(a)

After working in the shooting team for a while, in view of the shortage of manpower in the physical education department, Director Wang applied to the school to let you take physical education classes in some classes of our grade level in addition to training. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info

At that time, because of the rumors about what happened between us, the teaching office was a little hesitant about it. Director Wang ran to the principal again. He said to the principal, "You have seen him many times, do you think he is the kind of person who is not decent?" ”

The principal said: "It's not decent to talk about it, but he is a very good young man, he works seriously and responsibly, and he has a method, and he is very popular with the students." However, he also has some character. It's normal for people to have a little bit of a discussion in private. ”

Director Wang asked the principal: "Have you ever seen a talented person with no character in your life?" ”

The principal smiled and said, "You are the director of the teaching and research department, this matter is within the scope of your responsibility, you are in charge, the academic affairs office, you just need to report it." ”

And just like that, you've officially started teaching our grade level PE class. When I saw the list of classes you were assigned to teach, my heart suddenly bloomed with colorful flowers. Because, our class is also in the list of classes you are responsible for teaching. This means that we have an additional two hours of time each week that we can spend together.

But that's how things are in the world. Happiness often leads to sorrow.

I was so excited the first time I took your PE class. So, during the high jump, I accidentally broke my foot. The injuries were severe. I went lame for more than two months because of it. For the first 10 days, my injured foot could barely touch the ground. So, I had to recuperate at home. I can't even go to school.

That's it, we've cut off from each other.

(b)

I was wounded in front of you that day.

When you see me jumping, you feel ominous.

You rushed over and reached out to try to protect me, but it was too late. I've landed.

As soon as I landed, I screamed in pain and sat down in the bunker.

At my scream, the hardwood paper clip in your hand fell into the bunker in an instant.

Then you knelt down in front of me.

I have not heard anything you have asked me in my ear.

When you tried to take off my sneakers, I cried in pain.

I resist you touching the wound, and my tears fall on your hands. As you checked to see if I had broken my bones, I grabbed your clothes uncontrollably and screamed again.

You closed your eyes at the sound of my screams. It was in that pain that I saw the look on your face again like a blow to the head.

This scene reminds you of the feeling you once experienced.

You feel like you've experienced the same heartache and the same fear. You feel like my tears have been dripping down your hands like this. I used to hold on so tightly to the hem of your garment in agony.

That day, I was carried away from the playground by the other teachers.

When I left, I saw you standing there, full of self-reproach and confusion. I saw you standing there when I was about to lose sight of you, filled with strong feelings and vague memories. You forgot that you should come along, and you forgot that you should keep the class in order. You just stand there dumbfounded.

The class ended with Wang's guidance.

He watched you stand there and sighed inwardly for you.

He pats you on the shoulder and says, "It was just an accident, and no one is to blame." You didn't do anything wrong. ”

Then he motioned for you to leave and see me.

(c)

We saw me in the infirmary for the last time before I went on sick leave.

When you came in, I was still in tears in the pain of my heart.

I heard you ask Mr. Xiao Chen how I am. After getting the answer that I was going to be taken to the hospital, you approached me.

You ask me how I feel. You guiltily say, "I'm sorry, I was a step late in protecting the action." ”

You are sad and say, "The first time I went to your physical education class, I hurt you." ”

I said, "I was too careless." ”

I said, "Haven't I been able to come to class for a long time?" ”

You say, "It's going to take a break, but not for long." ”

I look at you and say to myself, "So, isn't it going to be a long time since we see each other?" ”

You look at me, and you say, "Recuperate in peace." When you come back, the teachers will fill in the missing courses. ”

You say in your heart, "I know everything." I'll figure it out. ”

We communicate in silence.

We all have the ability to see what is in each other's hearts.

(iv)

In the days when I was recuperating at home, Director Wang and Mr. Li came to visit me once at my house with fruits and flowers.

You apologize again for not doing your duty to protect. I felt guilty. How could I get carried away like that. I seem to be getting involved with you again.

We looked at each other as we talked. After sitting for a while, you left with everyone.

I watched your back disappear behind the gate, and my heart was filled with a feeling of torment.

Time flies very slowly after you're gone.

I often lie alone in bed and watch the alarm clock on my desk move minute by minute.

I listened to it make a tick-tock-tock sound. Like a leaky faucet, it persistently ticks in the silence of the night. The sound was like a hammer hitting my heart. I felt the emptiness inside me roar and be unstoppable.

In the pain of my body and the emptiness of my interior, I longed to see you like a flower longing for sunshine.

As the days passed, I visibly felt my withering. I felt something collapse from within.

It was a collapse and defect in the internal structure. Can't pull yourself together.

Just as I was getting more and more listless and absent-minded, S suddenly appeared at my house.

He called out to his aunt and uncle in the sun as soon as he entered, and then pulled out his class notes and a whole bunch of homework.

He explained with a smile that this was an action of the regimental organization to care for me. The regiment organization sent him to make up for my lessons and help me with my homework during my absence.

When we started to implement the organization's care, S first kept looking out the window of my room, then turned his back to the door and began to wink at me.

This action suddenly made me understand that what he wanted to convey was, obviously, more than just one kind of care.

S pointed to the workbook and said, "You didn't answer this question correctly, this auxiliary line should be drawn like this." ”

Then, he took the trouble to pick up a pencil and began to write in my workbook. I saw him write: "10 p.m. Opposite the large balcony on the 9th floor of the laboratory building of the research institute. ”

When he finished, he looked at me. I said I had seen it.

He turned the pencil around and carefully erased the handwriting with an eraser. (To be continued.) )