Chapter Ninety-Seven: Marriage Proposal
"Don't close your eyes. Don't faint again. Qin'er, please open your eyes, please look at me. ”
"Can you hear me? If you hear that, give me a little response. ”
I hear you. I slowly opened my eyes. You kneel before my bed.
You say, "I'm going to say something very important to you right now." Qin'er, will you marry me? ”
You say, "Do you hear me speak to you?" Qin'er, will you marry me? ”
I can't trust my ears. But that's what you're really saying!
You say, "Would you like to think about it, not to abandon this world, to live, to live with me?" ”
You say, "I don't care what happens to you. You don't become someone else because of their sins. I swear I'll never see you as a different person for the rest of my life. ”
You say, "Qin'er, the life you were looking forward to was yours before I went to Linshui, and now, as long as you want, it still belongs to you." Although you have encountered difficult things, you have not lost this life, and you have not lost me. There is still no barrier between you and this life. I swear to you with my life and mother's love. I will definitely bring you this life. ”
You say, "Qin'er, give me a chance to be your husband, and also give my family a chance to make up for their mistakes, so that our whole family can have the face to meet your parents underground in the future." ”
You say, "Trust me. I will spend my life fulfilling my promises. I will take care of you for the rest of your life, protect you, and let you live a safe and happy life. ”
Say, "I swear to heaven that if what I say today is a little false and unfulfilled, I will let ten thousand arrows pierce my heart and expose my corpses to the wilderness." ”
You say, "Qin'er, get well quickly, let me marry you." Let's forget about the past and start over. ”
You knelt down in front of your father and said, "Father, please allow my son to make up for our family's mistakes, allow me to marry Qin'er as my wife, spend this life with her, be filial to my parents with her, and carry on the lineage of the Cui and Chen families!" ”
When the father heard this, his eyes were full of tears and he said, "Qin'er, did you hear the words of my son?" Will you give my family another chance and not let us bear the burden of eternal guilt? Would you like to be my daughter-in-law? Will you still call me father? ”
Listen to your father and son. I burst into tears. I didn't respond.
The father said, "Qin'er, don't you want to? Can't you accept this one of my sons? Do you choose to take him away with death? ”
My tears flowed down my face.
In this impermanent world, we say a lot of vows, but we often fail to do so.
Even if we are willing to give everything, including our lives, we still, often fail.
It was on that day that you promised to be my husband and give me a happy marriage. You say that if you can't keep half a lie, you are willing to pierce your body and expose the corpse to the wilderness.
You didn't know at the time that you couldn't keep your promise.
You didn't make good on that promise. Later, you really pierced through the body with thousands of arrows and exposed the corpse in the wilderness.
I never know if there is a connection between the two.