(a)

That day, towards the end of your speech, you talked about shooting again. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ

You say, "Finally, I want to talk about calmness." A calm person is a powerful person, because he is not enslaved by emotions. A person who is not calm cannot have strength, because he is a captive or slave of emotions at the moment. How can a man who is a captive or a slave and cannot escape be a powerful man? So, no matter what happens, your first reaction is to calm down. “

You say, "I think the last time I got sick here, we both failed." We have all lost our coolness because of the extraordinary situation. “

You say, "I felt guilty all the time while I was in the hospital. I've always thought that on the first day I came back here, I should apologize to you and do a deep self-examination. I am your guide, and I must do it myself before I can ask you to do it. I lost my composure first, then I stirred up your emotions, and finally everyone lost their composure. This shows that I still need to continue training and keep working hard. Calm, easy to say, can be one of the hardest things in the world to do. “

You say, "I am very grateful for everyone's care and care the last time I was in trouble." But that's not what I'm looking forward to the most. What I'm looking forward to most is not your love and nervousness. The only thing I look forward to is to see the rock-solid and calm of all of you in the face of unexpected situations. That's what I'm here to give my life to serve you and make you have what you can have. “

You say, "If I fell down in front of you at this moment, bleeding and bursting through my stomach, would you be calmer than last time?" Can it not be disturbed in a disorderly manner like a swarm of bees? If you were to shoot at that time, would any of you be able to hit the bull's-eye? Have it? ”

You say, "If not, then you haven't really learned to shoot." It doesn't matter how many championships you've won before. And if I can't be calm in that situation, I'm also disappointed by everyone's high expectations, and I'm not really a good teacher, no matter how many championships I've brought out. “

You say, "Let's string these points together." I hope to encourage you to listen carefully, remember carefully, practice hard, and truly do it. That was the greatest support and the greatest concern for me. 1. Helping others requires strength and wisdom; 2. People who are not calm have no strength and no wisdom; 3. When we are not calm, we cannot help others correctly and effectively; Others can't really benefit from it; 4. The premise of helping people is: calm. “

You say, "These are the words I wanted to say to you on the afternoon of the day I fell ill here." If I had been conscious and able to speak, I would have said this to you. “

(b)

You say, "I'm done with the last tech coaching." Let me tell you that your new guidance has been finalized. After the official order is settled, he will be able to appear here and take over my previous job, and his photo, I believe you have already seen it in the recruitment results. He is very good, and I believe that he will be able to continue to lead everyone in the last year of our secondary school year, and continue to move forward and reach a higher level. ”

You say, "I'm looking forward to your final year and looking forward to your integration with your new coach." ”

You say, "Although I don't come to work anymore, I will always pay attention to you and wait for every good news from you." ”

You say, "Let's end this last instruction with such anticipation." The days ahead will be exciting, a new starting point, and a new beginning. ”

(b)

Instructor Wang supported you, who were already a little unsteady in your steps, and returned to the guidance office.

You sit in your chair and gasp.

You press your stomach and lie on the table.

Director Wang handed you a glass of warm water and said, "Rest for a while, rest for a while, warm your stomach, and when you feel better, we will send you back." ”

You straightened up and looked at Director Wang with a pale face. You laugh at yourself and say, "I'm really like a piece of tofu now, and if I only stand for a while, I can say a few more words, and I will be so uncomfortable." ”

Director Wang said: "It's all because I didn't think about it. Should have waited a few more days to get you better before picking you up. ”

You say, "There couldn't be a better time." Wait, it's only going to get worse, not better. ”

Director Wang said: "Don't say that. Wasn't it very dangerous last time, and didn't it turn around in the end? ”

You gasped and said, "I'm here, it's Wang Xiaoer's New Year, a year is not as good as a year, and a day is not as good as a day." ”

(c)

Now, you look better and less in pain.

Director Wang handed you a hardcover book wrapped in gift paper.

He said: "A gift from the players. ”

You gather your strength and open the wrapper, revealing a photo album. When you open the photo album, the first photo is a group photo before we set off on the day we went to the Xiyuan base. You see me sleepwalking into the camera.

You continue to scroll back, and there are all kinds of photos we have taken during training and games over the past few years, recording many beautiful moments when we get along together, as well as the most beautiful solo photos of each team member.

You see us taking a picture of the day we were smiling at the camera, and I was the only one looking at you sideways.

You smile slightly, but your heart is sad for a while.

You look at the album and are a little stunned.

"They want to put all the good moments in this album and let you take them home," Wang said. ”

You say, "I'll keep it in my heart." ”

Director Wang looked at your hazy eyes and said, "What are you thinking?" ”

You say, "Thinking about what each of them looked like the day I first got here." At that time, how childish they were, many of them were not as tall as rifles, but in the blink of an eye, all of them grew so tall. ”

Wang said, "Yes. Children grow up so fast. By the time they graduated, they would probably have grown into adults. ”

You say, "Unfortunately, I can't see it." ”

"You'll definitely see them graduate," Wang said. We'll take graduation photos with them. ”

You shake your head slightly, and you say, "I can't see it." I know. ”

(iv)

"Lao Wang, please ask you for something, is it okay?"

Wang said: "Between us, what else is polite, if there is something to order." ”

You say, "Can you open that cabinet for me?" ”

Director Wang stood up and opened the locker behind you. He saw a small wooden box inside. "Is this it? Take it to you? Director Wang asked.

You nodded.

You take the wooden box and open it.

You take out a bunch of keys from it and hand them to Director Wang one by one.

"I gave it back to you. Door key. The office key of the school's physical education department. The office keys here. The key to the guntry. Gun cabinet key. Duty room key. The key to the bullet cabinet. ”

You left a handful. You say: "I will keep the key to this safe for two more days, there are some books in it, I don't have the strength to tidy it up now, Kaohsiung will drive over and move the books to me in two days, I have nothing to do and come back to slowly clean up." When you're done, he'll give you back the keys. ”

Director Wang silently took the key. "No problem, you can stay as long as you want," he said. ”

You say, "Can you help me collect everything on my desk in a moment?" I took it with me when I went back. ”

Instructor Wang said: "Don't be in such a hurry, when the new instructor comes, it's too late to clean up." ”

You say, "It's already here anyway, so take it with you." ”

Director Wang bowed his head and remained silent.

You say, "You'll be happy to work together." ”

Director Wang said: "I believe it will be like this. However, there are some things that cannot be replaced. ”

You smiled.

You say, "It's a holiday, you and your sister-in-law can come to my house to see me, and my mother will make dumplings for you to eat." ”

Director Wang nodded and said, "We will definitely come to disturb us, and when the time comes, don't dislike us for staying too long." ”

You say, "How?" ”

(5)

You push the wooden box in front of Director Wang.

You say, "There's one more important thing, please." ”

Wang said, "What is it? ”

You say, "I wrote a letter to my heart." In this box. ”

Director Wang said: "Why don't you hand it over to her yourself? She's just outside. I just called her in. ”

You shake your head.

Say, "This letter is not addressed to her." It's written for her in the future. You have to give this letter to her for me in the future without me. ”

Wang said: "Don't think like that, your body will be fine." ”

You say, "Don't interrupt me, let me finish." ”

You say, "Lao Wang, please help me keep this." But don't give it to her right after I die. ”

You say, "When I die, she won't have the courage to come here again." She will definitely give up shooting completely, if not the whole sport. She would quit the shooting team. After graduation, she will no longer have the courage to come back here, go back to school, and will not take the initiative to contact you again, and will not take the initiative to contact all kinds of people related to me. ”

You say, "But, she'll keep going." When many years pass, when she grows up, she will come back to contact you. When she meets you again, when she takes the initiative to see you again, when she has the courage to come to see you again, please help me and give this to her. Please tell her for me that I said I would wait for her in the future. I'm trustworthy and I've been waiting for her. ”

Director Wang said sadly: "Don't think about it, you just consume too much and your body is weak, you will be fine." There will be miracles. You'll wait until she grows up, and your sister-in-law and I will still be waiting to drink your wine. ”

You looked at Director Wang, and you said, "Solemnly, please." In the future, I must give this to her as an adult. ”

(f)

Many years later, when I re-contacted Coach Wang through Mr. Sun Bao and went to Shenzhen to see him alone, Coach Wang took out this wooden box that had been treasured for many years, handed it to me, and said to me your last please.

I opened the box and pulled out a letter you wrote to me in the time you had gone.

I looked at your familiar handwriting with teary eyes, and my heart hurt like the tips of billions of needles pricking.

On the yellowed letterhead, you wrote: "Dear heart, we meet again. I know that you will definitely come to guide Wang, and you will definitely see this letter I wrote to you. When your eyes fall on these words, no matter what world I am in, all the flowers in my world will bloom at this moment! When I saw all the flowers bloom suddenly, I knew that you had seen the letter I left for you. ”

You wrote, "These countless flowers in the outer dimension, they are not given to you by me. They bloom vigorously because of your own power. ”

You write, "Dear heart, dear Jean, you have such power! You have such power! ”

Say, "I write these words to give you a powerful testimony of the power you have." When you see this proof, you will believe it even more. ”

You say, "Xinxin, Qin'er, after I die, you will see me forever." Look at the world the way you looked at the pinecone that day. You can see me who is no longer visible. I'll be waiting for you in that pine cone. Waiting for you to see. Keep this look, and you'll always see me. Don't let tears cloud your eyes. ”

My hands trembled, and I read the letter several times, from beginning to end. I was standing there with it in my hands.

I held it tightly to my chest. It's like many years ago, when I was a girl, I put the review letter you wrote on my behalf and pressed it tightly to the warmest part of my chest.

You have been waiting for me for a long time in this world that you have left. And I've made you wait so long, so long!

(g)

At that time, I was still a piano.

I stand side by side with you on the peaks of the rhododendrons, and in front of me are pink clouds.

I said to you, "I really want to know, what kind of great power can make these spring flowers bloom brilliantly all over the mountains?" ”

At that time, when you were still General Cui Jinglong, you replied to me: "It is the power of the heart, the power of a warm heart." ”

(viii)

My dear, is the world in which you live, with all the flowers, already blooming?

Are they blooming brightly at the moment?

It turns out that this is how the word came from: the heart is full of joy.