(a)

I spent the day of my birthday in depression and loneliness.

I eat breakfast alone, go out for a run alone, lie in bed and read a book alone, look at the oil paintings on the wall alone, trim my nails with a nail file, fry steak in a frying pan, lean cake in the oven, light a candle alone, clean up the dishes alone, eat fruit with a fruit fork, drink bitter Ceylon black tea with a cup in my hand, listen to the radio and music alone, flip through the latest statements and pictures of my friends on social networks, and reply to the mountains of emails congratulating me on my birthday in my mailbox.

When night comes, the moonlight outside the window is beautiful, and everything is shrouded in a silvery glow.

I want to go out on a sea cruise for a while, to blow the sea breeze and breathe.

So, I came out of the villa, walked through the beautiful garden full of African plants, walked to my private pier, and prepared to leave Europe and the African continent on my own private yacht and go to the middle of the sea.

I was ready to spend the last hours of my 30th birthday alone in the deepest part of the Mediterranean.

I didn't invite an acquaintance, and I didn't bring a family member.

- And yet, right on that pier, right next to my family's private yacht, I saw a tall and tall figure, standing there silently waiting for me.

He's the one who delivers flowers and writes love letters to me every day!

How could he have expected me to come out to the marina in the evening?

He looked at me with deep blue eyes full of love and care.

When I walked up to him, he looked me in the eye and said to me, "Happy birthday, dear beauty." Promise me, marry me. ”

I heard this and stopped.

I said hello to him, pretending not to hear his proposal, and I said, "What a coincidence that I met you here." I'll treat you to a light meal another day. I'm going to go to sea for a while now, and we'll get in touch again. ”

Then I continued on to the yacht.

He followed behind me and said loudly, "My dear, even if you refuse to marry me, at least let me spend your birthday with you." ”

He said, "On this day of your birthday, please don't be so lonely!"

He said, "Please have at least one person with you, even if it's not me." ”

He said, "Let him spend an hour with you as if he were a stranger whom you will never see each other." ”

He said, "If you don't have any other alternates, can you just let me stay with you for an hour?" ”

I heard him and stopped.

His figure in the moonlight is so familiar.

I have in my mind the appearance of you riding on a horse in my previous two lives, the appearance of standing in front of me with a horse, slender and straight legs, broad and symmetrical shoulders, and well-developed chest muscles. The silhouette of his body is so much like you.

I had some tears in my eyes. I've dried up for too long and waited too long. I have missed you year after year, day after day, and I have searched for your breath, your shadow, in countless ancient ruins.

I feel vulnerable now. Just a little temperature will melt me away.

But I still held on, I looked at the surface of the sea and saw the yacht floating up and down in the waves.

I didn't look back at him.

I heard him continue behind me, "Even if you won't let me stay with you for an hour, please walk slowly." Let me stand here with you for a minute. ”

He said, "If you don't want me to be with you for even a minute, then I'll stand here alone and watch you get on board and go away." ”

"I've been waiting for you here, I've been waiting for you for 30 hours," he said. I figured I'd be able to surprise you in case you showed up. I thought you wouldn't be coming, but I'm so glad to finally see you show up. Just let me stay on the shore and watch the direction you disappear until the last minute of your birthday passes. ”

He said, "Let me accompany you from afar in this way." ”

I turned towards him.

I looked at him.

We looked at each other.

He laughed, bent his knee on one leg and knelt down towards me.

He pulled out a jewelry box from his pocket, faced me, and opened it, revealing a ring with a huge diamond glittering in the moonlight.

He said, "Marry me, dear." Give me a chance to end the loneliness in your life. ”

I walked over to him.

I walked up to him.

He gently took my hand and kissed the back of my hand.

I looked at the ring in his hand, and I closed the jewelry box gently.

I didn't pull the back of my hand away from his mouth.

His lips kissed up along the back of my hand and on my arm.

He slowly stood up.

He reached out and put his arm around my waist.

I gently pushed his hand away.

I said, "Would you like to take a ride on the yacht I sailed?" ”

He looked me in the eye at a very close distance and said, "Baby, I'm willing to follow you anywhere." ”

(b)

I spent the last few hours of that night with him.

We gazed at each other in the warmly and comfortably furnished cabins.

I let him gently caress my body, and let him take off my clothes one by one.

After some passion, we hugged each other and lay down under the clean and soft white waterfowl quilt.

I rested my head on his arm and felt his muscles very hard and developed.

He kept saying praise to me, saying that I was the star in the sky, the valley of a hundred flowers, the muse of poetry, his breath and his heartbeat.

He poured out the pain of endless lovesickness since they met.

I asked him why he didn't ask for an unsolicited meeting.

"I don't want to put pressure on you, my dear, I don't want you to feel constrained," he said. ”

He got up from the bed and said, "Shall I make you an egg roll to eat?" ”

I watched him omelet on the cooktop's induction cooktop.

He put the tray with the egg rolls in front of me. Two hearts connected together are drawn on the egg roll with ketchup.

He lit a candle and, holding it in his hand, beside me, said to me, "Make a wish, dear." ”

I said, "It's already midnight." ”

He looked at the watch on his wrist and said, "At 11:42, it's still your birthday, and it's still too late, make a wish." I mean, real desire. ”

I blew out the candle and made a wish in my heart.

Where are you? I've been waiting for you for another 30 years.

In this life, will you appear in my life? Or won't it be?

I'm aging fast.

Life is so short.

(c)

As the morning dawn dawned, we walked out of the cabin together and stood on the side of the ship looking at the bright moon in the sky and the rippling blue waves of the Mediterranean.

He hugged me tightly from behind, and he kissed the hair on my neck.

I said, "It's a new day, and you didn't send me flowers today." ”

He kissed me in the ear and whispered to me, "Actually, I didn't come here empty-handed today. You see, every wave in the entire Mediterranean is the flower I give you today. ”

He took out the ring box again and said, "Take my ring, since you are willing to take me." ”

I smiled and turned my head to look at him.

He knelt down again and kissed my knee.

He said, "Let me be your husband." I swear: Eternal life and eternity will not let you experience loneliness again. ”

I looked at the tenderness in his eyes.

I reached out and took his ring box.

I looked at the valuable ring in the moonlight.

I miss the feeling of his strong arms holding me tightly behind me, and I love the breath of his body and the way he touches me.

It seems that he was not as rude as I feared.

He's actually quite gentle, at least, so far.

I took the ring box and said to him, "Okay. Let's try. ”

He hugged me tightly again, and he began to kiss me passionately all over my body.

He said, "I can understand that you have promised to marry me?" Dear baby. ”

I replied softly in his raindrops of kisses, "Yes." I promised you. ”