383 Happiness is never too late (9)
Qin Ming saw that Hua Yuerong did not accept the arrangement of a few brothers who were kind enough to recruit a husband for her, so she had an idea and thought about it.
Qin Ming said according to the information that Qin Zhongliang learned from Yang Zhendong that 'Wang Mingqiang and Hua Yuerong had a good impression when they were classmates': "Yuerong, there is a saying: God fights for a stick of incense, and people fight for a breath. You can't stand up, hold on, and be a strong woman under the blows again and again! Respect reality! Your difficulties are too great, this family is not something that a woman can hold up! There are elderly people in their sixties and two young children, and I have to take care of them, raise them, and provide for them to go to school. Farming and harvesting, plus cutting and beating, you really can't do it alone! What's not to do with finding a young man who loves you and picking up the burden of life together? Why do you want to turn people away thousands of miles away? The person I introduced to you is none other than him, he is your classmate in middle school, maybe you are a very good classmate! I don't know what your impression of each other was at that time, and neither did anyone else, but you knew it best. This person is thinking about you in the morning and twilight, and Wang Mingqiang, who is still not married. He was not willing to marry any other woman, nor did he want to go out to a foreign country to take a woman. When mentioning you, he agreed without hesitation or hesitation, willing to live with you, take care of the elderly and children together, reduce the pressure of life for you, and pick up the burden of life together. Think about it! ”
Hearing Qin Ming say Wang Mingqiang's name, Hua Yuerong didn't feel unfamiliar.
People are emotional animals, once friendship and affection arise between two people, even if they have been hurt, they will not forget each other's names, not to mention that they have been secretly in love with each other for a long time! Their love is so deep that only the layer of window paper that is separated by it has not been pierced.
Thinking about the old past of her classmates, combined with her own misfortunes over the years, Hua Yuerong remembered the past and the hazy classmates in the past.
When they were classmates, although there was no blazing flame of love burning, and there was no vow of love to die and live, there was no lack of affection and affection between the two people. Their love for each other has a long history. They are not at the same table, they are in front and back. Hua Yuerong envies Wang Mingqiang's honest duty, diligence, hard work, and steadfastness. In terms of studying, Hua Yuerong has questions that he doesn't know, and he often asks him questions between and after class, and he also patiently and enthusiastically explains to her until she understands.
Once, Hua Yuerong turned her face to ask a math problem, raised her foot and stepped on Wang Mingqiang's foot, the two looked at each other shyly and smiled, and then, one raised her foot and the other shrunk her foot, as if nothing happened in front of her classmates. Afterwards, when the two met alone, Hua Yuerong sincerely apologized, saying that he was careless for a moment and mistakenly took the surface of his feet as a mud block, asked Wang Mingqiang's forgiveness, asked if he was hurt, and leaned down to touch it. Seeing the redness and swelling, Hua Yuerong comforted distressedly: "I'll give you money, you go to the hospital and let the doctor take a look." "It's okay, when you turn around, you blame me for not retracting my feet, don't blame you!" If there is anything you don't understand in the future, just ask. The swelling is a little bit, and it will go away in two days. Don't worry, it's okay! Pack up the money and you're good to go! Don't let other classmates see it, it will not affect you well. Wang Mingqiang felt happy and sweet, and wanted his classmate, his beloved classmate Hua Yuerong, to stay in front of him for a while longer, say a few more words, even if it was to say one more sentence, take one more minute, a second, and take one more look, which was also comfortable and happy. However, the difference in composition, the height of people's eyes, and the horror of people's words made him dare not expect a girl like Hua Yuerong, who is known as the class flower and the school flower, to love him, and said some words of concern, but he refused, refusing to be thousands of miles away.
As a girl, a girl who is just beginning to fall in love, Hua Yuerong is open to her heart, offering true love, what she wants to hear is true words and sweet words, and it is a warm response. She didn't get all this, and she was extremely disappointed. With the heart of a fragile and sensitive girl, she left indignantly: "You don't see a doctor, you can suffer it yourself!" It hurts you! After Hua Yuerong finished speaking, she left resolutely.
A kind of love, a strong love, Wang Mingqiang is not a person of wood and stone, how can he not know? However, he did not dare to love, he did not dare to show his feelings. In this way, he could not express it and gave up.
The world says that Liang Shanbo is demented, and I wish Yingtai to be affectionate. It's not fair!
When you see Liang Shanbo looking for death and life for his sweetheart, can you say that he is demented and that he is naïve? How many love stories are there that are ruthlessly hurt? No one knows what to do. Emotionally, it's better to be cautious!
Wang Mingqiang is so afraid of hurting the other party, and he is also afraid that he will fall into the whirlpool of love, and he can't extricate himself and hurt himself. He is like this, afraid of harming others and himself, he simply retreats. He has this heart, but he has no such courage, and he quietly closes all the doors and windows of love.
Silence is better than sound here. A reluctant, involuntary renunciation is a pain, a torture, and a choice against your will. This made Wang Mingqiang's heart full of contradictions and pain, and he had nowhere to confide. He felt guilty: Why should I have a good impression of such a beautiful, generous, enthusiastic, and kind girl? Why do you miss her? Is it to care for her, to take care of her? Where did she step on my feet unintentionally, it was intentional, it was intentional, it was a hint, it was a signal of love...... She asked me to speak clearly, and let me confess the love in my heart...... Honestly, I love her! However, the involuntary origin component is the object of criticism! The reality of life where I can barely cover my body with rotten clothes and can't eat enough food, how can I fall in love with a girl? Forget it, respecting reality is a wise choice. Long pain is better than short pain, it's better to get a hundred. You don't have to have any affection, otherwise, it will hurt her and me a little more. If you hurt me, you hurt her, so why bother? Let love be buried in your heart and keep your friendship forever pure! …… As for love, let it be silent forever, frozen forever, and maybe die forever!
Looking at the sweetheart who went away in anger and decisively, Wang Mingqiang was immersed in infinite pain and reverie, and shrewdness and self-blame coexisted.
From then on, he and Hua Yuerong ended their relationship, and they didn't even say anything until they graduated from junior high school. It's just that when they left the school, the unrelenting, amorous, and complicated eyes of the two made their memories fresh and unforgettable!
After graduating from junior high school, Wang Mingqiang was not recommended to continue his studies in high school because of his high composition, so he had to return to his hometown to work as a farmer.