Chapter 200: Zhao Gao's Psychological World

On the other side, the police station.

Zhao Gao was locked up in a small room along with several people who had also committed crimes and were arrested. He hadn't slept since he was caught, but after seeing Zhao Jun today, he was in a good mood, and when he went back, he lay there and fell asleep unconsciously.

He had a dream, a dream of his past.

When he was a few years old, he always remembered the images of his parents arguing angrily and tearing each other apart.

At that time, Zhao Gao was still young, only four or five years old, and every time his parents quarreled, Zhao Gao would hide in the arms of his cousin Zhao Tingting and tremble.

As for why my cousin lives with them...... Zhao Gao didn't understand it when she was a child, but when she grew up, she learned that it was her cousin's family who threw her to Zhao Gao's house.

And the specific reason is not known why.

As a cousin, Zhao Tingting was ten years old at that time and had begun to have her own vague outlook on life. She felt that the family was so terrible, their parents didn't like the two of them at all, not only that, but they also hated each other, hated each other, and wanted to kill each other, maybe kill each other, and the other person would live a good life.

From childhood to adulthood, Zhao Tingting has been very envious of other people's lives. She feels that her life is not good, she doesn't ask for anything, let alone a rich and noble life, she just wants to be an ordinary and ordinary girl, but she even has this wish a luxury.

But for Zhao Tingting, the fortunate thing in the misfortune is that she still has a cousin like Zhao Gao, and Zhao Gao is also her only relative in this world.

Well, she doesn't remember when it started, and she hasn't regarded her parents as relatives for a long time.

Zhao Gao is a few years younger than her, and her parents are busy arguing and fighting, so she has taken care of this cousin since she was a child. The two can be said to depend on each other. Sometimes she also feels that life is really boring and irritable, but when she sees Zhao Gao's little smiling face, she will feel that this world is worth living no matter how difficult and sad it is.

Later, Zhao Gao's parents left this broken home, and Zhao Gao went to seek refuge with his grandfather and grandmother, and Zhao Tingting said that she would go out to work.

"Cousin, you are still so young, what kind of work can you do?" At that time, Zhao Gao opened a pair of wet eyes and asked Zhao Tingting innocently.

"I'm small, but there's definitely a place for me. Zhao Tingting asked Zhao Gao not to think about it, "You just live well with grandpa and grandma, study hard and attend classes." I'll come and see you when I'm free. ”

Then, Zhao Tingting left their house.

Until Zhao Tingting was fifteen years old, Zhao Gao grew to ten years old.

On that day, Zhao Tingting remembered it very clearly, because it was Zhao Gao's tenth birthday. said it was a birthday, but Zhao Tingting also knew that no one would care about his birthday.

Zhao Gao's grandfather and grandmother are too old, and they don't know how to celebrate their grandson's birthday.

That night, Zhao Tingting took her hard-earned pocket money after school and bought a small cake at a cake shop near the school, and then went to Zhao Gao's primary school to pick him up from school.

Zhao Gao was in a very good mood that day, the complicated family environment made him mature prematurely, although he was young, he understood how cruel this world was early on.

Fortunately, he also has a cousin who is very good to him, and the two of them are two plants that grow in the dark and grow hard, and they can only live well by snuggling up to each other and supporting each other.

After taking the soup base, Zhao Tingting took Zhao Gao to their secret base to eat cake.

The small secret base is actually just an abandoned and unused parking lot, but no one will go there, so it's very quiet.

Zhao Tingting took out the birthday cake she bought for Zhao Gao. Zhao Gao was so happy looking at this birthday cake, and then she lit a few birthday candles, and Zhao Gao happily made a birthday wish in front of her.

"I hope I can grow up fast and protect my sister for the rest of my life!"

is obviously a child's words, Zhao Tingting still feels very moved after listening to it.

At that time, Zhao Gao was not tall, his body was thin, his parents didn't love him, and his classmates didn't like him, and he always said that he was a sissy. Growing up, he was often bullied by his classmates at school.

But he never told Zhao Tingting what happened to him at school, he was sometimes like a little adult, so stubborn that people couldn't find a way to love him, he didn't seem to need the care of others, and he grew up tenaciously against the wind.

But Zhao Tingting knew that he had been bullied, because she would sometimes go to Zhao Gao's school and ask Zhao Gao's teacher about his situation in school. I just never told him.

Zhao Gao has always felt that Zhao Tingting is the best and best person in the world. So he wants to grow up quickly, he can go to work, work hard, and then let his cousin live a good life.

That year, Zhao Gao saw a photo of a male star in Zhao Tingting's wallet.

"Cousin, who is this photo in your wallet?" Seeing this person's photo, Zhao Gao suddenly felt his heart tighten, and an indescribable feeling began to permeate, and then quickly spread to every corner of his body.

When Zhao Tingting heard her cousin's words, she generously took the photo out of her wallet and showed it to him, "This is a newly debuted artist, his name is Zhao Jun, I like him!"

Zhao Jun...... Zhao Gao, who was only ten years old at the time, was the first time he had seen such a good-looking boy. He didn't know what a "star" was before, and he didn't know what "chasing stars" was, but after seeing Zhao Jun's first glance, to be precise, Zhao Jun's photo, he felt the position of his heart fluttering non-stop, and he finally had a feeling of being alive!

Later, Zhao Tingting always regretted that day, why did she expose the photo of her wallet, why did she let Zhao Gao see Zhao Jun's photo?

After that, Zhao Jun began a long road of chasing stars. He likes Zhao Jun, and he likes it very much, because of him, Zhao Gao will not feel so painful every time he is bullied at school, he seems to have a small world of his own, and he fantasizes about being with Zhao Jun in that world, so his pain of being bullied and bullied in reality will be reduced and reduced.

Zhao Gao's years in secondary school were the most serious times when he was bullied, and he would be bullied as long as he was in school. Later, his classmates knew that he liked Zhao Jun, and every time he bullied him, they would make fun of Zhao Jun.

"You guys are enough! You can talk about me! But don't talk about my brother Zhao Jun!" It was the same that day, Zhao Gao was bullied so badly that he suddenly roared explosively, and then he picked up something at hand and smashed a hole in the head of the person who bullied him.

As a result, he was expelled from school.