(a)

Liu Wenli walks side by side with you in the cold air of the winter night. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

You push the cart, and Liu Wenli walks beside you.

By the time you left the cinema, the cleaners had already swept half of the venue.

You say, "I'm fine." Get in the car and see you back. ”

Liu Wenli said: "It's still early. It's cold outside, so why don't you take me to your place? ”

You look at her, and you say, "I'm a bit of a mess there, don't you mind." ”

(b)

You lock the bicycle in the carport downstairs and take Liu Wenli into the staircase.

You say, "Be careful with the steps, the light at the staircase on the first floor is broken, and the property owner hasn't had time to change it." ”

On the first and half floors, you suddenly grab the handrail of the stairs and cannot move for more than 10 seconds.

Liu Wenli noticed it, turned around from the front steps and asked, "Why don't you leave?" ”

She hurried down the steps and walked over to you.

You say, "Nothing, let's go up." ”

You're in the hallway. You pull out the key and open the door. Liu Wenli helps you turn on the lights in the hallway.

Your hands are shaking so badly that you can't get the keyhole right.

Liu Wenli came over silently, took the key from your hand, and helped you open the door.

The moment the door opens, you fall down the door into the house.

You feel like you're touching the ground.

(c)

Then, suddenly, you wake up again. You find yourself slumped over the bed with a blanket over your body.

Liu Wenli sits at the head of your bed. She looked down and wiped her tears.

You want to sit up, but you don't have the strength to do it.

You see Liu Wenli holding your medical records in her hand.

Your heart sinks. You are a little confused and think, "Did I leave in such a hurry that I forgot to lock the drawer?" ”

When you think so, you fall asleep again.

(iv)

When you fell into the door, and then you were groggy and picked up by Liu Wenli, and after being helped to the bed and fell asleep, Liu Wenli touched your head and felt that your body temperature was a little high, and she wanted to find a thermometer for you, so she opened the drawer on your desk to see if there was a thermometer in it. As a result, she found answers to many things:

First, you have a bit of a fever and now have 37 degrees 5.

Second, you are sick and will soon die.

Third, it is precisely because of this that you are caught in a contradiction, on the one hand, you want to give me the last warmth, and on the other hand, you want to stay away from and cold me.

This astonishing discovery made Liu Wenli sit on the edge of your bed all of a sudden.

Her world was overturned in that moment.

That's when she understood one thing: all along, she thought she was ready to accept your distance. But now, she knows, there are more cruel ways to stay away.

And she was far from ready to deal with this kind of distancing.

(5)

That day, Liu Wenli stayed with you for a long time. I don't know what you've all talked about.

The conversation wasn't that long. Because in the meantime, you have been confused as you talk many times.

Liu Wenli left your residence at almost 12:50 that night. This hour, even for a woman of her age, is too unladylike.

You insist on sending her back.

You're in the hallway when you meet a high school teacher who has returned from the night shift, which has caused curious eyes and speculation. The rumors of the chaotic relationship between your men and women may be here.

(f)

You walk in the middle of the night on the streets where there are no people. The cold wind was biting, Liu Wenli kept tears rippling in the dark, and her wet face was blown by the wind, and it hurt like being cut by a knife. However, she couldn't control her tears.

Walking into a very dark place, something happens that makes you feel overwhelmed.

Liu Wenli suddenly turned around and threw herself into your arms. She threw herself into your arms without warning, and clung to your breast-breasted clothes and wept bitterly.

You are amazed for a moment, and then, you stretch out your arms and gently hug her.

You comfort her with a hug. You whisper to her, "Don't cry. Sooner or later, everyone has to take this path. In the middle of the night, when you cry like this, others hear it, and they don't know how I bullied you. ”

Liu Wenli cried in your arms and her whole body trembled, but she didn't cry loudly, and after listening to your words, she tried harder to hold the sobbing in her chest.

You tapped her on the shoulder, and you didn't say anything more.

You know, this cry is inevitable. It's useless to say anything.

(g)

That night, Liu Wenli didn't fall asleep after she went back.

On the way, she once asked you, "When are you going to say it to your family and when are you going to say it to her?" ”

You say, "Hold on as long as you can." ”

You say, "Let them be a little happier." ”

You say, "No one can do anything about such things, so don't prolong the torment of many." Death is inevitable. Just like you would with everyday life, you can just face it. ”

That night, before you parted, Liu Wenli said to you, "If you need help, you must tell me." ”

You say, "I'm so glad to have a friend like you." ”

When Liu Wenli walked through the factory gate and walked towards her dormitory, you stopped her behind her.

You say, "Hey, there's something I've always wanted to say to you." ”

You say, "I know what I owe you." Actually, I always knew what I owed you. ”

You say, "I'm sorry, I can't give it back to you." Hope you can be happy. ”

Liu Wenli's tears burst out again.

She said, "You don't owe me." You know my heart, and I'm happy. ”

She said, "Thank you for making me so happy tonight. ”

Wenli Liu was one of the first to know about your condition. Since then, she has kept her promise to help on call. She never said it to anyone. Later, we met many times. She never told me. And I understand why she didn't tell me all the time.

She is a very good friend. For you and for me.

(viii)

The next day, I once asked you, "Was last night's movie good?" What is it about? ”

You froze. You don't know how to answer because you've been asleep since you entered the arena and haven't seen anything.

Just as you pondered how to answer me appropriately, I saw the look on your face.

So I said, "It must not be pretty." Then it goes without saying. To retell a story that is not good, for the reteller, is to experience pain again. So, I don't want to listen. ”

I asked, "Does Sister Wenli like to watch it?" ”

You say, "She seems to like it." ”

Actually, you don't know if Liu Wenli likes it or not. Because you're in pain and lethargy all the time. (To be continued.) )