(a)

On the 18th day of your hospitalization, we took the last mock exam before the final exam. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

The test results came out the next day. I took the first place in my grade.

Seeing the posted red list of grades, Director Wang was taken aback. He thought I wouldn't do well this time. He thinks I'm inevitably going to be affected by the fact that you're getting sicker.

He stood in front of the red list for a long time, silently watching my name rise to the top of the list.

That's the best thing about your training.

Without your help and guidance, I would never have behaved like this.

You have passed on the strength of your heart to me.

When he silently looked up at the list, my homeroom teacher, Mr. Li, didn't know when he was standing behind him.

After Director Wang found Teacher Li, he nodded to her. He said, "Idealism, it's really good. Thanks to your usual strictness. ”

Teacher Li said, "Is there something you can do me a favor with?" ”

Director Wang said: "Of course, please speak. ”

Teacher Li said, "There are a lot of things going on these days, and we haven't found time to visit your assistant yet. After the final exam was finished, our class teachers made an appointment to go to see him together. Can you explain that to us the next time you go to the hospital? Ask for his forgiveness. Everyone wanted to see him. ”

Director Wang said: "He will understand, and he will thank everyone for their concern." I'll tell him. ”

Teacher Li said, "In addition, can you convey my personal apology to him?" ”

Instructor Wang turned to look at Teacher Li.

Teacher Li said, "His teaching of idealism is commendable. I have read a lot of essays written by Idealism, and since he was in charge of Idealism's training, Idealism's mind has grown rapidly, and she has comprehended many life philosophies that she has never seen before. Her heart went from being closed and sensitive, to being broad and strong. From her writings, I can see everywhere the profound influence of a good teacher on students. He's amazing. ”

Teacher Li said: "In the past, I had a lot of opinions about him, mostly prejudiced, and I didn't handle the incident well last time, and I didn't understand him very much, which brought him a lot of trouble. He came over afterwards and apologized to me repeatedly. Seeing his sincerity and unpretentiousness, I couldn't help it at that time, and I felt that this matter was not entirely his responsibility, and I also had a big problem. However, at that time, for the sake of face, I was embarrassed to apologize to him. Now, I have decided to make up this sincere apology to him. Although he is much younger than me, his care and guidance for the hearts of students is worthy of many of us to learn from. I should also learn from him. ”

Teacher Li said, "You can say sorry for me." When we go to see him, I still talk to him in person. ”

Director Wang was moved: "When you apologize, you are a bit serious. I will definitely convey your wishes, and he will definitely understand. Thank you for saying that. ”

Teacher Li sighed and said, "It's a pity that he is still so young, and his life has just begun...... It would be great if he could get better and become a regular teacher in our school and work with us for a long time. ”

Teacher Li said: "Principal Cheng said in our grade group that day that if he can get better, we will help him apply for teaching qualifications, and let him become our official teacher directly. ”

Director Wang's heart tingled. He took a deep breath. "Hopefully he'll get better soon and come back to us," he said. ”

(b)

The day I came to see you with the mock exam papers and transcripts, you were in a very bad condition.

You've been in pain so much that you can't close your eyes for a moment all night, and morphine can't completely save you from severe pain.

Seeing me come in, you struggle to sit up, but you can't.

You fall back on the pillow. You reach out and grab the metal railing next to the bed. You look at the ceiling. You grapple with the railing hard. You can't make a sound.

I watched as you breathed with difficulty.

I restrained the tension and trembling of the muscles all over my body.

I lowered my head and opened my bag. I took out the test paper for the exam, as well as the target paper for the quiz. I'll deliver them to you.

I said, "Can you see that?" ”

I'm going to hold them up one by one and show you.

Your vision is blurry with pain, and you can't see the handwriting on it.

I'll whisper it to you, "100 points." 100 points. 100 points. 100 points. 100 points. 120 points. 120 points. 99 points. 98 points. 482.0 rings. 464.2 rings. 488.6 rings. 491.0 ring. ”

I took out my diary from my bag again, flipped to the page of the day I watered the plants, and read it softly to you what I had written down and the answer I had written.

You can't speak, and you listen to my trembling, weeping voice reading this.

Little by little, you slowly let go of your hand gripping the railing.

You want to use your right hand that is not secured to reach the exercise bag next to the bed. But you can't turn on your side. You can't reach it.

I hurried to help you and brought the bag.

I turned it on.

You look at me, gasping for air.

I reached into my bag. I came across something cold.

I took the item out of my bag. I looked down at it.

I saw a metal medal. That's what Director Wang brought to you yesterday. It has your name written on it. It is the Municipal Education Commission that rewards you for your outstanding teaching. You've been rated as the city's best substitute teacher.

You look at me holding it in your hand.

I know what you can't say. You give me this medal.

You think those results, the results that I achieved during your serious illness, can get a medal. You also agree with my experience.

I'll take that medal and sit next to you.

All kinds of feelings in my heart are intertwining.

I finally know how to help you with the power of my heart! I finally know what it takes to be worthy of your liking!

Tears ran down my cheeks.

A woman's tears have a myriad of meanings. This time, it no longer means: what to do? What to do? What to do? It means: Thank you! Thank you! Thank you!

When tears appear in my eyes, I see the same thing flashing in your eyes.

I take your hand. I held it in my hands.

We just like that, holding each other's hands.

In this way, between life and death, they are close to each other.

(c)

Weekend. The dawn of the morning. Today is the physical training day for the shooting team. Because you are sick, you will be replaced by Teacher Hua from the Physical Education Group for the time being.

I came to the venue early and followed the team led by Mr. Hua to run on the track outside the venue.

After the allotted lap, I decided to keep running.

S, who was in charge of counting the results by the meter, followed behind and said loudly, "Hey! Xinxin, you've completed today's lap! ”

I said, "I know! ”

S chased after him from behind.

He ran side by side with me. He said, "Why have you been so ruthless lately? Planning to switch to athletics? ”

I said, "I want to be stronger." ”

S said, "Stronger doesn't look like a girl." ”

I said, "I don't care if I look like a girl or not!" I just want to be more powerful, both physically and mentally! ”

I sped up to overtake him.

He said, "You will become-elephant-legged!" ”

I said, "I'm going to be a brave elephant!" ”

S stopped behind me. He stood there and watched me run away.

I faced the rising sun, I tried my best, I ran and ran, I wanted to leave my sadness and weakness behind, I wanted to make them unable to catch up.

I knew that as long as I kept running like this, one day, they would be left behind by me, and one day, they would never be able to catch me again. They can't catch up anymore.

At the moment, I am still running hard. I kept running my fingers on the keyboard.

I will continue to forge ahead. Until the moment when the breath stops.

S stood there watching me.

Little D walked over.

He looked at my back. He asked S, "What's wrong with Xinxin lately?" ”

S said, "Don't you see that? She loves mentoring. ”

D looked at S. He said, "Really? ”

"That was unfortunate," he said. ”

(iv)

"We can't grow without misfortune."