(a)

It's been a long time. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 info maybe, until now. I realized that, in fact, saying goodbye to the love of my life calmly is not the greatest bravery.

The greatest bravery is to face calmly, there is no one at all, you can say goodbye to him.

(b)

Office.

Mr. Chai led me to the door of the duty room. He looked left and right, and he whispered to me, "He's waiting for you inside." Let's go inside. ”

I looked at Mr. Chai gratefully. I said, "Thank you, teacher." ”

Teacher Chai shook his head and said, "Go quickly, after you finish speaking, I will ask Master Xu to drive him back." ”

He opened the door to the duty room a crack, and he looked left and right again and pushed me in.

The moment I entered the door, I heard a slight rattle behind me, and Mr. Chai closed the door for us outside.

I got used to the dim light in the room, and then I saw you.

You're half-leaning on the pillow of the wire bed, covered with a blanket, with an oxygen pillow next to you.

You close your eyes and take a deep breath of oxygen coming out of the tube. You look very tired.

I walked over to you and sat down on the edge of your bed.

I said, "Guidance, are you uncomfortable?" ”

You open your eyes and look at me. You perk up a bit, and you say, "Walking 600 meters back and forth, and standing for a while, I feel a little tired." ”

I held your hand and watched you weaken enough to walk 600 meters and need oxygen, and my heart ached unspeakably.

I said, "It's so hard, please don't go to the game." You're going to get tired. ”

You say, "I've already met Mr. Brown, and it's rude to say don't play now." ”

You say, "I'm fine." Breathe in oxygen and you'll feel better. ”

I covered my eyes.

You pulled my hand off my eyes. You say, "Heart, don't be upset. Don't shed tears. Your tears are my blood, and your constant tears will make me feel even more powerless. ”

I choked for a moment and struggled to hold back tears. I feel your hands shaking all the time.

I looked at your hand and said, "What's wrong with your hand?" ”

You say, "It's been like this for the last two days. I shiver like this when I fall asleep. I can't control it. ”

I said, "So, in that case, can you still play?" ”

You say, "Maybe then you won't be shaking." ”

I said, "It doesn't matter if Mr. Brown doesn't compete with you, it's just a small wish, and the shooting team has come here without funding before." If he knew that you were in such poor health, he would not insist on it. ”

You say, "Every tiny wish has a deep reason behind it, the heart." Besides, I owe Coach Wang too much, and I should do it if I work hard and leave a large amount of money for the team. ”

I was silent for a moment.

I said, "What happened to you when you saw Mr. Brown's family in the afternoon?" Was it uncomfortable at that moment? ”

You try to pull yourself together, overcoming the burning sensation in your stomach.

You say, "Nothing." It's just a little tired from standing, and I really want to be able to sit down and talk. But they were all standing, and I couldn't sit down. ”

I said, "Have you seen her?" ”

You say, "Who?" ”

I said, "You know who I'm talking about. Mr. Brown's youngest daughter. I saw that she kept staring at you, her eyes were so sharp. When she stares at you, your heart is fluctuating. Your heart is turned upside down. You want to avoid her gaze. But you control yourself not to shy away. ”

You look up at me for a moment. Then, you smiled softly at me.

You say, "No." I hadn't seen her before. She's cute. The eyes are blue. ”

I said, "Is it really nothing?" ”

You say, "She's a little girl, looking at me so intently, I don't feel a little uncomfortable." Nothing else. It's true. ”

You say, "I'm all right." Do not worry. ”

(c)

We are silent.

You've been looking at me.

I said, "Why are you looking at me like that?" ”

You say, "I just want to take a good look at you again and imprint you more deeply in my heart." There are not many meetings left. Soon, you will no longer be able to see you. ”

Tears glistened on my eyelashes again.

You look at me. You say, "Xinxin, I'm so sorry. ”

I said, "Why do you want to say I'm sorry?" ”

You say, "Many times, because of the change of conditions, although our wishes are sincere, they cannot be realized. Even the smallest wish may not be fulfilled. ”

You say, "But, or, this way of not being able to achieve is the best way to achieve it." ”

You say, "Who knows." ”

I said, "What do you want to say?" Guide? ”

You take a deep breath.

You gasp and say, "I'm saying, I love you, Jean." I am, how I like, you, at this moment, by my side, look. Unfortunately, time cannot stand still. ”

Tears welled up in my eyes again.

I threw myself into your arms.

I cried and said, "Then can you not go!" Don't leave here! Please don't leave me! Or you take me away! Keep me with you! I can give up everything in this world, please let me be with you! ”

You say, "Heart, heart, be sensible." Each of us is not just our own, and we can't just take care of our own desires. You know I don't want to leave at all. I don't want to leave you. ”

You say, "I've been holding on and want to be with you for as long as possible." ”

I cried, "I know. You have persevered so hard and have been reluctant to take sick leave, just to take care of the feeling that I want to be with you all the time. It's my weakness that makes you endure so much hardship. ”

You hugged me tightly and stroked my hair.

You say, "Xinxin, I should take care of you, I'm a teacher." Teachers should take good care of their students. Heart, be brave. Even if I leave, I will always be with you. I am engraved in your memory as you are engraved in my life. Anytime you think of me, I'll be with you. Just like at this moment, will hug you tightly. ”

My tears poured down like a torrential rain.

I said, "Guide, I'll never forget you." ”

Say, "Heart, Qin'er, remember what you promised me before and now." In two days, when I want to leave after the game, please use your greatest courage to face it calmly. ”

You say: "With your strongest bravery, in front of all, and me, calmly say goodbye." ”

You say, "Xinxin, I hope you will firmly remember that only the heart, not death, is the most powerful thing in the world." Nothing, anything, can defeat a brave heart. ”

You say, "In the past life and in this life, after so many days of meeting and acquaintance, everything I have taught, all, is nothing more than two words: bravery. I hope that, in our final moments, we will all show the greatest courage and the strongest stability of our lives. ”

You say, "Xinxin, can you help me in this way so that I can leave with peace of mind?" ”

I nod vigorously under your embrace. My tears fell big on your shoulders.

You say, "Heart." Believe me. All things will be happy and good things in the end. If you don't think it's a good thing, it doesn't have reached the end yet. ”

(iv)

Office.

Mr. Chai pushed the door and walked in. You close your eyes and lean on the pillow panting.

He said, "You said it was okay?" ”

You nodded.

Teacher Chai said, "Xinxin is gone? ”

You nodded.

Teacher Chai looks at you. He sighed deeply in his heart. He empathizes with the sorrow of parting from life and death.

"Don't be too upset," he said. When you're better, come back and see us, you still have a chance to meet. ”

You say, "yes." In the future, there will be a fate, and there will always be goodbye. ”

Teacher Chai said: "On the day of the competition, she will also be there. There is also time to speak. ”

You nodded. You say, "I know." She'll be there. ”

Teacher Chai said, "Are you feeling better now?" Got a bit of strength? ”

You nodded.

Teacher Chai said, "Then, I'll call Master Xu over, and I'll send you back." ”

You say, "I'm sorry for you." ”

Teacher Chai turned around and went out.

You lean back on the pillow and close your eyes again.

In front of your eyes, the blue eyes that have been staring at you appear again.

The blue, expanding and expanding, until it engulfs you in a cloud of blue smoke.