(a)

With the consolidation of the alliance and the strong promotion of the integration of the military and government of the two sides, the day of our separation is getting closer and closer.

The moment when you and Liu Shen ended the alliance and went their separate ways to complete the Qianqiu Emperor's cause are coming to me.

After you shocked the whole army in the Daxiao field, the integration of the Han army became very smooth.

You and Liu Shen began to discuss how the two sides could act together after leaving Jinfeng Village to kick off the war this year.

Finally, you have decided on the date of your departure from Jinfeng Village.

The date weighed heavily on my heart like a boulder, making it impossible for me to breathe.

Two days before leaving Jinfeng Village, you came to discuss with Liu Shen about sending us off the day after tomorrow. Liu Shen asked me to participate as well. I sat by in silence as I listened to you.

My heart was dark. I had only one thought in my mind: I was leaving. I will go to Yunzhou far away with Liu Shen. I can't see you like this every day anymore. There is no eternal life.

(b)

During the conversation, an attendant came in to ask Liu Shen for something, and Liu Shen went out halfway.

He said to you: "General, I have something to go out and will be back soon, don't go, wait here for me to come back, and we will continue to talk about things." ”

He said to me, "Qin'er, you can talk to the general for me." We will leave the day after tomorrow, and after leaving for Yunzhou, your brothers and sisters will probably not see each other for a long time. ”

So saying, he hurried out with the chamberlain.

After Liu Shen left the room, we fell silent. I only heard the sound of rain outside the window.

I twist my head to the side, determined not to make eye contact with you.

I looked out the window. Countless splashes bloomed on the windowsill and in the courtyard.

I hear you hesitating behind my back.

Then, you decide to break the silence.

You say, "Qin'er, it's about to start life in the court, it's a big and complicated place, are you ready?" ”

I said, "Ready." ”

You say, "It's an invisible battlefield." The forces of all sides will compete and compete in the undercurrent. You are alone in the palace, you have to be careful everywhere. ”

I said, "I will protect myself, the general, rest assured." ”

You say, "If you are wronged, wherever I am, you must try to let me know." No matter how far away I am, I can help you. ”

I said, "Okay." Thank you brother for your concern. ”

You sigh to yourself.

Once again, we fell silent.

(c)

You look out the window, and Liu Shen shows no signs of imminent appearance.

So, you try a little harder. You break the silence again.

You said, "The ladies of your uncle's family will accompany you to Yunzhou." They will be there to accompany you until after the wedding. Subsequently, the king of Han will place them to live in a more suitable place, and they will not be able to enter the palace with you, and maybe, they will not live in Yunzhou City. However, it will not be too far away from Yunzhou. If you want to see them, you can always ask the King of Han to summon them, or you can leave them in the palace for a few days. However, if you stay for a long time, it is not in accordance with etiquette. ”

I said, "It was the King of Han who asked me to stay in Yunzhou alone." In this way, I can't collude with my mother's family, and it looks more like a hostage mortgaged by the New Han Army in Yunzhou, which is more convenient for the civil and military courtiers in Yunzhou to guard in isolation. ”

You said: "The king of Han has the difficulties of the king of Han, so many people oppose the alliance, and he has to settle some details so that the clan and courtiers can feel at ease." Be considerate of him. ”

I said, "I'm a woman, how can I be qualified to pick fat and thin." You have already arranged everything, and I will accept it as you arrange. ”

You bow your head and are silent for a moment.

You say, "But, Qin'er, in Yunzhou, you are not alone. Mr. Xu and Fu Tianliang will accompany you to Yunzhou. Mr. Xu will serve as a waiter in the household department, and will be based in Yunzhou, specializing in the exchange of paperwork, military supplies and transportation dispatch between the north and south routes. Fu Tianliang will bring 500 people to be stationed in Yunzhou on my behalf and be your exclusive guard. These 500 people, their duty is to be loyal to you, to obey you, to protect your safety and your dignity, and to fulfill your will. They are your personal guard, not the army of the state. Although it was under the jurisdiction of the Han Dynasty's Imperial Forest Army, in essence, it was not necessary to accept the command of the Imperial Forest Army. They have their own system, and they only obey the orders of the Han King and you. If the will of the king of Han is contrary to your will and detrimental to your safety, then they will obey you only. ”

I said, "How could the King of Han agree to such a condition?" As a king, how can you allow others to snore on the side of the couch? ”

You say, "Whether the King of Han can agree or not, it depends on what I take in exchange for him." Don't worry, we, the monarchs, have already talked about this matter in detail. King Han knew and agreed to these conditions. He also did not worry about his men, he believed that having an elite guard of the New Han Army by your side could also show your special status in the palace, and warn and deter those courtiers with ill intentions. ”

You say, "If you have something urgent, you can try to ask Fu Tianliang and Mr. Xu for help." They will give you ideas and will protect you to the death. ”

You say, "However, you must use this army sparingly." Never use them as a last resort. Their role is more of a symbol and deterrent than a real battle. ”

I said, "I don't need any private guards. Take them all. I don't have anything to use the military to protect it. ”

You say, "You have." ”

You say, "You will have it in the future." ”

You say, "As the wife of the King of Han, as the mother of the future son, there are some things that you will have the responsibility to accomplish." ”

Again, I said, "My husband is the king of a country, and I don't need another army." Not only do I not need this guard, but I don't need any of the country's troops. ”

Again, you say categorically, "No." What you need! Listen, Qin'er, don't say such impulsive things in a hurry. As the wife of the King of Han, you will always need the support of the army. I can only make them loyal to the king of Han because they love me, and only you can make them continue to be loyal to you and the son of the king of Han in the future! Only when they also recognize you and love you, can you and the son of the King of Han become the heroes of the new Han army's allegiance! ”

(iv)

I listened to you repeatedly mention me and the son of the King of Han, and I felt a chill to my bones.

I'm looking at you. I said, "Please don't forget the courtesy of the king." Although the general is his mother's brother, but now as a subordinate, the general can no longer use such a tone to accuse the wife of the king of Han. ”

You listened to me, and you took a breath. You bow your head.

You bowed and said, "Minister, you have offended Mrs. Jun by speaking rudely for a while, and I implore Mrs. Jun to punish you." ”

When you have finished speaking, you shall bow down before me.

How can I make you really bow down to me? When you bowed down to me in the main hall, my heart was already aching, and now there are only two of us.

I immediately said, "The general doesn't have to blame himself too much. The general is the minister of the Han king, the pillar of the country, Qin'er, immoral and incompetent, and cannot afford to bow down to the general. ”

You look up at me. Your gaze pierces my heart like a sword.

My eyelashes flickered, and my vision became a little hazy.

You breathe again.

You say, "Madame Jun." I wish Mrs. Jun to go, everything is auspicious and satisfying, and life is happy and peaceful. The King of Han and his wife, harmonious and respectful of each other, are the foundation of peace in the world and the well-being of all the people in the world. ”

You say, "Madame Jun." No matter where his subordinates are, his subordinates will pray for the king and his wife every day. ”

(5)

I've been regretting my performance that day for years.

You have so affectionately thought about my life and cared for it so much.

How can I speak to you in such a tone.

You're right. Later, I really used this army.

You're always right. As Liu Shen's wife and as the mother of the son, there are some things that I will have the responsibility to complete at any cost.

After a few years, I learned that this army was the one you prepared for Liu Shen's attack on Dongcheng in case of failure, and Liu Shenwan died in the city for a while, and in the chaotic situation, he rescued me from Yunzhou. You thought of what happened later for me.

Can anyone, like you, love a woman deeply?

How can I be blessed to be loved so affectionately by you?