(a)

Subsequently, Director Wang began to work hard, and he made up his mind that he must not miss this once-in-a-lifetime opportunity, must let you come to the school to work, and must help you get rid of this dilemma in life. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 infoHe started lobbying and public opinion building from the provincial and municipal sports commissions, the education bureau, and all of our team members.

You are deeply touched by the kindness of Director Wang and the efforts he has put into you.

In the process, you have finally developed into good friends.

Hard work pays off. The principal met with you a few times, watched you shoot live ammunition, and listened to your guidance on simulation techniques, and was very satisfied with you. Instructor Wang finally got the support of all the teachers in the Physical Education Teaching and Research Department, and finally said that Mr. Zhou from the Provincial Sports Commission wrote a letter of recommendation. You have successfully applied for the shortlisted recruitment of substitute teachers. With your handsome and handsome appearance, upright and elegant temperament and fluent conversation, you successfully passed the interview of the jury, although you have the lowest academic qualifications, but the results of the written test of sports theory are remarkably ranked first, becoming an eye-catching dark horse among the candidates. After the live firing, all the candidates were dumbfounded, you were far ahead of all the other candidates in each round of shooting, and you showed super stability and absolute ease. All the candidates already know clearly in their hearts: the gap in technical strength is clearly there, and you are the only one who has been selected!

After the 15-day publicity period, Director Wang looked forward to the stars and the moon, and finally got a successful result. He couldn't contain his excitement, and on the evening of the announcement, he couldn't wait to invite you to the shooting range to see the venue.

You follow Coach Wang to the training ground. Director Wang has been telling you about your work after tomorrow all the way, and as he talked, he suddenly found that he had distanced himself from you, and you were not following behind. He turned back to look for you and saw you stopped at the gate of the range. You stand there, looking at that wall at the gate. You have an indescribable look on your face.

You look at the wall, and you don't realize that you have distanced yourself from Director Wang, nor do you realize that Director Wang has come back to you.

Director Wang looked at you standing there in a daze and didn't respond, so he had to call you and ask you what was wrong.

That's when you woke up. You smiled apologetically at Director Wang.

You say, "It's nothing, it's just that the place suddenly feels familiar, as if something important is going to happen here." ”

You say, "But I can't tell what it will be." ”

You left the wall and followed Wang into the shooting range.

Director Wang showed you the director's office, pointed out your desk and cabinet, handed you the key to the gun room, told you the code on the door of the gun room, and took you to see our equipment. Starting tomorrow, you will be responsible for the safe management and maintenance of firearms.

Then, you come to the shooting gallery. Instructor Wang said, you go around first, find your feelings, I'll go get the students' training records and test records, you can familiarize yourself with it tonight.

You nodded. You watch Director Wang leave.

You're the only one left on the empty range.

You are standing in the middle of the shooting range promenade. You feel the turmoil within your heart.

You walk over to the chairs on the promenade. You sit down in your chair.

A strong sense of intimacy and familiarity, like the tide of the Qiantang River, is rushing from all directions and is unstoppable.

You feel like a tired person who has traveled a long way and has finally reached his destination.

You feel like you're back to the roots of your life, the place where your soul belongs.

All searches have answers. That's right, this is it! You've been looking for that date spot for so long, and here it is. It's where you have to be!

You suddenly feel a little moist on your face.

You reach out and touch it, and you realize that you don't know why you're crying.

Two lines of tears continue to flow down your eyes.

You look at the tears on your hands.

At this time, you hear footsteps in the distance. It was Director Wang who came back with the materials.

You quickly wiped the tears from your face with your arm, and you stood up and faced Wang Gui.

"How? Like it here? Director Wang's voice was beaming.

A deep sense of gratitude wells up in you. Without Wang's guidance, you can't come here, you can't go back to your destination.

You say, "Yes." Very much. Like I was born to be here. ”

Director Wang listened to it and was even more happy, he said, "That's good! That's it! Think of this as your new home. ”

He handed you a stack of records and said, "Look at it." Tomorrow, you'll be able to meet them. They are all lovely. You're going to love them. ”

You look down at the stack of records. You see the top one with a name written on it: Idealism.

A strong earthquake of magnitude 12 occurred in your heart in an instant.

You feel like all the muscles in your face have been hit by bullets and left where they should be. You can't control your expression to stay normal.

Director Wang noticed the change in your expression and asked you again, "What's wrong?" ”

You take a few hard breaths.

You replied, "Idealism? It's a special name. ”

Director Wang said: "Well, she is a very smart and spiritual little girl, and she is the female champion of our school. She is super stable, has excellent accuracy, and her comprehension is particularly amazing. You'll love her, it's a good seedling. You have to nurture her well. ”

You look at my profile and say, "I will." Definitely. ”

(b)

That night, you told me that on the first day you came to work, and when you followed Director Wang out of the guidance office, you heard a burst of laughter in the venue. The first time you walk into the arena, you see a girl silently standing up from her palm mat amid laughter, unloading her gun belt, bowing her head, and holding her rifle in her arms. You say, in that moment, your heart hurts very much. You look at me, standing alone in the streamer of eons of time, as if there were countless awls piercing in your heart.

You are like a magnet drawn to the north and south poles in my direction. You can't help but lend me a helping hand. Your heart is filled with the inexplicable urge to come over and hold my hand tightly.

You try desperately to control yourself, you force that urge to push down, to the deepest part of your heart.

Before you start talking, you say to yourself repeatedly, "I'm going to behave normally, behave normally, be normal like a new substitute teacher!" ”

You endured and endured, but you still didn't control yourself and waited until Director Wang opened his mouth to introduce first, and you couldn't help but say the sentence before Director Wang spoke: "Are other people's mistakes so funny?" ”

When you burst out of your mouth, your whole soul chased after it, trying to grab it and take it back, but it had already been spoken.

You see me look up, and my gaze is fixed on you.

I stood there watching you come towards me.

The shore inside of you is collapsing. Intense emotions swept in.

Could it be that the person who dated me is her?

You are deeply surprised by the reaction of your heart. You say to yourself, "Is that her?" No way. She was still a little girl. ”

You say to yourself, "No. No, it won't. Not her. You've just been looking for too long. ”

That night, you said to me that when I suddenly began to cry in front of you, your whole heart melted with my tears.

You looked at me at a loss, and your heart was filled with a thousand tenderness.

You really want to be able to walk over and hug me tightly in your arms and let my tears flow down your shoulders.

But you know you can't do that.

You can only endure the pain and trembling like a sharp knife in your heart, and stand there looking at me.

You pull out your handkerchief and hand it to me, and pour me a glass of warm water.

That's all you can do.

You watch my lips imprint on your glass.

You used all your willpower to keep the tears from coming to your eyes.

That day, you said, "I used all my mental strength to finally be able to do it." (To be continued.) )