(a)

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I see some words floating in your heart.

I said, "Say whatever you want." ”

You say, "I don't want to spoil your good mood." It's been a long time since you've been so happy. ”

I said, "I know what you're trying to say. ”

You say, "What is it?" ”

I said, "You want me to be mentally prepared." Be prepared for the situation to go bad again. ”

You laugh a little. I said, "Really? ”

You nodded.

I said, "Do you still feel bad yourself?" ”

You say, "Hmm." It's just suppressed by all kinds of drugs. I usually take less medicine, so the effect of the medicine will be more obvious. But it didn't leave. It is gathering strength. It will come back again with more ferocious force. ”

I said, "So how much time do we have?" ”

You say, "I don't know." ”

I said, "Can we just wait passively?" ”

You say, "No." ”

You say, "During this time, we can also get stronger." ”

(g)

You say, "When we still have time, we still have strength, we need to use this to make ourselves stronger, not to be afraid of it." No matter how strong it is, it can only destroy a person's body, but our spirit has no body, and it cannot infringe on that realm. Only our own fears can infringe on our spirits. If we are upset, and the fear and pain come back, we are helping it. ”

You say, "Xinxin, in fact, your happiness at this moment is just another expression of fear of the future." ”

I said, "That's right." My joy is actually another side of fear. I'm afraid that you'll fall into that kind of pain again, that you're going through pain, that I won't be able to walk this path with you again one day, that I'll never see you back to work, that I'm afraid that I'll be left alone in a world without you. ”

I said, "In the days you have been away, I have said to myself every day: today I want to be brave, to be strong, not to be weak, not to be influenced by it, not to be controlled by it. I try this every day. Sometimes it can be suppressed, but it doesn't leave. As soon as I relax, it will come out. Sometimes, as it is today, it will be slyly changed to another face. ”

You say, "Xinxin, I'll teach you a way." ”

Say, "If we can't get rid of our fears, we have to have the right fears." For example, we should fear that we will be cowardly and powerless again, that we will be easily knocked down by an enemy who has no fists again, that we will not have the courage to stand up to the heavens and the earth, that we will walk alone on every road of life without fear, and that we will lose the strength to bear the pain of life in the youngest, most energetic, and most powerful stage of life. ”

You say, "We need to make this positive fear more than the negative one." When we have the right fears, we gain the strength to extinguish those negative fears. ”

You say, "Those brave people actually have the fears that normal people have. It's just because they're afraid of what's right that they can show extraordinary perseverance. ”

You say, "Heart, do you know my fears?" I'm not afraid that it will come back again and knock me down again in all sorts of ferocious ways. My deepest fear is that I can't apply the usual teachings to you in my body and mind, and I can't keep my calm and steady when the hurricane hits, and I am afraid that I can't use such words and deeds to show you that it is not an ideal myth, but that it can really be implemented and done physically and mentally. ”

You say, "If you can't prove your words and teachings with your body and mind, it will be the greatest shame for teachers, the greatest failure, and the greatest disappointment and debt to you." Compared with such shame and failure, compared with such disappointment and indebtedness, the destruction of the body is nothing at all. Even the worst pain is nothing. ”

You say, "This is the spirit of a teacher." He is the Word. Only when he does it all honestly and honestly can his way be credible, feasible, and emulated. ”

(c)

As always, the winter break is an intensive period for our shooting team's training. According to tradition, only on the day of the New Year, and the days from Chinese New Year's Eve to the third day of the new year, we do not need to train, and we can celebrate the New Year happily at home.

On the day of the New Year, Sister Wenli came back from the city where your parents were. She can only stay at home for two days, and then she has to go there for training, because the Germans don't celebrate the Spring Festival, and the factory has to pay a lot of money every day they stay here.

Let's go to the platform to pick her up.

The train came to a stop on the platform, and I saw Sister Wenli struggling to squeeze out of the bustling crowd during the Spring Festival. She couldn't stop thanking the young man beside her on the platform. The young man volunteered to help her, and dragged a huge suitcase out of the crowded carriage with the courage to pull out the mountains and cover the world.

A beautiful woman is like this, wherever she goes, she will attract men to come and help her.

You waved your hand from afar and greeted Liu Wenli, and you said, "Wenli, Wenli, we are here!" ”

Liu Wenli saw you in the crowd. The excitement in her heart was completely written on her face.

We walked over to Liu Wenli.

Liu Wenli looked at you, then at me, and she turned to look at you again.

Tears glistened in her eyes. She said, "Oh my God, you're finally getting better!" You've finally been discharged from the hospital! ”

She remembered the time when she left you, lying in a hospital bed, tormented by the pain, and tears could not help but flow down her cheeks.

She looked at me and said, "Sister Xinxin, can you forgive me?" ”

She said, "I have to hug you and guide you!" I'm so glad to see him on the platform! I was so happy that I was about to explode! ”

As she spoke, she stretched out her arms around your neck.

She gives you a tight, warm hug in front of the public.

She can't help but tear up on your cheek and can't help but kiss it.

You didn't expect her to be like this. You're at a loss for a moment. You look at me. You can't push her away either.

You just look at me and let her kiss you on the cheek.

Half of your cheeks are wet with her tears.

I watched her pounce on you, watched her lips kiss you on the cheek, and I understood her so well. There was a strong resonance in my heart. Women's hearts are all connected to each other. I understood her excitement, and I understood the deep fear that followed that excitement.

(iv)

She left you. She loosens her arms from your neck.

She said to us, "I'm sorry, I'm so excited. ”

I said, "It's okay. Sister Wenli. I'm glad you were back for two days before the New Year. You can talk to the guide about his family. ”

Liu Wenli said: "Thank you. Thank you. ”

She looked at you with teary eyes and said, "Seeing you return to your former appearance, I think the world is so beautiful!" As long as you can keep doing this and let me be crushed, I am willing. ”

You say, "Kaohsiung came over in his father's car, and he was waiting for us outside with Mr. Chai to take you home." ”

You look at her big box and say, "What is this?" Such a big box? How many years have you brought back? How can you drag it when you get in the car. ”

Liu Wenli said: "These are all things that your mother asked me to give you, as well as her gifts to my family." Your mom called a couple of her students to take me to the bus. ”

Liu Wenli looked at me and said, "Aunt is so enthusiastic, I can't say why I don't take it all." ”

I nodded in understanding. I said, "It's hard for you to drag it all the way." ”

You say, "I'll get the box for you." There's a staircase ahead. ”

Liu Wenli immediately stopped you and said, "What are you kidding!" How can you lift something so heavy! I can lift it myself. ”

You say, "It's just a box, and I still have the strength to do it." ”

Liu Wenli said: "Absolutely not! ”

I said, "Sister Wenli, I'll help you carry it together." Kaohsiung's car was waiting next to the exit gate. ”

"Am I that inactive?" Suddenly, the horn of the battery car sounded on the platform.

We looked back and saw Kaohsiung sitting on the high pile of mail bags in the postal battery car, waving to this side with a smile on his face.

He jumped out of the car. He said, "I knew that when a woman went out, the box would never be small." I told Brother Chai, I have to come in, you must need my salvation to get off the platform. ”

He strode over and lifted Liu Wenli's suitcase. He bared his teeth and said, "Is there a stone in here?" So heavy! ”

He looked at us and said, "Are you going to linger on the platform for a long time before I dislocate my arm?" Or, let's go out with Brother Chai to find a place to get together? ”

Liu Wenli and I looked at each other and then at him.

He said, "Look at what? I'm in for a treat! I pay! Just bring your mouths with you! I've booked all the places! ”

He looked at Liu Wenli and said, "Do you need me to carry you by the way?" Miss! ”

He looked at me again and said, "And you?" Little Miss! ”

He looks at you one last and says, "And you?" Great Sage! ”

You can't help but laugh a little. You say, "Hubris." ”

Kaohsiung looks at you.

Liu Wenli also said: "Show off." ”

Kaohsiung looked at her.

Then Kaohsiung looked at me.

I said, "Gentleman." ”

Liu Wenli smiled and said to us: "Don't worry about the box thrown to him, let's go." ”

Kaohsiung's eyes widened and his mouth crooked, looking at us, he stumbled desperately behind us with the box.

He said loudly, "You guys! You guys! This is a typical grace - will - revenge - revenge - ah! ”