(a)

That day, I replied to you, "I don't know." Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info I felt my fingers touch the amulet. It was cold, with a rough surface, as if there were scraps of iron embroidery falling off. The moment I touched it, it was immediately with my hands. I could clearly feel all the blood vessels crawling up its surface. Blood is infused into it. ”

I said, "It was only a short moment, and then the sound of running water and the howling of wolves, which had been haunting me for days, suddenly became deafening, and a wave of turbidity came over me. When my consciousness departed from the loud roar, I found myself falling into a rushing river. And this river rushes in the valley where you later found me. ”

I said, "I'm like everyone else, I don't know how I got there." ”

I'm looking at you. I said, "I don't know, I'm not lying. ”

We looked at each other.

I said, "I'm dazed and floating in the current. I heard a wolf howl from above. As I floated, I breathed desperately, and I felt the coolness of the moonlight. Then, my foot touched the sand of the river on the shore. I staggered out of the water. I saw a lot of rocks on the riverbank. Instinctively, I dripped waist-deep water and walked towards the pile of rocks. ”

"At that time, the moonlight in the whole valley was very bright, and everything was white, as if all the rocks were glowing by themselves. I felt a strong wind blowing on my wet hair and clothes. I shivered with cold. And it was then that I saw this amulet for the second time. When I saw it, I realized that it didn't know when it was no longer in my hands. ”

You look at me. You're looking at me from behind that row of bullets, through the bar.

You say, "Where is it?" ”

I'm looking at you. I breathed. I want to tell you, it was around the neck of that dying young knight, and it hung around your neck at that time! It hung from your bloody neck and swayed above the river, rust all over it. It is now shining with a dazzling light.

However, no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't move my lips. That's all I can look at you.

Nothing froze me, nothing bound me. But I was like that, frozen in something, and I couldn't do anything more than open the lobes of my lungs to breathe.

We were in the gun room, looking at each other across the table.

I felt suffocated.

(b)

You suddenly moved. You reach out and hold your neck. You make a very slight sound. You involuntarily take a step back. You clutched your neck and sat down in your chair.

I'm looking at you. I burst out of that frozen state. I felt an invisible shroud shatter around me. I was able to move my lips and tongue again.

I said, "What's wrong?" Guide? ”

You look at me. I don't know how to describe the look on your face at the time.

You slowly let go of the hand that was holding your neck.

You say, "Just now." It was as if there was a very hot soldering iron touching my skin here. ”

You reach down and pull the zipper off your tracksuit. I see the skin on your neck exposed.

I shuddered and closed my eyes.

You gently touch the intensely burning piece of skin with your fingers.

You say, "What's here?" What's going on? ”

My eyes were filled with tears. I want to answer you, but I can't.

"Mirror." You suddenly get up from your chair. You stand up and look around for a mirror.

You walk to the side of the gun cabinet and you're standing across from the mirror on the wall. You reach out and pull the neckline a little to the side.

You see in the mirror that a piece of skin on your neck has turned red. In the middle of the red skin, a mark that looked like a soldering iron appeared: the pattern and outline of the amulet.

You stand in front of a mirror and look at the skin on your neck. You look at it for a long time.

I look at you silently. We just stood there, one after the other, in silence.

It's been a long time. My lips trembled. I whispered, "Guidance." ”

Your gaze slowly moves away from the mirror.

You turn around, you face me. You look at me.

You say, "I just felt it before, and I never saw its pattern on my skin." ”

You reach out and put the neckline back together. You zip up your tracksuit, and the garment recovers the reddened skin around your neck.

We looked at each other again.

I stand in front of you, tears streaming down my face. Your shadow overlaps with the shadow of the dying young knight in the valley.

I heard the sound of my heart shattering inside.

I never told you what I saw later.

And you, since that moment, have never asked.

Do you already know what scene I saw in the valley that day?

I never had the courage to ask you again.

We'll stop here. No more, forward, one step ahead.

All those. Moments you'll never forget.

(c)

For a long time, I couldn't be like them. I haven't been able to be like them.

After all these moments, how can the world of common sense not be shattered? It is no longer solid. I couldn't have that worldview anymore. All of a sudden, I was out of the world. Can't, look back.

Time, solidity and body, none of them are real. If they could go through, they wouldn't be possible, they really are.

I've been a loner ever since. In fact, I've always been a loner. I can't walk into the crowd. Unless, in the crowd, there are people who believe that the world is not real.

(iv)

When summer arrives, I see the skin on your neck again.

The once red skin is now back to normal, and the mark of the amulet is gone. However, in the place where the pattern was once branded, there are still shallow scars.

The scar has remained there ever since.

As an adult, except for Kaohsiung. I haven't had any real friends. Of course, there are many acquaintances, there are also good conversations, and there are many girlfriends who have never been there, but there are no real friends.

However, even for Kaohsiung, I didn't say any of this. He wouldn't believe it either. He would believe that I had no malicious intent in lying. But wouldn't believe it really happened this way.

So, at the end of the day, I can only let them happen, as a story.

(5)

In a novel, the Harry Potters can walk into the walls of a train station. Actually, all people, if they have sufficient karma, can do it.

(f)

Later, I also asked you, why can't the Laoshan Taoist priest go through the wall for the second time?

You say, "Because he didn't know he was going to cross the previous time, he didn't have a wall in his heart." Because there is no wall in the heart, the wall is not a limit. The next time he knew he was going to cross the wall, so the wall was built in his mind. When the wall appears in the mind, it becomes impenetrable. (To be continued.) )