(a)

The day before the match with Mr. Brown, Mr. Chai and Mr. Xiao Wu, the team doctor, accompanied you to the venue again. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

After sending you off, Master Xu left, saying that he would come back to pick you up in an hour. Because Mr. Brown's family came to the school and the leaders of the Education Bureau also came, the school's car use has been very tight these days. He can't just stop here and wait for you like he normally would, he has to go on other errands first.

After you said hello to us, you went to the target position and practiced for a while. You find that your hands are shaking nervously all the time, and you can't control them.

From the moment you walk into the venue, my heart and eyes have been following you.

All I heard was the occasional sound of gunfire from the pistol target. My heart hangs, you've shot more than 10 shots. You should be very tired, please stop quickly.

After about 20 minutes, you come out of the target position, and you slowly sit down on the bench with your back on your back. Teacher Chai immediately ran over. I see him talking to you. You rest for a while, and Mr. Chai helps you up. You've come to us. Mr. Chai asked us to gather and line up.

You stood in front of the queue, gasping for breath for a moment, your voice fluctuating, but your tone was gentle and firm, and you said to us, "Convey the request of Wang's guidance." Tomorrow I'm going to play against Mr. Brown, who is a world-class athlete and watching him is a great experience for all of us and a great learning opportunity. This afternoon, Coach Wang is very busy, and the new coach has something to do, so I want to accumulate some strength, so everyone will relax and stop training for the time being. Let's clean up together. Let's use a clean and tidy environment to welcome Mr. Brown's visit and demonstration tomorrow, and welcome the new guidance who will come to work the day after tomorrow. ”

You say, "Tomorrow is going to be an exciting, new day." ”

(b)

Xiao Song took a rag and wiped the glass on the window one by one. Where she had wiped, there were traces of wet cloth.

I said, "The rag is dirty, it's time for you to wash it." If you wipe it like this, the glass will become more and more polished. ”

Xiao Song said absentmindedly, "Oh." ”

She jumped off the windowsill and threw the rag into the bucket.

As she washed the rag, she said, "I'm so sad." After tomorrow, there will be no more guidance. ”

Her words cut through my heart like a chainsaw.

I almost couldn't hold back my tears before I could hold them back.

Xiao Song said: "I may not be able to accept the guidance of the newcomer. I think it would be difficult for me to even ask him for guidance. ”

She said: "He is dark and thin, not handsome at all, he looks like an old farmer, and he has no guidance at all." There's no way he's going beyond the guidance. The guidance was perfect. No one will ever surpass him. The guidance is not the old textbook of the last semester, it is the last textbook of the last semester before graduation. After learning this book, I never learned it again. ”

She said, lifting the rag out of the bucket. She glanced at the rag, sighed, and wrung it out. She climbed back onto the ledge.

She was standing across from me. She asked me through the glass, "Xinxin, can you accept the new guide?" I really don't want to look at his picture anymore. ”

I was standing there and forgot to wipe the glass.

Xiao Song said, "Hey, did you hear me?" What are you in a daze? ”

I muttered, "How long has it been since we've seen a guide appear in the venue since the assembly disbanded?" ”

Xiao Song said, "How long?" It's about 15 minutes, right? ”

I said, "Where is he and why hasn't he appeared?" ”

Xiao Song said: "Seeing that he is so panting when he speaks, and he walks straight and shaky, it should be Mr. Chai who accompanies them, resting in the guidance office and waiting for the car." She said sadly again: "I feel really sad to see the guide so weak. ”

I shook my head.

I said, "No." I'm going to check it out. ”

Xiao Song looked at me in surprise: "Where to go?" What to see? ”

I threw the rag and jumped off the windowsill as I ran down the hallway.

Xiao Song said in the back: "Xinxin, where are you going?" There are so many windows, you can't let me wipe them alone! ”

I said, "I'll come back and wipe it." ”

As I spoke, I ran out into the hallway like a gust of wind.

(c)

I pushed open the door to the guidance office.

For a split second I thought I had gone to the wrong room.

I stepped back and looked at the door number, which clearly said "Guidance Office".

I looked into the room again.

The reason it suddenly became so strange was that all traces of yourself in it had been removed.

Your chests and drawers are empty. Your desktop is as clean as new, and there's nothing left.

I look at your empty office. I don't know when you got these things done. You are ready for a new guide to replace you, for your eternal disappearance.

With tears in my eyes, I felt very sad when I looked at this bleak scene of things being human for a while.

Then, I realized that you weren't in the guidance office.

I went back down the hallway. I bumped into D with a big broom. I asked him, "What about mentoring?" What about Mr. Chai and Mr. Xiao Wu? ”

D said: "Mr. Chai just received a call from Director Wang and went to the model aircraft team on the second floor to talk about things. A classmate in the pistol group accidentally cut his hand and bleed, so Mr. Wu led him to the infirmary to rub alcohol and bandage him. ”

I said, "Huh? What about guidance? Is he alone? ”

D said, "Just now I seem to see the guide going in the direction of the water house. He carried an empty plastic bucket. ”

(iv)

I rushed into the water room.

You're propping one hand against the wall, you're bending over the pool, you're silently spitting, you should have been throwing up for a while.

A bucket was placed under the faucet of the sink, and the bucket was already full.

Hearing movement behind you, you try to straighten up.

You turn around. You see me standing behind you. You reach out and wipe the blood from the corner of your mouth.

I walked over to see what you had just spat in the pool.

You say, "Don't look. ”

You're trying to hold me, but you're throwing up so much that you don't have any strength left in your body. You only feel my sleeves slipping through your fingertips.

So I saw it anyway. There's no way you're going to stop me right now. I'm sure I saw half of your stomach in the pool, shattered into fragments of blood of varying sizes, floating in a pool of blood.

I look up at you. You reach out and unscrew the faucet and wash it all down.

You say, "If you vomit it, it won't hurt." ”

You say, "Don't be so upset. I'm fine. ”

I turned the faucet off.

I forcefully lifted the bucket off the sink and placed it on the ground.

I watched the water in the bucket rippling. Your pale face is reflected in the water.

I said, "You should be resting in the office, how can you work!" You can't lift such a full bucket anymore. You can't work as much as we do right now. Brother Kaohsiung told me that your current body is like an eggshell that has been hit once, full of cracks, and will shatter at any time. ”

You smile weakly, and you say, "He's very good at speaking." It's a very easy parable. ”

I said anxiously, "Can't you just sit in the office and wait for the car to come?" ”

You say, "The more you sit still, the harder it gets, so get up and move and do something to distract yourself, but time flies a little faster, it's easier to get through, and you feel a little better to let these things spit out." ”

My tears flowed down the floor.

I said, "You shouldn't be here!" You shouldn't have participated in this contest at all! How can Director Wang ask you like that! How could you say yes to him! Why do you always wronged yourself to take care of others? ”

You say, "Because, everyone else has taken care of me, and besides, we will see each other two more times, wouldn't it be good?" ”

I was speechless with tears in my eyes. I said, "If I make you work so hard, I'd rather not see you." ”

You say, "Xinxin, I don't want to rest." Lying in bed, or sitting here, doing nothing, makes me feel like I'm sitting still. Do you understand that feeling? I don't like it, and face my end like this. ”

I'm looking at you. You're kind of on your feet. You turn away. You prop your hands on the concrete edge of the pool, half-bent over, breathing heavily.

I said, "Do you still feel bad?" ”

You gasp and say, "It's like a fire is burning." ”

I watched with a broken heart as you sweated.

I looked down and said, "Okay." Well, you can do a little bit of the easiest thing. Come and see me and Xiao Song clean the glass together and hand us a clean rag, okay? ”