385 Happiness Is Not Too Later (11)

However, in Hua Yuerong's heart, she didn't think so. Who can do what?

She thinks that what kind of family he was born in is not the fault of his children, as long as he supports ***, loves the motherland, supports socialism, loves the people, is self-motivated, and studies hard, he cannot be counted as a bad person. She secretly loved him like that, deliberately stepped on his feet, and vented her resentment towards her dumb and wooden stone heart classmates to show her love.

In the past, people didn't have TV to watch, there was no entertainment, only cockfighting, rope skipping, tug-of-war, shuttlecock kicking, hide-and-seek, ......; watch a few open-air movies a year, and watch a few plays around the Spring Festival; Either it is eight model plays, and listening to the big drums and silk strings is also a spiritual enjoyment. It is common for some young and middle-aged people to walk to villages ten miles and eight miles away to watch movies and listen to dramas, and they never get tired of it.

Wang Mingqiang and Hua Yuerong are also lovers of watching movies and listening to dramas, and they must go to almost every show. At such a time, in such a bright and dark moonlight, it is the best time for young men and women to fall in love. Once there is a feeling of admiration, he gives her two pieces of candy, she gives him a handful of melon seeds, eats and knocks, holds hands, goes to a secluded place to ask for the other party's opinion, and agrees on the time and place of the next meeting, deepen understanding, and the melon is ripe.

In that era when arranged marriages and free love converged, how many young men and women rebelled in order to win the right to independent marriage and free love, and the phenomenon of running away from marriage and eloping occurred from time to time.

Nowadays, the pursuit of free love and the autonomy of marriage has become a declaration of war against feudal etiquette and arranged marriage; Some of them boldly sang the lyrics of "In today's new society, find your own in-laws". When a boy has a daughter-in-law, to be precise, he has a sweetheart who he is in love with, and it is natural that his neighbors (relatives and neighbors) are happy and congratulated! The parents of the girl who opened thought that their daughter and son-in-law were gone, so they acquiesced silently; The parents who don't open it have to go to the man's house to make a big fuss, forcing the dignitaries, making their faces gray, returning angrily, scolding their daughters for "shameless, thinking of men" and so on.

Hua Yuerong is very envious of those girls and sisters who are emancipated and boldly pursue love. However, Wang Mingqiang didn't give her a chance, she couldn't pull away, she couldn't move on the movie field, and she didn't even give her a chance to speak. In desperation, she succumbed to fate and married Qin Landing, whom she didn't know, didn't understand, and had no feelings.

fell to such a point, whenever she thought of this, she turned her past love for Wang Mingqiang into hatred, hated him for being unkind, hated him for being wooden-hearted, hated for his granite head - stubborn, hated him for being ruthless and unrighteous, hated him...... Hate him...... Hate him for not having a man's temperament, hate him for not having the guts of a man, hate him, hate him, hate him!

"Hey!" Hua Yuerong sighed in her heart: If he doesn't love me, will he care and love me better than other girls? Were there any classmates who went out of their way to save me when I was in danger? Was there a stone and wood man who sacrificed himself to save me when I accidentally fell into the water, and was there a stone and wood man who stood up when I was molested by hooligans? No! He is not merciful, he is affectionate and righteous; He is a big living man, not a wooden man with a stone heart; He rejected me thousands of miles away, did not accept the signal of love and affection from me, there must be his unspeakable suffering, there must be a girl who broke his heart before me, made him fearful, did not dare to love, and had a heart of fear. He saved my life, and let me save his life, even if it was a mess of liver and brains. I can't help him, I don't save him, who will save him? The human heart is made of flesh! Conscience, the conscience of being a human being, can't be eaten clean by dogs, even if you keep a piece, it's still a bit of a human heart! Let Him come into my life, let me heal his wounds, let me heal his wounds, give him comfort, give her comfort.

However, after thinking about it, Hua Yuerong felt that it was too hasty and frivolous. When you don't know a man for many years, it is really too hasty to let him break into your life. No way! He doesn't marry other girls as wives, and he doesn't go to other daughters-in-law, what is his intention? Why don't you want to pass on the incense passed down by the ancestors of the Wang family, marry a wife and have children, and continue the roots and seedlings of future generations? Is it me or someone else does he love? This question has to be figured out, and it has to be clearly understood! What I need is help from a man with real feelings, not pity. It is better to refuse as soon as possible, so as to save the feelings from being hurt again, and let others gossip, such as "do you want to be crazy about men", "hungry and hungry", "if you take it into the basket, it will be a dish". Wang Mingqiang, what are you a white-headed woman? He was so willing to be the stepfather of Qin Land's two children? Is it because he has been conceited for many years, and no woman wants to accompany him? Is it a hungry dog that gets food, gobbles it up, and runs to the toilet to find feces to eat when it is full?!

Thinking of this, Hua Yuerong categorically refused, saying:

"Brothers, brothers, I have received your kindness! Thank you for your hard work for me, the elderly, and the children, I would rather endure hardships and run this family alone, rather than recruit a man like Wang Mingqiang. We are classmates, I know him, he is not suitable for me, and I am not suitable for him. Tell me that we will go our separate ways, and we will not interfere with each other. I don't need sympathy, I don't need pity! ”

Faced with the few words that came out after Hua Yuerong was silent for a long time, Qin Zhongliang felt disappointed and gave up all his efforts, ashamed of failing to find an ideal husband for Hua Yuerong and failing to find a suitable helper for this family: "Alas! Sister Yuerong, the weight on your shoulders is a thousand catties, ten thousand catties! We know that you have to take care of both the elderly and the children, and you have to do heavy and light work. We see it in our eyes and keep it in our hearts, we can only try our best to help you, we can't do it, I hope you put aside the love with your brother, and allow Wang Mingqiang to help you and jointly support this broken family! ”

After thinking about it, Hua Yuerong was sad in her heart, her eyes were blurred with tears, and she was silent.

Seeing Hua Yuerong's low and painful mood, Qin Yuejin felt sympathy, thinking that the people of iron and stone would also feel some sympathy for Hua Yuerong's situation: "Sister-in-law, it turns out that our sister is stupid and ignorant. She shouldn't have snatched the quiet and caused you great pain and hurt. Even my father-in-law Yang Zhendong admires Wang Mingqiang, you don't want to accept it, what kind of young man do you want to find? You name it, let Brother Zhongliang, Brother Qin Ming, and Yang Hongmei's father think of a way to find another one! ”