The ridge is full of Yingshan Red (novella) Zhang Baotong 2016.1.2

For a while, Zhu Fafen went to the edge of the Luojiang River to date Yuxiu almost every afternoon after school, but after that, he never saw a shadow again. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info Yuxiu thought he was too busy to take care of it, because she knew that he was going to prepare for the college entrance examination. However, that day, I went to the Agricultural Science Brigade to attend the wedding of an old classmate, and heard a classmate who was a teacher in Honghua Middle School say that Zhu Fafen was transferred to the middle school to become a music teacher.

Because middle school teachers belong to the official cadres of the state, they are paid every month, unlike most primary school teachers, who are still private teachers and receive a share of the work in the production team. When Yuxiu heard the news, she was secretly happy, and as soon as she finished the banquet, she went directly to Honghua Middle School, wanting to go to Zhu Fafen to celebrate. Because being able to become a middle school teacher and get a state salary is equivalent to ending the life of a peasant and stepping into the ranks of public ownership. This is a leap in life and a take-off of fate.

She came to the school gate and was about to enter the school, but the old guard stopped her and asked, "Who are you looking for?" ”

Yuxiu said, "Find Teacher Zhu Fafen." ”

The doorman said, "Now the students are in class, you wait in front of the door, I'll go over and take a look at it." ”

After a while, the doorman came back and said, "Mr. Zhu is preparing for class in the office, and he asked you to wait outside for a while." ”

Yuxiu sat in the communication room and waited.

The old doorman asked Yuxiu, "Who are you?" ”

Yuxiu said, "Ordinary friends, when I heard that he was transferred to be a teacher, I stopped by to have a look." ”

The doorman said, "I'm afraid you're his girlfriend." And he said, "Do you know how he was transferred to be a teacher?" ”

Yuxiu shook her head and said, "I don't know." ”

The doorman whispered to her, "He and the second daughter of the Wu Director of the County Civil Affairs Bureau have made a marriage." ”

When Yuxiu heard this, her eyes widened and she said, "You can't make a mistake, right?" "Because Director Wu was originally the secretary of the Honghua Commune, and the second daughter was a salesman of the Honghua Supply and Marketing Cooperative, named Wu Xiuzhen, who was a cripple. How could Zhu Fafen, who is a scholar and a talent, find a cripple?

The doorman said, "I'm telling the truth. He used to teach in the primary school of the Chaling Brigade, if it wasn't for the help of Director Wu, how could he enter the middle school as a teacher? ”

Yuxiu said, "I'm just afraid that he has a convulsion and wants to fall in love with a disabled person." ”

At this time, she immediately remembered what Secretary Shui said to her that day, saying that Zhu Fafen was so hypocritical. This is really what Secretary Shui said. Yuxiu chatted with the doorman for a while, and when she saw that Zhu Fafen hadn't come over yet, she thought that people had already climbed another high branch and had no interest in herself, so there was no need to wait for him any longer, so she left Honghua Middle School.

Walking on the road, Yuxiu was in a very low mood, she really couldn't figure out that he Zhu Fafen was a good person, he wanted to look good, he wanted to be talented, why should he wronged himself for the position of a middle school teacher, and belittled himself? If she wants to be Chen Jie, if you kill him, he won't do this. In such a comparison, I feel that Huang Gehui is right: he is far worse than Chen Jie. What made her even more angry was that he worked hard to write love poems to her, treating himself as the sun of his life and the rose in his heart, but he suddenly betrayed her. This didn't make her sad and disappointed. I really didn't expect people to change so quickly.

Originally, Yuxiu thought that her relationship with Zhu Fafen would end here. However, what she didn't expect was that half a month later, Zhu Fafen suddenly came to her.

That night, it was already dark. Yuxiu was sitting under the oil lamp in the hall and reading a novel called "Bitter Cauliflower". This was lent to her by Chen Jie in the past, but she kept it in the box and didn't care about it.

Suddenly, she felt as if someone was standing behind her, and when she turned around, there was a ghost standing behind her, and her heart was beating out. She screamed, turned around, and shouted, "Who are you?" ”

When she saw Zhu Fafen standing in front of her, she scolded fiercely, "You are going to die, and you won't say hello when you come in." ”

Zhu Fafen smiled apologetically and said, "I just want to surprise you." As he spoke, he put the two packets of snacks in his hand on the table.

Yuxiu really wanted him to get out, but she still held back, after all, he was a guest, so he asked, "What's the matter with me?" ”

Zhu Fafen said, "I am now a regular teacher at Honghua Middle School, and my monthly salary is 24 yuan. Although his tone was calm, his bearing was full.

Yuxiu said, "You are not only a formal teacher at Honghua Middle School, but also the son-in-law of the Civil Affairs Bureau. Congratulations. ”

But Zhu Fafen immediately corrected her categorically, saying, "It's impossible for me to love a lame girl." I'm just playing with her, what I really love is you, it's my beloved He Yuxiu. ”

Yuxiu said, "Don't lie to me, if you really love me, why do you want to marry Wu Xiuzhen?" ”

Zhu Fafen said, "I was engaged to marry Wu Xiuzhen, but if I didn't get married, her father refused to transfer me to Honghua Middle School." However, engagement is not marriage. Now that I am an official member of the state, no one can ask me to become a farmer anymore. Therefore, I want to quit my marriage with Wu Xiuzhen. Then, he said in a solemn tone, "Yuxiu, I assure you that I am doing this for you, so that you can look up to you and become my beloved." ”

Yuxiu retorted and said, "Don't say that, I didn't let you do it." To tell you the truth, I don't care if you are a private teacher in Houshan Primary School or a regular teacher in Honghua Middle School, what I care about is your conduct and personality. If you don't have this kind of thing, I will continue to appreciate you and encourage you, but now that you have changed, I have changed, and we will be strangers from now on, and no one should pay attention to anyone anymore. ”

As he spoke, he picked up the two packets of snacks on the table, handed them to him, and said, "Take these things, don't put them here with me." ”

Zhu Fafen thought that Yuxiu would praise him, but he didn't expect Yuxiu to have such an attitude, so he refused to accept the snacks handed to him by Yuxiu, but said in a sincere tone, "Even if I'm wrong, I'm also for you." ”

Yuxiu said angrily, "What does the little cleverness you want to play with me have to do with me?" Then he yelled, "Take the things away, or I'll leave them out the door." ”

Zhu Fafen saw that Yuxiu's voice was getting louder and louder, and he was afraid that this matter would be known to others, and it would not be good to spread it, so he took the snack and said, "He Yuxiu, don't be angry, you have to think about it, I am now a formal teacher of Honghua Middle School and a national cadre, it is easy to find a sister, you don't have to miss the opportunity." You have to think about it, and one day you will wake up and come to me. I will always be waiting for you. ”

Yuxiu said, "You are dead, I just want to find a farmer, and I won't want you." ”

Zhu Fafen walked out and said, "Don't die like this, there will be a day when you regret it." ”

After Zhu Fafen left, Yuxiu sat on the bed, so angry that she wiped her tears. She couldn't help but think: she had also persuaded Chen Jie to compromise, go to play with Li Yingmei, and wait until she became the secretary of the county party committee, and then blow the lamp with Li Yingmei. However, when I think about it now, I feel that that approach is too naïve and ridiculous. She felt that that kind of acting on the spot was actually a kind of emotional transaction, a kind of subservience to the world and a betrayal of love. Life in the world is inseparable from the world, but if the world is above love, she will resolutely not agree.

(Please pay attention to Zhang Baotong's signed work "Poetic Emotion" documentary, short prose, life essays and short stories, and "Withered Rose" is being uploaded)