Looking at Mu Yulu, who was sleeping soundly on the kang, Shi Xin couldn't help but feel sad: "Poor little sister Lu" he thought, "you are still completely in the dark, how did you know that your lover would actually be the murderer of your father—although your father is a traitor—and now, your lover is leaving you alone!" ”

Shi Xin sat on the side of the kang with a heavy heart, looking at Mu Yulu who was sleeping, her head wrapped in thick gauze was tilted to the side, and she had a sweet smile on her face, presumably looking forward to a better future for her and Shi Xin in her dreams. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info

Shi Xin's hand involuntarily caressed her red face, her delicate facial features had once fascinated him like that.

Shi Xin's hand involuntarily caressed her white and tender head and neck, which was her sensitive part, and whenever he kissed it, it always provoked a strong reaction from her.

Shi Xin's hand involuntarily caressed her soft breasts, as if he could still smell the delicate fragrance of her body.

"This is my woman!" Shi Xin said to herself, "But tomorrow I will have to leave her!" Unconsciously, two lines of heroic tears have burst out of his eyes, "I know that we once truly loved each other, even if I leave her, I will remember her in my heart." Even if she loses me, she will wait for me to return to her for the rest of her life - oh, this world is too cruel, and Sister Xiaolu has accidentally fallen in love with me, the enemy who killed her father. And she and I, two people who really love each other, can't stay together for a long time. I originally thought that I could control my own destiny with extraordinary martial arts and extraordinary wisdom, but now it seems that I am still too naïve, I am just a small chess piece in this chess game, since I entered this industry, my fate is no longer in my own hands! ”

Shi Xin shook his head sadly, but as soon as he changed his mind, he realized again: "This is my life!" Since I chose to become a party fighter in the first place, I should be ready to give everything I have at any time, including my life, my reputation, and my love...... Since I chose to become an underground party member in the first place, I should be prepared to endure parting, loneliness, misunderstanding, and blows, to let loss pass through my heart, and let grief torment my soul. The only thing I can do is to be strong and sober to complete the tasks entrusted to me by the party organization and leave my personal grievances and gains and losses behind...... Perhaps, one day, I will fall in obscurity in a place unknown to a person, and maybe, one day, no one will remember all that I have devoted. However, I am worthy of my mission, the party's entrustment, and the people's expectations. Although I am only an insignificant pawn, I am the sharpest pawn! ”

Just when Shi Xin's heart was surging, Mu Yulu beside him had been woken up by his caresses. The dim light in the cave well concealed Shi Xin's dejected expression, and Mu Yulu only saw Shi Xin's gentle eyes in a hazy way.

"Brother Heart......" Mu Yulu muttered.

In essence, Shi Xin is a reactive veteran underground worker, although a second ago he was still immersed in deep sadness, guilt, hesitation, and self-blame, but after only a second, he returned to being a competent lover, without a trace of other feelings: "Sister Lu, have you had breakfast?" Don't stay in bed, get up and bask in the sun for a while, the sun is good outside, and there is no wind yet. ”

In the face of such a considerate lover, how could Mu Yulu be reluctant, she reached out and grabbed Shi Xin's hand and put it on her towering chest and smiled: "You little villain, it's really bad to eat other people's tofu when they are asleep!" Although she was blaming Shi Xin, her eyes were full of love and longing.

Shixin's heart is not made of stone, Mu Yulu's tall double peaks are a naked temptation, and her soft words are also an invisible calling. However, a voice sounded in his heart: "How can you still touch her?" You should leave her right away and disappear from her life completely. Spending more than a second with her just adds a little sadness. Another voice immediately retorted: "This is the last time you will make love to the person you love, you have to cherish this last warmth!" ”

This thought only flashed in Shi Xin's mind, and he made a decision-Shi Xin leaned over one hand to wrap his arms around Mu Yulu's slender waist, and the other hand hooked her bandaged head tightly against his chest - at this time, Mu Yulu's heart was not only happy or happy, except sweet or sweet, and he was not aware of the drastic changes in Shi Xin's psychological experience from self-blame to hesitation, from hesitation to resoluteness - of course, the gauze wrapped around Shi Xin's face also helped to hide his mood very well.

Mu Yulu only had time to scold: "Help, it's here again!" In the powerful embrace of Shi Xin, she involuntarily offered her own fragrant kiss, and was full of joy to let Shi Xin merge with herself, and involuntarily sang the ancient song that every woman has no teacher.

"This is the last time!" Shi Xin closed his eyes and kissed Mu Yulu, who also had his eyes closed, but in front of his eyes, the scene when he killed Mu Yulu's father Mu Yanzhu flashed, the fantasy scene of detecting the whereabouts of Mu Yulu and the others after he changed his appearance, and Mu Yulu's shocked expression after learning that he was his father's killer. He tried hard to concentrate on Mu Yulu's seductive body, and wanted to force himself to focus on her beautiful face and plump double peaks. But he couldn't, this time, it wasn't so much that he was having sex as that he was venting his anger and indescribable sorrow.

Only poor Mu Yulu was still in the dark, immersed in the satisfaction of sex and love, completely unaware that the handsome man in front of her, who was in harmony with her spirit and flesh, was harboring an ulterior secret.

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Shi Xin met with his surgeon after lunch that day, and before that, he only revealed to Mu Yulu that he had not recovered well due to the fact that the wound had been soaked in water, so the hospital would do a new debridement operation for him tomorrow. Because there are more nerves in the face and the wound is larger, the operation will take a long time.

Mu Yulu is a nurse by training, so she naturally understands that the time required for debridement surgery cannot be too long. But she knew that Shi Xin's medical skills were far above her, and she loved Shi Xin deeply, and she believed in Shi Xin's every word, and she didn't realize the great significance of this operation.

Shi Xin saw that Mu Yulu was not suspicious, and the big stone that had been hanging in his heart was temporarily put down.