(a)

The crisp whistle sounded in the venue, which made people listen to it and shocked their mood. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info

While blowing the whistle, Director Wang said loudly: "Everyone get up, all get up, come here, all assemble!" ”

We got up from our mats, sorted our guns, and lined up in a neat line in the corridor.

Director Wang looked beaming and radiant.

He couldn't suppress the joy in his heart, he said, "There is a surprise for everyone today!" ”

He said in the direction of the guidance office, "Hurry up and get out." ”

Then, as if by magic, I saw you come out of the room.

You walked along the passage of the venue to the front of the queue.

Before Director Wang could speak, a spontaneous applause rang out like a storm in the audience.

I saw that my teammates on the left and right were all clapping vigorously, and their palms were red.

Your eyes are moist in the midst of their long and enthusiastic applause.

I saw some of the girls in tears. I'm one of them.

Director Wang's eyes were also moist.

In the cheers and bean-like applause of everyone's "welcome guide home", you calmed down your emotions. You make a gesture to keep quiet.

Everyone slowly fell silent.

Director Wang said to you: "See, how much everyone misses you." You are already the soul of our shooting team. ”

You laugh a little. You say, "You are." ”

Director Wang said: "Welcome to guide us to say a few words, okay?" ”

There was another round of applause.

You look at us. You say, "Thank you." ”

You say, "Actually, I was discharged from the hospital yesterday afternoon. It's already here at noon today. I've been in the office to see your results since I came. It's been a whole month gone. It's great to see that everyone is continuing to grow. ”

You say, "In fact, every teacher is just a passing guest in your life." Whether you are sick or not, they will only be able to spend very little time with you. ”

You say, "All the teachers will eventually disappear." Education and growth are your own business after all, and it is up to you to complete it after all. ”

(b)

Director Wang took me into the office. I'm looking at you. You're sitting there writing a training log.

You stop, you put down the pen. You look at me.

Director Wang pushed me in front of you.

He said to you, "Your student, I have given it back to you." She's doing well. Stable grades. ”

He said to me again, "I will give you back your guidance." He is in better condition and in stable condition. ”

He said, "I have given you back to each other." Keep up the good work. ”

Then, Wang Gui put away the things on his table. "I went to the gun depot to check if they had put their equipment away," he said. ”

As he spoke, he walked out of the room.

When he went out, he closed the office door.

I heard the lock click, and the crack in the door closed.

We looked at Wang Gui and left the room like this.

So, now, it's just us, opposite each other.

(c)

You stand up. You come up to me. You say, "Heart." I am back. From today, I'm back to work. Physical education, because of the winter break, I don't have to do it anymore, but every afternoon, I'm here, just like before. ”

My chest was heaving, and my throat was choked by something.

I couldn't say anything.

You say, "It's a hot day, and the sun is shining." Why do you still wear a woolen hat indoors on such a day? Why do you wear a beanie all the time lately? ”

I couldn't make a sound.

You reach out and gently pull my hat down.

You look at me, and then you look down at the inside of your hat.

You say, "What?" Losing so much hair? Is the body lacking in any nutrients? Is the final exam too stressful? ”

I shook my head.

So, there is no need to say anything. You understand everything.

You say, "I'm sorry, Xinxin, these days to make you so worried and sad." ”

You say, "I'm fine, I'm all right......"

All of a sudden, I'm throwing myself headfirst into your arms.

I hugged you tightly.

My face was pressed against your chest, and I couldn't help but cry and wet the placket of your chest.

Through my clothes, I hear your heart beating vigorously.

(iv)

All of a sudden, you're silent.

You stand there without a sound for about two or three seconds.

You raise your hands and say, "I promised Lao Wang that I would never touch you again during your study." ”

My answer is to hold you harder.

My tears welled up more and more.

In the flood I created, your body trembled slightly.

Then, you stretch out your arms. You hugged me hard too.

We just like that, between life and death, hugging each other tightly and saying nothing.

Time stops.

Everything disappears.

You say, "Don't cry, heart." Don't cry. You wept like this, and it made my heart cry. ”

Say, "If we still have strength, let us use it not to be sad, not to be sad." ”

(5)

On the moving subway, I saw a young couple hugging tightly in the back seat. I saw them hugging each other like that. This scene touched an eruption point in my memory. So, I stopped Mr. Lu Xiaoguang from disturbing them. I said, "Just let them hold for a while." ”

No matter how long such an embrace lasts, it is as fleeting as lightning in relation to the immense vastness and inevitable separation.

However, how many couples, when they are so forgetful to hug, don't know how short it is. Or rather, they pretend that it can last forever. Like ostriches, they buried their heads deep in the warmth of each other's chests. In this way, if they don't look at it, the next second they may roar out of the long calamity separation.

"I don't want to go to heaven, and I don't want to go anywhere else. I just want to stay here and be with you forever. This is a vow that has been made and spoken many times throughout the ages. But, in fate, who can call the shots? Who has the power to decide when they die, where they go, and where they go or not? Who has the power to decide when the other person dies, where fate will take him, and where he will go or not.

Without the power of such a Creator, it cannot be counted as an oath. That's not a promise either. That's not even a really powerful wish. That's just a fluttering fantasy. A delusion of powerlessness.

That day, when we hugged each other tightly, I already knew that it was just a gesture of despair. My arm clung to you, but it had no strength. I don't have the strength to keep you, I don't have the strength to pull you out of your fate, I don't have the strength to let us grow old together. I just hold you in despair with a deep sadness and a brutal sobriety.

But, at that moment, I didn't deceive myself. I didn't surrender either. I vow to find such power. For all couples in the world. For all the people who love each other and don't want to separate. With that tight hug, I engraved this vow in your life. Dear you, it is not a delusion, it is my promise and the direction of my life. It's all I've had for the rest of my life.

On that day, I silently promised you that I would no longer be an ordinary person helpless in the face of life and death, and I would no longer be a weak woman who could only cry. I want to be an explorer, a discoverer, a deliverer, an enlightened being with the power of the Creator. This is how we made a new life.

Everyone has their own battles.

(f)

We walked together again on the way home.

Thinking about the night you fell off your bike and bled all over the place, I felt like a world away.

Now that there are no bikes, we each carry our sports bags and walk side by side.

I listen to you breathe beside me.

You say, "Why are you so happy today?" ”

I said, "Because, when you were training today, you were walking around the field all the time and you didn't sit down to rest. ”

You say, "Really?" I didn't even notice it myself. ”

I said, "Yes." This shows that you are recovering a little bit. Your stamina is coming back. ”

We stopped in front of a tree.

I said, "This is the tree." Remember? On your first day back at work, as soon as we walked here, you started panting and sweating. You hold on to the tree and catch your breath for a while before you can move on. ”

You say, "Is this the tree?" ”

I nodded, and I said, "Hmm." Here it is. I memorized it. It has an eye-like scar on its side epidermis. You see, this is it. ”

We looked at the eyes on that trunk together.

I said, "That's good. You're walking here now, not panting or sweating, just as healthy as ever. ”

I'm looking at you. I said, "Besides, your lips are not gray now, they are still rosy." Your eyes also remain shining and do not become dull. ”

I said, "When you came back to work on the first day, you sat down three times for a total of more than 40 minutes during the two-hour training session. You can't talk for more than 2 minutes at a time. Even the public address was so brief. ”

You listened. You didn't speak for a while.

Then, you look at me, and you say, "A girl's heart is so small." ”

You say, "Thank you so much for watching over me with such concentration." ”