(a)

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Are we still us? Are we no longer us? Has our destiny changed? Hasn't changed?

That evening, in the midst of a sea of lavender, you called me in my ear. You say, "Heart." ”

There is some slight tremor in your voice. This tremor penetrated into the depths of my heart at once. I hear my life tremble with you on its foundations, and I hear the sound of some very strong fences shaking and loosening.

Before I could answer, you grabbed me tightly on the shoulder.

I follow your strength and turn my face to look at you.

There's a mist in your eyes, a little dreamlike haze.

And in the depths of your eyes, I see a little bit of fire jumping and flowing.

I'm just half an arm's length away from you, looking into your eyes.

I feel like you're going to be swept away by the tsunami in your heart. You're clutching to some of the clinging to the shore, but you're about to be swept away by it.

As you continue to lean down towards me with clear intentions, a high-voltage electric current passes through my soul, and the world around you becomes messy and turbulent.

My vision became blurry. I couldn't help but close my eyes.

I closed my eyes not because I didn't want to see you, but because I wanted to feel you more intensely, so that every cell in my body could feel you more clearly.

I await your contact with bated breath. Body and soul, all, open to you.

You say, "Last time, I made you wait so sadly. I remember that there was one more thing that had not been done. I remember, I promised you that I would never lose each other in this life, and that I would finish it. ”

You say, "I'm sorry. Heart. Keeping you waiting too long. May the old longing of your heart be put to rest forever. ”

So, you kissed me. Your lips touched mine. The breath of your youth enters me.

I felt as if there was a strong earthquake in the center of life, and all the cell walls of my body collapsed and collapsed in an instant, and you passed through countless cells and entered the deepest part of my life at once. You are present and manifest in every cell. Every cell has left its mark on you, which will never be erased.

I felt my soul rush out of my heart and it surged up to my lips.

Many parts of it have flown over the edge of your lips towards you.

It streaks across the surface of the air outside your body like a meteor, emitting a roaring burn.

I felt like a bunch of fireworks, silently opening up.

I bloom in your direction from a thousand angles.

It was at this moment that I learned what it was like to be "scattered".

(b)

We hugged each other tightly and kissed passionately in the lavender fields.

This is the fusion that we should dedicate ourselves to each other in the last life.

Creation has been delayed for so long, so long, so long!

However, at this moment of golden wind and jade dew, I felt the sorrow of the knife in my heart.

I felt a warm liquid fall on my eyelashes.

I opened my eyes.

I see tears welling up in your eyes.

Your lips have left me.

You let go of my shoulders.

We were separated from each other.

I looked at the light in your eyes, and I said, "Guidance." ”

You say, "What? ”

I said, "I love you in my heart." More than all words can express. ”

You shiver all over. You've been hit. You hold my fingers. You hold it tightly in the palm of your hand. You feel the coldness of it.

Your lips tremble. You say, "The heart is ......."

You bow your head. You turn your face away. You look away.

You cover your eyes.

You're on my side. You hold my fingers. You cover your eyes. You weep without a sound. Until the darkening darkness blurs your face and your figure.

The air is cold, but it's also fragrant.

The world is vast, and I'm there for you.

Why are you crying, dear?

Why does life exist?

Why did the encounter happen?

Why does love arise?

Why do the tears flow?

(c)

"Who is crying somewhere in the world at this moment, crying in the world for no reason, crying me."

"Who is laughing somewhere in the night at this moment, laughing at me at night for no reason."

"Someone at this moment is walking somewhere in the world, walking in the world for no reason, coming to me."

"Whoever is dying somewhere in the world at this moment, dying in the world for no reason, looks at me."

(iv)

We sat side by side in a lavender field.

My cheeks were crimson, and the skin on my face was still hot.

I watched as the snowy peaks in the distance slowly disappeared into deeper and deeper darkness, and watched the stars in the sky reveal one by one, shimmering with light.

I felt weak in my limbs. My heart was beating fast.

"I just destroyed the dignity of the teacher." You say, "From now on, you won't see me as a teacher anymore." ”

I took my eyes back from the snowy peaks. I'm looking at you.

I said, "No." From now on, you will be a more receptive teacher. ”

I said, "Even just now, the respect I have for you has not diminished in the slightest. ”

(5)

Yes. We've only touched our lips like that once in our lives. That's the closest we're going to get.

It was in that contact that I experienced some otherworldly power.

I understand that some kisses can be performed without possessiveness, can arise out of compassion, and can be performed to calm the other person's pain.

On the surface, our kiss in the lavender field is no different from the romantic kiss in the movie.

However, as a participant, I can feel the difference in my whole body and mind.

Your calmness, composure, warmth, warmth, calmness, calmness, and kindness in the kiss are exactly the same as what you show in the face of death, and what you show in class.

As an adult, I felt it even more deeply.

You don't have some of the things that other men have, but you have some things that all other men don't have.

This "no" and this "have" both shocked me equally deeply.

That kind of quality, in the dark night of life, always exudes a soft light, attracting some qualities in my body and mind, echoing it.

From now on, in all kinds of unbearable situations, as long as I think of you, there will be strength into my heart, and the power to bear the pain because of compassion will arise from my heart.

So, you're not your average boyfriend, or your first love.

What boyfriend can make his girlfriend have the idea of ending life and death, bearing all the pain of the world, and thoroughly understanding the truth of life in the universe when he remembers him?

What boyfriend would constantly encourage and inspire his girlfriend to think of these things?

What boyfriend would be like you, when kissing me, stirring up all my life energy, breaking all my life boundaries, and at the same time making me feel the mirror-like and spotless, non-possessive impulse in your heart at that time?

If you say Guru, then you are the original Guru.

This can be verified.

For, every time I face you, my hard and stiff heart will become open and soft, and I will easily connect with the universal suffering of mankind, and indeed of all life, and I will easily have the idea of extinguishing all the suffering of all life.

(f)

"Even if it is thousands of late nights,

I kissed you in a dream,

This doesn't exist after all. ”

(Andy Lau's "Secretly Fascinated") (To be continued.) )