(a)

That night, after eating, Kaohsiung said, "Come with me to buy something." Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ”

I don't speak.

"The store is closed for only one hour," he said. ”

He said, "Just an hour? 60 minutes? Soon. Count to 3,600 and it's gone. ”

He said, "Come on." ”

He looked at me.

He pulled the car door.

He looked at me with a sad expression. He said, "I don't have a weapon to entice you in the car." Only my sincerity. You, will you refuse? ”

I looked at him. I said, "Okay. One hour. ”

I got into the car and pulled on my seatbelt.

(b)

Depending on the situation, an hour can sometimes be longer than a hundred years, and sometimes it can be shorter than an instant.

That night, I felt that an hour is actually a long time, and 60 1 minutes can buy a lot of things.

I followed Kaohsiung and entered the glass revolving door.

Kaohsiung took out a credit card from his wallet, shook it in front of my eyes, and shoved it into my hand.

I said, "Do what?" ”

Kaohsiung said: "Help me brush up the limit of this card." ”

I said, "What do you mean?" ”

Kaohsiung said: "It's to buy all the money in it." ”

I said, "I'm not used to spending other people's money. ”

Kaohsiung said: "We have known each other for so long, and when I met you, your breasts were not fully developed. ”

I glared at him, and I said, "Vulgar." ”

"Strictly speaking, I can't be considered someone else," he said. ”

I said, "I don't want to spend any more of your money, and I should pay you back for those shoes." ”

Kaohsiung said: "Don't be so self-conscious, I didn't say that the things bought with this money will be given to you." I'll take all of these things. As a bonus for our company's annual meeting. You're just responsible for helping me choose things, choose all kinds of things you like, and enjoy the joy of spending a lot of money. ”

I said, "Oh." Do you have no one to do this for you? ”

Kaohsiung said: "Of course there are people. Still, no one could have given me the unique pleasure of spending a lot of money with her. ”

Kaohsiung said: "If you want to thank me, how about fulfilling this happiness of mine?" It's just a matter of effort. ”

Since he is speaking from this perspective, it is difficult for me to say "no".

I glanced at him. I said, "I'm sympathetic. ”

He said, "Sympathize with what? ”

I said, "Sympathize with the woman who will have children with you in the future." ”

Kaohsiung said: "Sympathy? Are you sure it's sympathy? Not envy, or, jealousy? ”

I sighed and said, "You did it on purpose. ”

Kaohsiung said: "Deliberately what? ”

I said, "Deliberately let people turn you away for a thousand miles." ”

Kaohsiung said: "It doesn't matter. When someone wants to reject me desperately, it shows that she really cares about me. I was in her heart, the impact was deep and the impression was clear. ”

I took a credit card. I said, "Whatever I want?" ”

He smiled and said, "Of course." Please do whatever you want. ”

(c)

When we came out of the store, we had our hands full of them, followed by three salesmen who were helping to carry the bags.

They respectfully took their things to the parking lot, put them in the trunk of the Kaohsiung car, and then thanked them three times and left.

Kaohsiung sat in the driver's seat, started the car, and said, "This is also a method." ”

"If you feel like you're missing something, add something," he said. Increase until the sensory loss decreases. ”

"It's not a cure, but it can quickly alleviate pain when you feel it hurt," he said. ”

He said, "When you just bought something, did the tingling in your heart lessen? ”

"Sometimes, money," he said, "is a very useful thing. ”

I shook my head.

I said, "Not like that. ”

He said, "What's the opinion?" ”

I said, "In the process of shopping spree, a person's heart is not actually in a state of feeling full and satisfied, and the more he shops, the more his heart is in a state of scarcity and shortage. ”

I said, "Spending money to buy pleasure and satisfying possessiveness is like drinking salt water to quench your thirst, you will only get thirstier the more you drink." It can make us feel more empty, more lacking, more destitute. ”

Kaohsiung said: "Don't talk to me about these theories. Just spent the money and you forgot about the grief. You have pleasure. ”

He said, "You can't fool me, and you don't have to fool yourself. ”

I said, "I see the goods on the outside, and I see the heart inside." I have just seen that I have a heart of greed and want. ”

(iv)

Kaohsiung dropped me off at the neighborhood where I lived.

I got out of the car, said thank you to him for dinner, and prepared to say goodbye to him.

Kaohsiung rolled down the front window.

He said to me in the car: "There are a lot of things in the trunk that I have always wanted to give to you. But I also know very well that you won't want it. You don't want to take my hands short, you don't want to owe me a favor. If you owe me a favor, you will feel guilty when you reject me. ”

"Leave what I really want for you—the enjoyment of mealtime, and the enjoyment of shopping," he said. ”

He said, "Listen to me, don't really adapt that thing into a script." ”

"If you continue to dwell on it and finish the script, I'm going to make the person who takes the script unlucky," he said. ”

"I know it's a bit unreasonable," he said. But I'm a savage. I do what I say. ”

After he finished speaking, he looked at me for a moment.

Then, he said, "Remember what I said tonight." Anything can be done, just don't sink. ”

He said, "Even if you feel very unhappy, don't sink it." ”

He said, "Do not fall. ”

He said, "Goodbye." ”

The windows rolled up slowly in front of my eyes. A puff of white smoke billed from the back of his car.

Then, his car started up, drove away, and disappeared into the road.

It took a long time for me to truly understand Kaohsiung.

What can he do?

When I resolutely refuse to face the reality and refuse to really solve the problem, what can he do but introduce those solutions to me in this way?

That's really the only cable that can be hoisted up. That's right, they are poisons and have side effects. But they can save lives at the moment.

And as long as it doesn't sink, there is hope.

Kaohsiung knew that I wouldn't stick to these after all, so he wanted to use that to isolate what I really wanted to stick to.

When I'm already sticking, I don't always want to stick to it.

Kaohsiung is such a person.

He is the same person as you, although you have very different methods.

That's why you've become friends. You know what you have in common with each other.

(5)

The script of "Koharu" has not been adapted since.

For so many years, it has remained in that embryonic state.

Later, I learned that I had sent the wrong attachment and let Mr. Yichen see it. Mr. Yichen sent it to Kaohsiung again.

Before this matter was written into this book, except for Kaohsiung, Yichen and myself, no one knew that the half-finished adapted script ever existed.