After graduating from junior high school, Wang Mingqiang lost the opportunity to continue his quest for knowledge and had to work as a farmer.

In the upsurge of agricultural science in the production team, the contribution is strong; After her father fell ill, Hua Yuerong voluntarily gave up the opportunity to study, and helped her mother work at home and took care of her father, so as to reduce the family's financial pressure.

Time flies.

With the passage of time, she grew up day by day, year by year, and unconsciously grew into a fair lady and a pretty girl.

There are women in a family. What's more, it's such a good girl? The matchmakers who came to introduce her in-laws to her came in an endless stream, coming and going. However, she refused them one by one, just waiting for her beloved to ask someone to come as a matchmaker, dreaming of one day becoming a good match. However, there is no news from the first class, and there is no news from the second class. She suspected that he had forgotten about him, or that he had someone else to like. She is troubled, she is restless, she is restless, she is restless; She regretted that when she separated from him, she only had affection and did not say it explicitly, causing him to fall into a fog and not know what to do...... She loved him and hated him. Hate him: When Liang Shanbo still woke up, you, you, you, why didn't you understand a little? Why can't I see that my flower moon is the heart of a girl who is just opening her love?

Wait, wait...... Hua Yuerong didn't wait for the matchmaker entrusted by her sweetheart in the end......

A feeling of disappointment changed her original intention. Under the persuasion of the matchmaker and her parents, she agreed to marry Qin Landing of Daqinzhuang. Since then, she no longer has illusions, she has a husband, godson, respect for the elderly, take care of housework, give birth to children, and raise daughters......

She, like all ordinary couples, works to eat, eat, eat and work. The ordinary life has been inherited from generation to generation. Hua Yuerong only wants family harmony and love between husband and wife, and does not have any excessive expectations and requirements. She strives to do everything a woman should do and live a stable life as an ordinary rural woman.

But......

However, the heavens did not grant people's wishes......

However, nine times out of ten, things are not as expected...... Even the minimum requirements, Hua Yuerong has not been able to achieve.

At the beginning of the reform and opening up, when people were thinking, 'You are better than me, I want to be better than you,' and they want to get rid of poverty and become rich as soon as possible, the husband is lazy and lazy, and he has contracted the vice of gambling, and the more he gambles, the bigger the bet becomes, so that he sells all the cattle that plough the land and the cattle that he hopes to farm.

In the absence of machinery, the ploughing cattle were the hope of a family; Without it, there is no hope in production, which means that the ability to cultivate and threshing is lost. Difficulties will ensue, which may eventually lead to under-harvesting, loss-of-harvest, waiver of harvest, and non-collection.

Ploughing cattle is hope, and ploughing cattle are the representatives of the advanced productive forces of that era.

It is easier to lose a business than to start a business, but it is even more difficult to keep a business.

In the first few years of the implementation of the household contract land, when there was no economic ability to buy machinery, cattle were the life of the croppers!

Looking at the cattle that were sold, there was no money to buy them again. Seeing that the family has lost its animal power, the predicament is imminent. Hua Yuerong and her parents-in-law are heartbroken!

In the face of Qin, who is inferior to beasts and often punches and kicks his parents, wife and children, and hurts people when he exits, the whole family can't persuade him to wake up, and he can't be convinced, so he has to let his wild attack. The husband became more and more arrogant, and after forcing his mother to borrow money to pay off his gambling debts and was refused, he picked up the hammer without humanity and smashed his biological mother to death!

Whenever she thinks of this past, Hua Yuerong's resentment doesn't come to a place. She hates such a man, she grits her teeth with hatred! She felt that marrying such a man was too embarrassing and worthless! It's simply an insult to yourself and your youth, it's to be with the tiger as a companion and a wolf to sleep with! She didn't feel at ease, she was only worried. Fortunately, the sky has eyes, so that he got the end and retribution he deserves, and he was punished by heaven, and the sky thundered!

After her husband's death, although Hua Yuerong no longer worries about her life and death, at home, she is the only one to do light and heavy work. She was overwhelmed by the heavy work, and sometimes she was so tired that she was so exhausted that she lay down, and she didn't even have the strength to get up. How she wished there was a man who would help her support the family! In infinite confusion, her father-in-law asked the couple to introduce her to Yu Jing. Who knows, the life that is still in imagination and prospect has not yet begun, but the silly girl sister has taken the lead and fought hard. Originally, it belonged to the fruit of feelings cultivated by others, but she still let it go and didn't eat it, because she clearly knew that Lu Dao didn't belong to her, even if she ate it in her mouth, it would change its taste.

The emotional torture broke her heart, and she didn't want to think about it, everything was determined by fate, at the mercy of fate! Disheartened, she lost hope in everything, she could not see the light, only gloom and confusion......

The sores are afraid of revealing the scars, and the repetition of old things is even more hurtful. When I think about my classmates, I look at Wang Mingqiang, and there is a faint, indescribable longing and sweetness in it. Even if you look at it directly, you don't feel disgusting; Even if it is sloppy, it does not carry the slightest hatred; Even if you touch a sore hand or step on a swollen foot, it is a kind of joy. I think of the shame of the two of them falling together on the way to school on a bicycle, and now I think about it, and I feel funny...... Don't think about it, the classmates are just those trivial things that are rotten with sesame seeds, let him go!

What is affection? This thing is loved, and hated. When you love, your heart is sweet, you can laugh out dimples on your cheeks, you can stretch your brows, you can straighten your wrinkles; When hate, it will be gritting teeth, jumping like thunder, and being angry.

Is affection 100% love? Is it 100% hate? There is no unified answer to the correct list of percentages, and no one can make the proportion of love and hate be distributed according to their own will.

"You can't come from your own background, you can choose your path." Children are the product of the union of their parents, and the composition is determined in the mother's womb. Parents are landlords, and their children are landlord lambs; Parents are kulaks, children are kulak lambs, and so on, bad molecule lambs, and so on. Even if you were born in New China, grew up under the red flag, and were born in the 50s, 60s, and 70s, you can't change your composition, because your flesh and blood were given by your parents, and they have already been branded by them. Only when you grow up and draw a clear class line with them can you choose the right path.

In the era of "roots and seedlings", Hua Yuerong, the daughter of a poor middle peasant, had a crush on Wang Mingqiang, the grandson of a rich peasant who had exploited the poor before liberation, and it could not but be said to be a bold but fruitless choice, and even a wrong and rebellious choice.