After being dropped out of school, Zhao Gao's grandfather and grandmother thought that he was bad at chasing stars, and the two old men fell ill one after another, and then died one after another.

After the death of his grandfather and grandmother, Zhao Gao felt that it was not interesting for him to live. I wanted to commit suicide by burning charcoal, but suddenly I saw Zhao Jun's poster hanging in the room, and when I looked at him, I felt a glimmer of hope for life, so I didn't commit suicide.

At that time, Zhao Jun had already mixed up and became a popular star. There are countless people who like him, and Zhao Gao thinks that he is just the most obscure person.

But as long as Zhao Jun is still active in the circle for a day and continues to output high-quality works, Zhao Gao feels that he still has hope for life.

So he started to work part-time, working as a casual worker everywhere, doing whatever work he could, and he didn't care how much he was paid. I am busy and full every day, and I pay attention to all the dynamics of Zhao Jun in my spare time.

He infiltrated the fan support club and became one of them, and he would go to Weibo every day to check in, and everything he posted on Weibo was about Zhao Jun......

Therefore, it is not an exaggeration to say that Zhao Jun is the light in his life and the one who illuminates his disgraced and miserable life. If it weren't for Zhao Jun, Zhao Gao might not have been in this world a long time ago.

He himself did not think that one day he would do something to hurt his idol...... To this day, he still feels that everything that happened that day was unreal and incredible.

Why did he arrest Tang Yunyun and then start a live broadcast in front of the national audience? He was really crazy.

Well, he's a lunatic.

......

After that, Zhao Tingting went to the hospital to see Tang Yunyun again. Tang Yunyun didn't expect her to come so often, and she also knew what she was coming for.

But then one time, Zhao Tingting asked Tang Yunyun, "Miss Tang, do you need a psychiatrist? ”

Tang Yunyun was speechless for a while, not knowing how to respond.

"I'm sorry, I don't feel like you're in a very good state...... Zhao Tingting also knew that she was offended by saying this, "I'm not asking you to withdraw the prosecution or anything, I just feel that I want to do something for you, and this is what I can do." ”

"Is it Zhao Gao's psychiatrist?" Tang Yunyun asked.

"No, it's my psychiatrist. After a while, Zhao Tingting said hesitantly.

What the...... This pair of cousins and brothers actually have psychological problems......

In order to hide her embarrassment and nervousness, Zhao Tingting took the initiative to peel apples for Tang Yunyun. Tang Yunyun saw that her hand was trembling, and stretched out his hand to ask her to stop, "If you want...... Tell me your story, okay?"

Zhao Tingting put down the apple and looked at Tang Yunyun with a grateful face.

When Zhao Tingting first came to the hospital to find Tang Yunyun, she told her some stories about Zhao Gao, and this time, she told her story directly.

Zhao Tingting remembers best what happened when she was four years old.

At that time, she came home from kindergarten, which was a very happy day, because she got a little red flower and wanted to show it to her father and mother.

When she got home, she saw her father picking up a kitchen knife and running after her mother all over the house.

"Ah!!" A child who was only a few years old at the time, Zhao Tingting screamed in fright.

Maybe it was this scream that distracted Zhao Tingting's mother, so her father's kitchen knife fell and directly hacked her mother to death.

I don't know how long it has been, Zhao Tingting looked at her mother who was lying in a pool of blood and could no longer move, and her father who stood next to her and had become a devil.

The man she had long disdained to call "Dad", the facial features on his face writhed hideously, and when he saw Zhao Tingting standing at the door, he seemed to be more stimulated, raised the meat knife in his hand, and killed her directly......

It's not a TV series, it's not a TV series, it's a real scene!

Zhao Tingting subconsciously opened her mouth to call for help, but the man had lost his mind, his eyes were red, and he couldn't hear his daughter's cry.

Until the moment when the knife really fell, Zhao Tingting ran to the door with all her might, but the shoulder of her right hand was still stabbed.

Fortunately, the next-door neighbor called the police before, and the police rushed up like fish skewers and saved Zhao Tingting's life.

Later, Zhao Tingting learned from the neighbor that Zhao's mother had another man outside, and her father found out, this time her mother was determined to leave, and she had long planned to leave with her loved ones. But Zhao's father went crazy and was driven crazy by what she did, so there was a scene that she didn't want to see later and will never forget for the rest of her life.

stopped vomiting, her father was taken to the police station, and the sentence was very heavy, and he will not come out again in this life. But for Zhao Tingting, it was an unexpected relief.

Zhao Tingting suffered a serious knife wound, and the doctors performed many surgeries on her to save her life.

She lay in the hospital for two months before she recovered, but her right shoulder was slashed by a meat knife and doctors said her right hand could no longer exert any strength. In other words, she is considered a physically disabled person from now on.

When she learned the news, she didn't break down and cry, but just whimpered quietly, as if she had suddenly become an adult.

The changes in life happen one after another, and the so-called "life" seems to never be the worst, only worse.

After that, she was taken home by Zhao Gao's father to raise. The situation in Zhao Gao's family is not much better, the adults are quarreling every day, and Zhao Tingting and Zhao Gao, the two cousins, have a closer relationship than their own brothers and sisters.

Until one night, Zhao Gao's father didn't know what was going on, he was drunk, opened the door of Zhao Tingting's room, and then pounced on it all of a sudden......

"What?!" Hearing this, Tang Yunyun was incredibly surprised, "What you said is true?"

"Well, I was only ten years old at that time, and Zhao Gao was still too young, and he never knew about it. After speaking, Zhao Tingting smiled sadly, "Sometimes TV dramas don't have the tragedy of real life." ”

Tang Yunyun suddenly had angina pectoris and couldn't say a word for a long time.

Later, when she was fifteen years old, she couldn't wait to leave Zhao Gao's home. Because before she fled, one night Zhao Gao's father wanted to violate her again, but then she escaped that time. She was always afraid that such things would happen often, and it would not be good to let Zhao Gao know when the time came.

After the age of fifteen, the girl worked everywhere and lived without a meal. But girls, especially young girls, have a hard time, and in the following years, Zhao Tingting always met some men who made up their minds about her body, which made her more and more afraid of men.