42. Desperate

In the afternoon, I received a letter from Green Leaf, and in the evening, Sun Jiashu had something in his heart, and he worked hard to complete the task ahead of schedule. Seeing other recruits still pouting their butts on the ground and doing push-ups, a sense of pride rose in his heart.

Sun Jiashu sat on the bed and gasped for breath for a while, he began to tremble and took out a pen and paper, and the troubles in his heart could only be spit out to his beloved, which was also a way for him to relieve pressure. He tried hard to write a few words, his hands trembled so badly that he couldn't write, he barely wrote a few words, and it looked like using a dry wood stick or something else, it was ugly and dead, and he even felt that the words were not written by himself, but he wrote such words? I don't care so much, I just need to be able to understand it anyway.

Hello Green Leaf:

Looking forward to the stars, looking forward to the moon, and finally looking forward to your reply, you don't know how happy I am in my heart, you know, your letter has become my spiritual pillar. Only in the face of you, can I spit out the troubles in my heart, I really can't stand it these days. When I first arrived in the army, I felt that everything was so beautiful and fresh, however, with the beginning of the three-month recruit training, everything changed, and it changed so suddenly, the dream before becoming a soldier exploded like a beautiful soap bubble in an instant, leaving only endless bitterness and trouble. We are now in a hot water, the veterans have changed the tenderness of the past, and now they have all become fierce and vicious, the recruits have simply become "prisoners", the freedom of life is completely restricted, and even the toilet is followed, what is even more infuriating is that they do not respect the personality of the recruits at all, forcing the recruits to do what they do not want to do, the recruits of our squad are forced to be bald, and I am no exception, oops, it's ugly to death, I don't think I have the face to see you, but I also cut the squad leader's head into a bald head, The squad leader insisted that I give him a haircut, and that was the first time I had given someone else a haircut, and the squad leader was clamped to the point of "whooping", which finally made me feel a little more balanced.

Let me tell you how we got through the day: At 5:30 in the morning, as soon as the wake-up call rang, we had to get up quickly. After the assembly, run a five-kilometer run, and then train the queue or military body after returning, and bring it back after training to start tidying up the housekeeping, the quilt should be folded into a "tofu block", a little unsatisfactory, the squad leader will throw your quilt on the concrete floor to fold. In five minutes of eating, you have to learn to "gobble" or you will go hungry. In the morning exercise, the first half of the morning is the training queue, standing in a military posture under the sun, one station is an hour, in order to prevent crooked neck, the squad leader pinned a needle to the collar of each recruit, so that the neck can never be crooked, and the slightest movement will be pricked by the needle. The queue action should be practiced one by one, repeated over and over again, and people will be trained into robots, and they will have backache and leg pain after a while. In the second half of the day, if you can't do pull-ups, you will be hung like a dead pig, and you will not be allowed to come down without an order, unless you can't hold your hands and fall down. Lunch break? It's so beautiful that you go to the military posture by leaning against the wall, and if you have the ability, you can sleep standing up, provided that the squad leader doesn't find out. The afternoon drill class is still the same old-fashioned, walking in queues and doing military sports. It's time to relax at night, just think wrong, go out for a five-kilometer run first, don't be busy sleeping when you come back, 1000 push-ups, 1000 sit-ups are still waiting for you, you can't do enough to sleep. Everyone is looking forward to blowing out the lights in their hearts, because as soon as the lights go out, the recruits can't see what the squad leader is doing, so they can take the opportunity to steal a little laziness, and it is impossible to go to bed before 12 o'clock every night. That's the life of a day. There is no freedom, no warmth, no humanity. A few days ago, a soldier in the Eighth Company ran away because he couldn't stand the abuse, and he was arrested as soon as he arrived at the train station, and when he came back, he was locked up.

Ye'er, I'll tell you the truth, I have three thoughts now: one is that I want to eat. After eating seven or eight steamed buns in one meal, I was hungry again after half an hour; The second is that I want to sleep. Sleep up to five hours a day, tired and sleepy, you can fall asleep standing in a military posture, and watch a movie organized by the regiment, what a good opportunity to sleep! All the recruits in our class fell asleep, and when they came back, they all stood against the wall all night, and they couldn't sleep casually in a group setting; The third is to miss you. Thinking about the happy days the two of us together can also ease the pain in our hearts a little.

Ye'er, do you think I've become vulgar, and the vulgar can't be vulgar anymore. I do feel a little lost, you tell me, what should I do?

It's time for the cadres in the company to check the shop in a while, so let's write here, looking forward to your reply.

Home tree

Sun Jiashu put the letter into the envelope and pressed it under the pillow, and then lay down, immediately had a sense of relief, even the whole body felt relaxed, he closed his eyes, reminiscing about the feeling of his first kiss with the green leaf, it was the happiest moment of his life, this first kiss was enough for him to reminisce for a lifetime.

Sun Jiashu lay down for a while, and suddenly sat up nervously again. No, no, this letter will definitely disappoint her if you read it, and it will only make her more worried, how can I write such a letter? The principle of writing a letter by himself is "reporting good news and not bad news", so he couldn't think about it, so he got into the bed and turned on the flashlight to write the letter again:

"Green Leaf: I'm all right here, please don't worry about ......."

Finally finished writing, he put the two letters together and pressed them under the pillow, then he lay down with confidence, and got up tomorrow to hand over the paperwork to the company, at this time, the sound in the dormitory came one after another, a sense of drowsiness hit, and Sun Jiashu slowly fell asleep.

In the haze, Sun Jiashu heard a muffled sound of "dong", and he was startled so that he instinctively sat up, and the room was pitch black, and he couldn't see anything.

Li Xiwa pulled on the light in a panic and shouted, "What's going on?" What happened? "It sounds like the voice has changed, and for him, a little accident can change his fate.