Chapter 863: Your Diary (Part II)
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"When I went to work, everyone was talking about a road accident that had just happened. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 infoA coach full of passengers lost control and tumbled off a cliff. The passengers on it are all dead. Many times life ends abruptly without knowing it. Those who died, no one should know that "today is the end of my life". They may still be thinking about things like "Ah, I'm finally out looking for a job," "I'm finally home," and just get on the bus in a happy mood, completely unaware that they will die the next moment. ”
"Life is short. Often it is too late to unfold and face the end. In this life, I hope that I am such a person: no matter when and where, I can be able to be not lonely, not despairing, not depressed, not talking about the rights and wrongs of others, not resenting others, not thinking nonsense, not wasting my time in indulgence or laziness and procrastination, and my heart is always full of respect, courage and joy, so that the people around me can often feel warm and happy. I hope that I will do it satisfactorily before I die. ”
Xinxin said that before she met me, no one had taught her so many truths. I told her that for a truly qualified student, everything can be taught to him, anytime, anywhere. I said, "Look, this falling leaf, it teaches you more than all I have taught you." ”
"Finish a painting. All the paintings in the world, no matter what the content of the paintings, are all self-portraits. ”
"I accidentally saw a text written by Xinxin. She wrote: Everything I have done in the past 4 years is just to see the approving smile on the corner of the guide's mouth. ”
"Xinxin, if you miss me very much in the future, you can come and see me at any time. Things won't be much different from now. Now, it's me who says, you listen. At that time, it was you who said and I listened. ”
"Kaohsiung sent a well-boiled Chinese medicine. The Chinese medicine prescribed this time was very painful. I picked up the bowl and drank the dose in one gulp. Kaohsiung only tried one bite, and his whole face wrinkled like a bitter melon, and he was busy looking for water to rinse his mouth. He said: I was fooled, seeing that you drank so refreshingly, I thought it was easy to drink. What the hell is this, bitter like this! The whole mouth is going to corrode away, how can you drink three bowls a day. I mean, it's a little bitter. Kaohsiung said, I hate drinking bitter Chinese medicine the most, and I would rather be stabbed with a knife. I said, tell you a way, and you can drink it. He opened his eyes and asked, "What way?" I said, imagine the medicine in this bowl as the pain of the world. Imagine that this bowl is filled with the pain of all life in the world. Say to yourself, if I drink a little, there will be a little less pain in this world. If I drink it all, all the pain in this world will melt away. Kaohsiung said suspiciously: That's it, it's effective? I said, yes, that's it. In fact, I'm a big fan of pills. Kaohsiung picked up the bowl and tried it again, he showed a deeply poisoned expression, sighed, and said: It seems that my taste buds are far more developed than yours, and my imagination is far less than yours. ”
"Weekends. I felt good, so I took my heart to the nearby suburbs to sketch. In the rice field next to it, there are farmers driving water buffaloes to cultivate. I let my heart see how they farm. I asked myself, do you see how the farmer is farming? She didn't know how to answer. I told her that the farmers would be busy in these fields for months throughout the year, but on these busy days, they would not see the fruit on the ears of rice. But, did they give up their efforts because they couldn't see the results? No. They believe that as long as they keep putting in the effort, when the time comes, they will naturally be able to see the result. I asked her, do you believe it? ”
"The kids on the team are talking about love again. Again, they asked me if I could be in love as a student. They want to hear from me. I say that love means sacrificing oneself and perfecting the other person, not satisfying oneself and possessing the other person. Understand this, whether you are a student or not, you can start a relationship. ”
"I don't want people to see that I'm in pain. It is a loss of self-discipline for a person to disturb and trouble others because he is suffering. -- But it's not for asking for others. ”
"She saw that I was in pain. Her face was full of horror and her eyes were full of tears. Hopefully she'll be able to endure the past. Give me all the psychological torment she has experienced. I can handle it. ”
"Everybody is suffering. It's just that there is some pain, which is invisible. ”
"The pain is getting more and more obvious, and it's getting harder and harder to go unnoticed. Since things are going to go this way, then we have to be able to accept it. ”
"For many days, I couldn't write a word. I can't see each other, and I don't know if my heart is okay. ”
"Lao Wang came to see me. He almost cried. I felt guilty. These days, nothing can help him, but it makes him feel so sad. ”
"She's finally here. His face is pale and his eye sockets are deep. But she endured it desperately and never cried. I felt like a knife in my heart, more painful than the pain in my body. However, this kind of pain must also be carried down. ”
"Sudden pain. Accidentally knocked over the water glass on the table. Water from the cup trickled out and filled the tabletop, seeping into the blue velvet liner beneath the glass pane. ”
"Kids are talking about independence. I told them that there is no such thing as independence in the world. The only state of existence is symbiosis. ”
"Everyone who lives in the world will be caught between the two enemies of aging and death."
"The classmates on the team are talking about war films. They all aspire to be heroes to overcome. I told them that it is not appropriate to boast of martial arts in a lifetime, that war is an act of far-reaching humanity and near-beasts, and that if you are not a professional soldier who likes military affairs and yearns to kill, it will not do you any good to yourself or others. I don't know if they understood. It is the duty of men to stop and eliminate wars, not to initiate and expand them. ”
Xinxin transcribed a passage from Wittgenstein: "It is as if someone with a lamp leads you through a dark corridor, and when you are halfway there, the light disappears, and you are left alone." - She's afraid. How can we dispel this fear in her heart? What else can I do for her? ”
"No matter what kind of beauty, no matter what kind of preciousness, it cannot be preserved. But, because of this, they are so beautiful and so precious. ”
"Today, I say to Xinxin that the most bitter parting in the world is to be separated from each other with your better self. The most complete reunion in the world is to reunite with the best inner self. ”
"Wenli has a great kindness to us, a thousand words, and gratitude is insufficient. Shame failed to lead her back to her heart. ”
"If I could have been longer, I would have been able to influence my parents better and face this calmly."
"I like to read the heart's composition. She understands very well the key to writing articles: words in the world, too coincidental are fake. ”
"Today, Xinxin asked me, if you could only bring two pieces of luggage and guidance on a trip between life and death, what would you bring? Xinxin is really a good student who is good at asking questions, and it is impossible to meet for thousands of years. I replied that I would take these two with me - selflessness and fearlessness. ”