The ridge is full of Yingshan Red (novella) Zhang Baotong 2016.1.2

In the afternoon of the next day, Yuxiu was weeding in the field, and her little sister Yuxiang came to the field to call her, "Sister, our teacher Zhu is here, I have something to do with you." Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info”

Yuxiu came out of the field, washed the mud from her hands and feet by the canal, and returned home. As soon as he entered the door, he saw Zhu Fafen wearing a white really good shirt and blue pants. There was also a pen in his pocket. The face is washed white and clean, and the hair is combed smoothly, and the appearance looks quite delicate and sven. But seeing him sitting at the small table in the hall waiting for her, while his mother sat in front of the door sewing clothes, neither bringing tea and water to others, nor looking up to show others, this made Yuxiu feel very bad. Yuxiu felt that her mother was too snobbish, disliked the poor and loved the rich, looked at people and acted, saw that his family composition was not good, and she was poor, and she came to find Yuxiu, so naturally she didn't have a good face.

Yuxiu immediately greeted Zhu Fafen politely, and poured tea and water. Zhu Fafen drank tea while blowing the composed tune to Yuxiu with a flute. However, as soon as he blew one or two sounds, his mother cried out, "Don't blow in front of me, and make me feel restless." ”

Yuxiu wanted to be angry with her mother, but because there were guests, she held back, so she had to call Zhu Fafen to her house and close the door. Zhu Fafen played the tune of Yuxiu's poem on the flute, and then sang the song affectionately and passionately. The tune is really good, tactful and long, with deep longing and sadness, so that Yuxiu listens to it, and feels that her wounded heart has a trace of comfort. At the same time, it also made Yuxiu a little impressed by this classmate who was not eye-catching in the past. She asked, somewhat surprised, "How did you compose the song?" ”

He said, "One is inspiration, the second is understanding, and the third is accumulation. Your poem is a reminiscence and yearning for love, so you should be more sad and tragic, slow and affectionate. Then, put that feeling out in musical notes. ”

After a while, I heard someone smash the threshold with a chair. Yuxiu knew that it was his father who had returned, and he couldn't bear to let his pampered baby daughter be with a son he didn't like. The reason why he was able to do such extreme behavior was because he cared too much about her future happiness and did not consider how she felt now.

Yuxiu felt that her father's approach was too much, and she really wanted to get angry and quarrel with her father, but she couldn't quarrel with him in front of the guests, which would make the guests too unable to get off the stage. So, she said to Zhu Fafen, "My father can't see the sons come to me, otherwise, you don't want to come over in the future, I'll go to you if I have something." ”

As soon as Zhu Fafen went out, his father slammed the door open and shouted loudly, "This guy that no one wants, you pick it up is a treasure." I'm afraid you won't be able to find him again? "Since the marriage with Gao Baolin's family blew the lamp, my father has often had a show, and he has not been nervous about her.

She was so angry that she said to her father, "What's the problem? I'm afraid that others won't know that He Yuxiu and her father are not normal? ”

The father himself was irritable, and when he heard her say this, he roared, "You can't look down on introducing you to decent people, you will bring the cow ghost and snake god home." How do I not get nervous? ”

Yuxiu said, "Zhu Fafen is a teacher who is a teacher, how can he be a cow ghost and snake god?" ”

The father said, "Aren't his parents landlords? Isn't the landlord a cow ghost and a snake god? ”

Yuxiu said, "Chairman Mao said that you can't choose your background, but you can choose your path." Zhu Fafen is taking the proletarian road and teaching the children of peasant families, why do you say that people are cows, ghosts, snakes, and gods? ”

My father had nothing to say, so he argued, "Just like him, thin and weak, a scholar, he can only play the flute, play with his mouth, his body is not diligent, and he does not distinguish between grains, what is the use of this kind of person?" ”

Yuxiu said, "You work in the field to earn work, and other people's teaching is also to earn work." You use physical labor, but people use mental labor, why do you say that people are useless? ”

The father was speechless, so he said brutally, "I have no culture, I can't say you, you want to be with him, I just don't agree." ”

Yuxiu said, "I'm in charge of my own affairs, don't worry about you." ”

The father was even more annoyed and cried out, "You are my daughter, and I will take care of it." If you run to the edge of the sky, I will take care of it. ”

Yuxiu said, "Shouting all day long makes the family have no peace, and I'm not afraid of being embarrassed by others." So saying, he went out the door.

One evening a few days later, Zhu Fafen made an appointment with Yuxiu on the bank of the Luojiang River and gave her a poem he had written. Yuxiu looked at the poem and was taken aback, it read:

Gift to Comrade He Yuxiu:

When the morning light first shines,

My heart intoxicates your freshness;

Because I love you.

When night comes,

My heart enchants your beauty,

Because I love you.

No one had ever written her a love letter, and it was so bold and so straightforward. Even if Chen Jie was so good to her in the past, he never wrote a love letter to her. And she had only been dating him for about ten days, and he confessed to her so boldly, which surprised her. Although she has a good impression of him and has some good feelings, she has not yet reached the level of really liking him, or even falling in love with him. So, she gave him back the poem, saying, "Don't be so explicit, we've only been in contact for a short time, and we're just ordinary friends." ”

Zhu Fafen looked a little embarrassed, took the poem back and put it in his jacket pocket, and said, "You don't like me?" ”

Yuxiu emphasized again, "We are just ordinary friends, and we can't say whether we like it or not." And whether you like it or not is not to say it with your mouth, but to feel and express it with your heart. ”

Zhu Fafen said aggrievedly, "I am expressing this with my heart." ”

Yuxiu said, "Your expression is too sudden, I can't accept it for a while." ”

The two were walking on the embankment and talking, when they saw an acquaintance walking from the opposite side. Before she could see who it was, she heard the man shout, "Show girl." ”

As soon as Yuxiu heard the voice, she immediately shouted, "Secretary Shui." Then he hurriedly walked up to Secretary Shui and said guiltily, "Secretary Shui, I heard that you went to the commune. ”

The water secretary said, "Yes, he is in charge of water conservancy." ”

Yuxiu said, "I know you left the team headquarters because of me. ”

Secretary Shui said very optimistically, "Don't say that. If I am not the secretary of the brigade, it is good for me to be a water conservancy assistant. Then, he said, "I heard from the white eagle that after Chen Jie left, he never contacted you again?" ”

Yuxiu nodded.

Secretary Shui said, "Don't blame him, he is an educated youth, he really loves you, and he can't marry you." You don't know the lesson of Sister Yan. ”

Yuxiu said, "I know. ”

At this time, Secretary Shui glanced at Zhu Fafen, who was standing more than ten meters away, and asked, "Are you talking to him?" ”

Yuxiu shook her head and said, "We've only been in contact for a short time, so we're not talking about love yet." ”

Secretary Shui whispered in a tone of admonition, "Don't get too close to this person." ”

Yuxiu was stunned and asked, "Why?" ”

Secretary Shui said, "This person is so hypocritical. ”

Yuxiu thought that Secretary Shui had been the secretary of the brigade in the past, and he was high, and he didn't stay together with Zhu Fafen, how could he evaluate people like this, it was not prejudiced against others, but she still nodded and said, "I know." ”

Secretary Shui said, "Can you endure hardships in the production team?" ”

Yuxiu sighed and said, "When people can't help it, they can endure any hardship." ”

Secretary Shui said, "You don't have to be impatient, the one surnamed Huang will stay in Chaling for a short time, and when he leaves, I will find a way for you." ”

Yuxiu said gratefully, "Secretary Shui, I have already harmed you, don't worry about me anymore." ”

Secretary Shui said, "Don't be afraid of shadows, don't listen to other people's nonsense." Anyway, I'm going to find a way for you, I'm not afraid of people talking nonsense, I just like you. When he had said this, he went to his house.

Talking and walking with Zhu Fafen on the embankment, it got dark. Yuxiu was afraid that it would be dark and she would walk with Zhu Fafen, so she broke up with Zhu Fafen when she let others gossip.

As soon as she got home, she saw Huang Gehui sitting in the hall talking to her mother, so she said, "How do you have time to come to our house?" ”

Huang Gehui said bluntly, "I just saw your Zhu Fafen together. ”

Yuxiu said, "What's wrong? You mean we're in love. ”

Huang Gehui immediately said, "No, no, how can you fall in love with him?" ”

Yuxiu said, "How do you know that you can't?" He's so motivated and talented. She deliberately said this to her parents, wanting to anger them.

Huang Gehui smiled indifferently and said, "Isn't it just playing the flute and writing poems, I don't know if he is two times, and he is far worse than Chen Jie." ”

Yuxiu thought that Chen Jie was much stronger than Zhu Fafen, but he didn't love himself. For a person who doesn't love himself, what does it have to do with her no matter how good he is. So, she said, "Chairman Mao said that we should look at things from the perspective of development. Zhu Fafen is a self-motivated and hard-working person, and he will definitely have a future in the future. Although he is not as good as Chen Jie, he is not much worse than Chen Jie. After all, Chen Jie is from the city, and he can't compare our rural people with urban people. ”

Huang Gehui looked at Yuxiu with a very surprised gaze and said, "I'm afraid that you are really in love with him?" ”

Yuxiu said, "I can't say for sure yet, but I think he's still quite good." ”

Although her words were so, Secretary Shui and Huang Gehui's words still made her hesitate, because these two people were people she trusted very much, and they would not lie to her, let alone harm her. Therefore, she needs to observe and understand him further.

What Yuxiu didn't expect was that Zhu Fafen actually asked his little sister Yuxiang to bring a letter to her. Because she went to work in the fields, her father tore up the letter and read it. When her father read the letter, he was so angry that he asked Yuxiang to call her back from the field, threw the torn letter in front of her, and scolded, "Look, what are you doing? I'm just afraid I'm going to be angry with your mother. ”

Yuxiu picked up the letter, and when she saw that it read "He Yuxiu opened it personally", and the letter had been opened, she asked her father, "You opened the letter?" ”

The father originally wanted to give his daughter a temper tantrum, but when his daughter asked like this, her tone immediately softened and said, "I dismantled it, how about it?" ”

Yuxiu said, "It is illegal to open other people's letters. ”

The father said, "Then you will take me and lock me up." ”

Yuxiu gritted her teeth in anger, because her father knew that she couldn't arrest him and lock him up, so he dared to open her letter. In fact, not only fathers, but also in rural areas, it is very common to open other people's letters casually, and some people get other people's letters, so that the recipient does not know, so they tear them open, and it is an exciting peep. Therefore, privacy is exposed, scandals are spread, lovers break up and husbands and wives fight from time to time.

Yuxiu felt that it was useless to fight with her father like this, so she took the letter into her room, opened it, and it read:

Comrade He Yuxiu:

Ever since I saw you that afternoon, my heart has been beating for you. It dawned on me that I was living for you. But I am a beggar, and you are the queen. You are so noble, and I am so lowly, as if you were in heaven and I was on earth. Although we are very different, my heart loves you deeply. Because I love you, my heart is sometimes excited, sometimes pessimistic. I'm excited because you care so much about me, and I'm pessimistic because I'm afraid I won't get you. Therefore, I swear to you: for you, I will be determined to forge ahead, work hard, and become a person who makes you happy and proud. Please give me some time, I will definitely try to change my life, change the situation, and then I will propose to you like a European knight. Love you always. Zhu Fafen.

After reading the letter, Yuxiu felt unusually calm in her heart. Although Zhu Fafen's approach was a bit absurd and risky, the love he expressed to her still made her feel comfortable. Although he is not as good as Chen Jie, he will not fly as far away as Chen Jie, as long as she can hold him in her hand like a kite, and can regulate and shape him into a man like Chen Jie.

So, in the afternoon, after the students got out of school, she asked for leave and went to Houshan Primary School.

Seeing Yuxiu coming, Zhu Fafen was very surprised, and immediately wanted to give Yuxiu noodles. Yuxiu waved her hand and said, "Don't go down, I'm going to leave soon." ”

Zhu Fafen saw that Yuxiu didn't let him go down, so he rubbed his hands, didn't know what to do, and asked, "Have you read my letter?" ”

Yuxiu nodded and said, "If you have something to do in the future, you will come to the river embankment, and as soon as you play the flute, I will go over." Don't let my sister bring a letter anymore, and don't write to me again. ”

Zhu Fafen asked, "Why don't you want me to write a letter?" ”

Yuxiu said, "Your letter tore open to my father. ”

Zhu Fafen said, "I know, didn't your father scold you?" ”

Yuxiu said, "He got so angry. I'm not afraid of him, though. ”

Zhu Fafen said, "I'll take you to climb the mountain, right?" The view from the mountain is wonderful. ”

Yuxiu said, "Next time, I'm going back right away." ”

Zhu Fafen took Yuxiu's hand, refused to let go, and said, "Then when will you come next time?" ”

Yuxiu thought for a moment and said, "As long as I have time, I'll come over." With that, Yuxiu removed her hand from his hand and went out the door. Zhu Fafen was still reluctant and sent her all the way to the edge of the small bridge.

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