Chapter 347: Heart Like a Knife (5)
"Plastic surgery?" Shi Xin's eyebrows twitched. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info
"Don't worry, beautiful man." Shen Nan smiled happily again, "The people involved in this operation are all honest and reliable comrades, and their medical skills are absolutely excellent. I can say responsibly that after plastic surgery, you will only be more handsome and chic, not only worthy of the title of the first beautiful man of the Red Fourth Front Army, but even the title of the first beautiful man of the Red Army is probably yours! ”
Shi Xin's brows have been deeply locked, and after listening to Shen Nan's beautiful words, he still hasn't expanded, he only feels that Shen Nan's words are too frivolous, although it is very beautiful, it makes people feel unsteady.
However, in any case, this is a task given to him by the organization, and no matter how unwilling he is, he must carry it out unconditionally.
"Okay, I'm okay, when will it start?" Shi Xin said lightly, without any expression on his face.
Shen Nan didn't expect Shi Xin to agree so happily, he originally planned to "comfort" Shi Xin: "Then let's have surgery tomorrow." ”
"No wonder we were admitted to this hospital!" Shi Xin thought to himself, "It turns out that he has planned to operate on me here a long time ago!" Suddenly, Shi Xin had the feeling of being played with in the palm of his hand.
"But I have one condition." Shi Xin said, "You know I'm a doctor, but I don't think what you know is that I have studied plastic surgery very deeply. I am afraid that there is no second person in the medical field in China who can have the same level as me. Therefore, I felt that it was necessary to talk to my surgeon and give him some advice so that the surgery could be done quickly and well. ”
When Shen Nan heard this, his eyes immediately narrowed into a slit, and the light flashed in the two slits, staring at Shi Xin and judging his intentions. After a moment, he laughed out loud and said, "Good! I'll arrange it right away! He was thinking in his heart: "Okay, you have a stone heart, I really can't see it, and you left me this foreshadowing!" Okay, I'll fulfill you, and see what else you have to say? ”
Shi Xin looked at the cold gaze that flashed in Shen Nan's eyes and shook his head secretly: "Shen Nan is not good at this, and he is indiscriminately suspicious of anyone. I'm afraid there is no one in this world who he can trust. This man is too tired to live. ”
Shen Nan said again: "Also, don't rush back to have a showdown with Mu Yulu first, I will arrange for you to break up with her." With that, he smiled mysteriously, then turned and walked out of the woods: "You wait in the ward, don't act rashly!" With that, Shen Nan turned over and got on his horse and went triumphantly.
Shi Xin, who was full of worries, dragged his heavy steps back, completely lacking the chic and free when he came. Leaving Mu Yulu was so easy in Shen Nan's mouth, but it was so difficult for Shi Xin. Although he promised Shen Nan to leave Mu Yulu at that time, so that he could change his appearance and identity to investigate the identities of the group of people who came to Yan'an with him, Shi Xin and Mu Yulu were in love, so how easy was it for him to give up this relationship?
"I am her father-killing enemy, and it is impossible for me and her to have a result!" Shixin began to make excuses for his choice. Although he had never thought of betraying his relationship with Mu Yulu before, at this moment, he felt that he had betrayed Mu Yulu's love for him.
The short walk back to the cave ward seemed so long to Shi Xin now—in fact, he would rather go on on this road than never reach the end—when he reached the end, he had to face his once beloved Mu Yulu—but what face did he have to face her?
When he thought that he had killed Mu Yulu's father but possessed this icy girl, he felt so guilty that he was ashamed of himself.
"But that's my job!" Shi Xin tried to justify his original actions and tried to calm down, but when he thought that poor Mu Yulu was still in the dark, he couldn't calm down no matter what.
Shi Xin kept asking himself, "What should I do?" Are you really going to leave her? She was so nice and true to me, but I was the murderer of her father! If I leave her, what a blow it will be to her, and will Sister Lu withstand this blow? ”
Shi Xin, who has always been wise and resolute, has also become hesitant, and he is experiencing the taste of "heart like a knife", which is not much stronger than the walking dead.
When he crossed the Xiangjiang River and the Red 43rd Division where he was located was completely annihilated, he had "cut his heart like a knife".
When he conquered Gansu and his Western Route Army collapsed the Hexi Corridor, he had "cut his heart like a knife".
In the base area of northern Jiangsu, when he was declared a "traitor" by Huang Shanguo, he also had "his heart like a knife".
But this time his heart was going to break.
From a distance, Shi Xin saw the courtyard wall outside the cave where he and Mu Yulu lived - that was the love nest between him and Mu Yulu, which was once filled with a thousand kinds of affection and tenderness, filled with the beautiful expectations of him and Mu Yulu for the future life, and it was the warm nest of him and Mu Yulu. But now, Shi Xin was full of fear of the cave - he really had no shame to face Mu Yulu.
"It's okay for you to kill Lu Mei's father and take Lu Mei's body, and now you want to abandon her, how can you do such an irresponsible thing?" Shi Xin asked himself.
"Perhaps, at this moment, Lu Mei is eating the breakfast I saved for her in the cave. Perhaps, at this moment, Lu Mei is waiting for me on the other side of the courtyard wall and at the door of the cave looking through the autumn water. Perhaps, at this moment, Lu Mei is thinking about why I haven't come back for so long, and is thinking about tickling me when I come back...... But all I was thinking about was leaving her, abandoning her, and wiping my face out of her eyes forever! ”
Shi Xin thought bitterly, "How can I do this? ”
His heart was crying, his tears were rolling in his eyes, but the man, there were tears that could only be endured.
Shi Xin didn't know how he got back into the cave, and he couldn't even remember if the guards outside the courtyard gate saluted him.
As soon as he entered the courtyard gate, he set his eyes on the door of the cave, for fear of meeting Mu Yulu's expectant eyes. Fortunately, Mu Yulu waited for Shi Xin to come back and fell asleep after breakfast, but she didn't know how to do it in the past few days, and her sleepiness was always very strong.
When Shi Xinsen's ears received the sound waves of Mu Yulu's sleeping even breathing, his heart finally relaxed a lot. He wanted to go into the house and look at Mu Yulu a few more times, but he really didn't have the courage to take his own steps. In the midst of hesitation, a voice sounded in his heart: "Why are you doing this? If you are destined to be separated from her, why bother to look at her more? ”
But his footsteps did not listen to his call, and in an instant, he could not restrain his desire to walk into the cave and take another look at Mu Yulu.