You don't say anything, you walk over to your desk and sit down.

You open the drawer, pull out today's schedule, and look at it.

Today you have four classes scheduled, both in the morning and afternoon. After 4:30 it was training again.

You look at this timetable and sigh to yourself.

You feel like you can't hold on anymore. (To be continued.) )