(a)

"You! You! You! ”

In the midst of the chaos, I heard Director Wang walking around in front of you, and he pointed at you with a finger and said to you hatefully, "Do you know who you are? ”

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Director Wang said: "Do you know how many years you are different? ”

You say, "Yes." ”

Director Wang said: "Then do you know what the consequences of this kind of thing will bring to the two of you?" ”

You say, "Yes." ”

Director Wang said loudly: "You know everything, why do you still do that in public?" ”

Your voice is also a little louder. You say, "Because I can't stand there and watch her suffer pain that no one else can see and do nothing!" ”

You asked Coach Wang, "If you were there, would you do nothing?" ”

Director Wang said: "I will not be as reckless and out of control as you!" I wouldn't use that method! ”

You say, "I know the method isn't the best. If her situation hadn't been so bad and dangerous, maybe I could have calmly thought about what I could have done better. Should I get her to stop breathing and cardiac arrest in public in the classroom? ”

Director Wang sighed vigorously.

I heard him walking around the room again.

He walks around for a while, stops in front of you, looks at you for a moment, then sighs and starts walking around again.

You guiltily say, "I'm sorry. Lao Wang, I didn't think it through, I was wrong. ”

(b)

Director Wang said: "Let me ask you, have you ever told her about this kind of feeling? ”

You say, "I won't say it." I was never going to say that. ”

Wang said, "What about her? Does she feel it? ”

You hesitate for a moment and say, "Well, I don't know." ”

Director Wang said, "Don't you have the ability to read minds? Isn't it always possible to see people's hearts at a glance? ”

You bow your head and say nothing. After a while, you say, "When your heart is upset or your heart is moving, you can't." ”

Director Wang asked: "Do you have these superfluous feelings for you?" ”

You say, "I don't know." ”

You look up, you look at Director Wang, and honestly say, "I really don't know." ”

Wang said, "You haven't tested her? ”

You say, "No." ”

Director Wang said: "When did you all start this? Did you try your best to protect her from the Xiyuan base? ”

You shake your head. You say, "Earlier." From the first time I saw her, she didn't hit the target with 10 shots, and the moment she stood up silently in the laughter and put away the gun. ”

Wang said: "I'm so dull! You're all right under my nose, I haven't felt anything for so long! ”

You say, "I'm sorry I didn't confess to you." I'm just going to keep it in my heart and not let it go any further. ”

Director Wang said: "You are so obvious now, you can't hide it if you want to!" Do you know what people are talking about behind their backs after this? ”

You say, "I've heard about it, and I know a little bit about it." ”

Director Wang asked, "So, how are you going to deal with these superfluous emotions now?" ”

You say, "I want to ....."

At this moment, the electric bell at the end of the lunch break rang sharply. Classroom and office doors on each floor were opened.

As if on fire, I suddenly woke up.

The strength returned to my body in an instant, and I flew away from the back window, like a frightened white rabbit.

I don't hear what you're going to do with it.

(c)

After a long hesitation, I showed up at the training ground that afternoon.

When I walked into the locker room, I was still hesitant to change my clothes and go out.

I don't know how to deal with you.

Hearing the whistle of the assembly, I hesitated to move that way.

As I stood in the queue, I felt your gaze fall on me. Your gaze lingered on me for a long time.

I've kept my eyes down and won't look at you. I don't dare look up into your eyes.

When you walked past me and checked my prone position, my mind was in turmoil, the front sight was shaking everywhere, and I heard the gun belt trembling slightly.

You put an empty bullet casing on the barrel of my gun, and it falls with a thud.

You pick up the shell and put it on the barrel again, and as soon as you let go, it falls down again with a thud.

You say, "Do you want me to show you again?" ”

I lowered the barrel, threw myself on the mat, buried my head in my elbow, steadied myself, and then held the barrel up again.

You put another shell. This time the cartridge casings began to dance on the barrel of my gun.

I saw my teammates around me tilt their heads from the palm mat and peek at me.

I heard you say, "Get up first." Follow me to the office. ”

I followed you to the guidance office.

You ask, "Where did you go 2 hours before the afternoon?" You didn't go to class. Director Wang lied to you, saying that he kept you talking. I'm looking for you everywhere. Where have you gone? ”

I bowed my head and said nothing, and I did not dare to look at you.

You ask, "Are you alright?" Why don't you speak? Did something happen? ”

I still bow my head and say nothing, and I don't look at you.

You stare at me for a while, and then, all of a sudden, you understand everything.

You gasp, and you say, "You heard it when you were hiding outside, didn't you?" You've heard everything, right? ”

My cheeks flushed. I spun around and tried to get out of the door.

Your eyes are quick, and you slam your hand against the door, and it slams shut.

You say, "Heart! Don't go. Listen to me. ”

I grabbed the doorknob and tried to pull it open.

You grab that arm of mine, and you say, "Don't go." Listen to me for a few words, just a few words. ”

I shook off your arm, and you grabbed it again: "Heart! ”

I don't know why I suddenly felt very frightened, to be precise, frightened.

I'm struggling with your grasp, I start pushing you out, my face is red, I'm starting to pant and my tears are flowing. I started shaking all over. I tremble like a leaf in your grasp.

I feel your hand quickly loosen. You let go of your hand and take a few steps back. You take a few more steps back.

You say, "I'm sorry. I scared you. I'm sorry. ”

You say, "Don't get so excited, I'm letting go." Get out if you want to. I won't be near you again. No, it won't. ”

I took a few steps backwards and stood against the base of the wall, trembling uncontrollably.

You say, "Are you afraid of me??" ”

You say a little sadly, "Do you think I'm going to hurt you?" ”

Your sadness makes me feel guilty.

I have a feeling that this scenario has happened before, and it's a replay of some past scene. Then I found out that you felt that way too. We each tried to follow the trail that floated in the depths of our minds, but it slid around and couldn't catch it.

We looked at each other for a moment in this a**, familiar, intimate, old, and vague feeling.

I quieted down and stopped shaking.

You say, "Xinxin, I'm sorry to disturb you." I have no ill will. I was never going to tell you either. You don't have to feel embarrassed. I'll leave tomorrow. I would go to another city and find another job. You won't see me again, and no one else will know about it. You can live as you used to and you won't be affected. I'll take care of this, don't worry. I'm really sorry. ”

I'm looking at you.

You say, "I'm done." If you want to get out, go out. (To be continued.) )