(a)

In the afternoon, when I arrived at the training ground, it was still early. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 infoI'm the first team member to come.

I saw you standing at the door of the training ground. You stand there motionless. You stare at the wall in front of you.

You've been looking at that wall, and you're immersed in something that I didn't even notice when I walked behind you.

I stand quietly behind you, looking at the wall as well.

We stood in silence, one after the other.

After a while, you become aware of my presence. You say, "Xinxin, you're here." ”

I said, "Hmm. ”

You say, "Why are you looking at this wall?" ”

I said, "What about guiding you?" ”

You say, "Have you ever heard the story of a Zen patriarch?" ”

I said, "Zen? Patriarch? "At that time, I had not yet come into contact with Suzuki's writings, I didn't know what Zen Buddhism was, and I didn't know that the patriarch you were talking about was the first ancestor of Chinese Zen Buddhism, Master Bodhidharma, and you were talking about the story of Bodhidharma facing the wall in Shaomuro Mountain for ten years.

You turn around and look at me, and you smile and don't explain to me in depth. You say, "Nothing. I just remembered the first time I followed Director Wang here and passed by this wall. I'm wondering how long I can work here and if I can send you until you graduate. ”

I said, "Absolutely." The guidance is so good, Director Wang will not be willing to let you go. I won't trouble you again. ”

You say, "What about you?" Is there anything that appeals to you about this wall? ”

I said, "The guide must have heard the story of the Taoist priest of Laoshan. ”

You say, "Hmm." There is an ancient story about a Taoist priest from Laoshan who was once able to cross a wall, but when he wanted to prove it for someone else, he hit his head against the wall. ”

I said, "Guide, do you believe that something as solid and dense as a wall through which our human flesh can pass through?" ”

You look at me, and you say, "Why do you ask?" ”

I said, "I'm sure he really crossed over." ”

You say, "Why do you believe?" ”

I said, "Because, I've crossed something like that before." Although I don't know how I managed to wear it, I can't repeat it. ”

Just as you were about to say something, the electric bell rang at the training ground.

I turned my head to see Director Wang and a few teammates walking towards the door.

You say, "It's almost time to train, it's time to ring the bell." You go and get ready for training and get dressed. ”

I said, "Can I stay and help you clean up after training?" ”

You smile and say, "Yes." The premise is that you don't delay your home dinner and evening study. ”

(b)

At the end of the session, you clean the barrels of your team's guns one by one. I'll hold the lube next to me and help you wet the cotton yarn on the other spare through.

I'm looking at you.

You raise your eyes and smile. You say, "What?" Do I get oil stains on my face? ”

I shook my head. I said, "No." ”

You say, "Then why are you looking at me all the time?" ”

I said, "I just can't look away." Just like an iron nail can't leave a magnet on its own. ”

Your movements stop for a moment.

And then you smile. You say, "Do me a favor and bring the oil pot over there?" ”

The gunshot room was filled with the smell of gun fluid and gun oil.

I'll help you put away the cleaned guns one by one, and then lock them one by one.

I said, "It turns out that after we finish training, there is still so much work to be done." ”

You say, "yes." Originally, Lao Wang and I took turns to do it, and he had a lot of things, so I took a little more turn. You can imagine how busy Lao Wang was during the time when I didn't come. That's not all, I'm going to come over and calibrate the guns one by one before you come tomorrow afternoon. ”

I said, "It's hard work. Then, I'll come early and leave later, so I'll help you a little. ”

You take out the bullets from the box for tomorrow's training, and you set them up in groups of 20 and line them up one by one on the case.

You crouch down, facing the light.

You look at the side of the bullet. You pick out some of the bullets and put them in another carton.

I said, "Is there something wrong with these bullets?" ”

You say: "If there are tiny burrs on the warhead, you have to pick them out, it is easy to affect your accuracy." ”

You say, "You can't waste any of this, so I'll leave it to my own practice." Funding is not easy to come by, and every penny has to be spent in the right place. ”

"I love doing it." You say, "I often ask Lao Wang to ask him to go back early and let me clean up these things." ”

I said, "Why do you like it?" ”

You say, "Because, to do all this work, you need to be very meticulous and mentally focused." ”

You say: "When I have been doing this work for a long time, I often feel that the line between me and the gun has melted unconsciously. It's as if it's inherently part of the body and mind. ”

You look at the gun in your hand. You say, "There's a sense of reunion after a long absence." and them. ”

(c)

You raise the barrel and squint and look inside, you check the chamber.

"You told me in the morning that you had also crossed a solid wall like one? What is it? You ask.

I said, "It's a glass display case in the showroom." ”

I said, "In the exhibition hall of that ancient battlefield, that amulet is lying under the glass. It draws me in like a magnet. My whole body was firmly sucked in by it, and it was almost a piece of glass. There was a powerful force that forced me to approach it until I became one with it. The skin on my neck and chest was flooding uncontrollably to it. ”

I said, "I don't know why that's happening. ”

"So?" You ask.

I said, "So I found myself reaching out to grab it." Then, I was surprised to find that I had gone through the glass and my hand had really touched it. I knew in my heart that it wasn't going to happen. But I could clearly feel it happening like that. I don't know what's going on. This is simply unscientific. ”

I said, "From that moment on, I believe that the story of the Laoshan Taoist priest is not a myth or legend, it really happened." However, I kept silent because people wouldn't believe me. ”

You ask, "How did you get out of that showroom house?" After discovering that you were missing, we watched the footage and questioned the staff. The staff said that they did not see anyone coming out of the door. In the video, we see you lying heavily on the display case, and then there is a snowflake spot for about 10 minutes. It seems that the equipment has failed, and after this period, the monitoring returns to normal images. ”

You say, "When the snowflakes pass, you're no longer next to the showcase." You're gone. ”

You say, "Heart, if you didn't go out through the door, then how did you get out?" Did you cross the wall? (To be continued.) )