(a)

"Heart. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 ｉｎfo”

"Hmm."

"There's one thing, let's make an agreement together."

"What's the matter?"

"We're in a new world now. There are many situations in this world that are different from the previous one. ”

"Yes. It's very different. ”

"People have mostly forgotten their past. Forgotten to the point of not acknowledging the existence of the past at all. ”

"Yes. A class is only 45 minutes, and the teacher has not finished the class yet, and many students no longer remember what the teacher said just now. The events of the past life are so long, the time is long, and even the body has been replaced, and it is normal for people not to remember. ”

"So, they don't think it's reasonable for us to be together."

"Yes. They won't understand. They are bound to judge from their own narrow perspective. ”

"If we're together, if we're too close, we're breaking school rules."

"Yes. But I don't care. We have come so long to get to where we are today. ”

"No, heart. We have to care. We can't ignore the impact and shock the world. We can't just think about our own feelings, we also have to think about other people's. Considering the principal, considering Coach Wang, considering Teacher Zhou, considering Teacher Chai, and considering Teacher Li, in order to let me enter the shooting team to coach and let me stay, they all paid a lot and took on a lot of responsibilities to recommend and hire me exceptionally. If I do something wrong again and again, it will definitely affect them, and people will think badly about them. We also have to consider the feelings of our teammates and classmates, and the most important job of a teacher is to teach and solve problems, not to fall in love with female students. We want to cherish the school's century-old reputation. We should cherish the reputation of the Department of Physical Education and the honor of the shooting team. ”

"Heart, we all live in society. None of us exist alone. Even if we cross thousands of streamers and finally meet again, our love is not alone, it is also related to countless people and countless things, and it affects the whole body. Even if it's love between two people, we can't just take care of ourselves and nothing else. You say, right? ”

"You're quite right, Guide. So, what are we going to agree on? ”

"Xinxin, although you heard the conversation between me and Director Wang, although we have dated each other, we still can't go further for the time being. Even if the affection is precious, we should be affectionate and stop being polite. Store this feeling in each other's hearts first. Wait until you grow up. Wait until the day when it can be made public. ”

"Xinxin, I'm sorry to make you wait again. Can you understand? ”

"It's okay. I'm willing to wait. ”

"Just because you didn't hear the conversation between me and Director Wang, just because we haven't said so many things today."

"Hmm. I listen to you. Guide. ”

"We still have the same teacher-student relationship as before."

"Hmm. Guide, you will always be my teacher. Even if I grow up, even if we are together, you will always be the mentor of my life. ”

"Concentrate, train and learn from me."

"Hmm. I will train and study as hard as I did before. ”

You reach out to me.

I looked at you, I took your hand.

Our hands were clasped tightly.

You say, "So, we made an agreement?" ”

I nodded. I said, "Yes." ”

You say, "Heart." ”

I said, "What? ”

You say, "I'm sorry. There will always be a lifetime, and I won't let you wait so hard anymore. ”

I pursed my lips, tears welling up in my eyes again.

(b)

We walked down the attic. You close the wooden door to the attic and lock it from the inside.

I stand in your room, looking around where you live. Your desk, your bed, clean sheets, little bookshelves in order. I imagine you sleeping here every night reading a book.

It was a world I couldn't get into. I won't be able to enter this part of your life until I'm older.

You come down the stairs and you look at me standing there.

You say, "Heart." Do you remember the last time you were given an advanced course? ”

I said, "Yes." Last time you asked me why I could sense your position in the dark, but I didn't know how many rings a bullet hit the target. ”

You say, "Remember what I told you at the time?" ”

I said, "Yes." Instruct you to say because I don't think you're alien, and the target paper is alien. I can't feel like the target paper is a part of me, so I can't see it, I can't control it. ”

You say, "The memory is good." Xinxin, do you want to start a more advanced course? ”

I nodded, and I said, "Of course." Ever since that day, I've always wondered what would happen if I could feel that the target paper and I were one. What else happens besides being able to know exactly where the bullet is hitting on the target paper? ”

You say, "Let me do it for you, and what else will happen." ”

You stretch out your hand, palm to me. You say, "Look, this is the palm of my hand." There was nothing in it. ”

And you say, "Do you see that copy paper on your desk?" ”

I nodded. I looked at the stack of blank copy papers on the desk at one end of the room.

You say, "Go and count how many there are." ”

I glanced at you, walked over, and counted the blank copy paper on the desk.

There are 32 sheets in total.

I counted it again, and it was still 32.

You say, "Have you counted?" ”

You put your palms behind your back.

I said, "What are you going to do?" Guide? ”

You say, "Look at my palms again." ”

You take your palm out from behind you. I see you have an extra blank piece of copy paper in your hand.

You say, "Count the copy paper on the table." ”

I looked at the copy paper in your hand in amazement.

I looked down and hurriedly counted the table.

31 shots! I don't know when, one piece of copy paper is missing! And the one that is missing, at this moment, is held in your hand.

You took it out of the air! You're right under my eyelids, and you've taken it out of nowhere. But I didn't see anything! I didn't see the paper flying in the air! How did you take it?

I couldn't believe that I counted the papers on the table again and again, and each time it was 31! It's one missing!

I look at you in amazement.

I said, "How?" ”

You say, "It's not a magic trick. With training, you can do the same. Anyone can do it. ”

You say, "Xinxin, can you control your hands?" When you think that I am going to raise my hand, will your hand follow your thought? ”

I said, "Yes." ”

You say, "Can you control your eyelids?" When you want to close your eyes, do your eyelids close with this thought? ”

I said, "Yes." ”

You say, "Are you able to do whatever you want with these projects without feeling any difficulty?" ”

I said, "Yes." ”

You say, "Why can you do what you want?" ”

I said, "Because I know unequivocally, and have no doubt that my hands and eyelids, are mine." I have no doubt that I can control them. ”

You nodded. You say, "If you know with the same certainty, with the same firm belief, with the same undoubted that the copy paper is also a part of you, and that you have complete control over it, then, when you think in your heart that I am going to get it, it will follow the thought, and it will appear in your hand." ”

You take a few steps forward and deliver the copy paper in your palm to me.

You say, "It's like this." ”

I took the copy paper and looked down at it.

You say, "Heart." The truth of this world, you have not yet seen. ”

You say, "We have a lot more to learn together before we love one another." Do you want to know the truth? ”

I said, "I think." I thought so much. I've been longing to know all of this for too long, too long. ”

I said, "Guide, teach me, show me what you've seen." ”

You take the copy paper from me, and you put it back in the stack on the table.

You say, "Okay." I teach you. ”

Learning and solving doubts are far more important than falling in love. (To be continued.) )