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The Mid-Autumn Festival holiday ended soon, and the students went back to school.

However, the classmates found a very strange thing, especially Xiaoxue, this feeling is obvious, and the source of the strange thing is Xiaoyingzi.

It's not that Xiao Yingzi doesn't chat with them anymore, and it's not that Xiao Yingzi deliberately saw them pulling their faces, none of this. It's time to chat is still chatting, and when it's time to play with them, I still play together, and I saw my classmates also greet politely, it seems that everything is normal, but it's because it's too normal, so Xiaoxue feels very strange.

In the past, although Xiao Yingzi had a very good relationship with her classmates, she was also tight, and it was a good relationship to say hello when she met, and she would never hook her shoulders, but now Xiao Yingzi looks polite when she sees any classmate, even if Xiao Yingzi is in someone she hates, she will not pull down her face to show others, which makes many male classmates think that this iceberg beauty has melted, but Xiaoxue knows that things are definitely not so simple.

"Xiaoxue, did you find out? Zhao Ying seems to be very wrong since she came to school. A classmate stood in the corridor with Xiaoxue and looked at Xiao Yingzi who was sitting in the classroom and said.

"Did you notice something was wrong?" Xiaoxue said.

"Yes, but I don't know what's wrong with the road, and it's as amiable as it is to meet, and it seems that it's easier to get in touch than usual." Classmates said. "But the more polite she is, the more she feels that she is different from the previous Zhao Ying, and I don't know what is different from Lu Dao."

At this time, a male classmate from another class came over and walked straight to Xiao Yingzi, "May I ask if you are Zhao Ying?" ”

"Ah, hello, I'm Zhao Ying. Do you have anything to do with you? Xiao Yingzi put down the book in her hand and looked at the boy in front of her.

"Ah, that, that, I don't have anything to do but ask." After saying that, the male classmate ran away directly. Xiao Yingzi watched the male classmate run out of the door, then smiled and shook her head.

"Xiaoxue, you see that Zhao Ying has never been like this in the past, if a male classmate comes to him and ignores him, now he is talking to them." Xiaoxue said, "Aren't you good friends with Zhao Ying?" You go and ask if something happened. ”

"Hmm." Xiao Xue also made up her mind and walked in front of Xiao Yingzi, "Xiao Ying? ”

"Well, oh, Zhang Xue, what's wrong? What's the matter? Zhao Ying asked.

"Is something going on in your house, or is Zi in a bad mood lately?" Xiaoxue asked.

"No, I'm very good, and my family is also very good, why do you ask?"

"Why have I thought something was wrong with you lately?" Xiaoxue said.

Xiao Yingzi looked up and down and didn't find anything wrong, "There's nothing wrong, I'm quite normal, where do you see that I'm wrong?" ”

"I don't know how to do it, anyway, I just think you're different from before." Xiaoxue was puzzled, but she just couldn't find anything different.

"What's wrong? Anything else? If nothing else, I'm going to read a book. Everyone said so, Xiaoxue was embarrassed to sit there, returned to her seat and looked at Xiao Yingzi studying with one hand on her cheek, what was wrong? What's wrong?

Xiao Xue meditated hard but couldn't get an answer, seeing Xiao Yingzi politely answer questions to her classmates and send them away, Xiao Xue then understood what the problem was, Xiao Yingzi suddenly became polite.

There's nothing wrong with being polite, the problem is that it's too polite. Xiaoxue then remembered that when chatting with Xiao Yingzi at that time, Xiao Yingzi called her "classmate Zhang Xue" instead of directly calling her "Xiaoxue" before, this is why she thinks Xiaoxue is different from before, Xiao Yingzi met a classmate she knew before, and never took the initiative to say hello, and she nodded shyly when her classmates greeted her, but now she takes the initiative to greet her classmates and greets her generously.

In just a few days, it can make a big change for a girl who was originally shy, if Xiaoxue really wouldn't believe it in the past, but now she can't help but believe it, what is this for? Xiaoxue came home from school with deep doubts, and Zhang Xue's mother saw Xiaoxue walking back with a frown, so she asked, "What's wrong my baby, why are you unhappy?" ”

"Mom, do you think a person can be like a completely different person in a few days?" Xiaoxue asked her mother.

"What's wrong? Why do you ask that? Xiaoxue told her mother about today's events.

"Xiaoying, what's wrong? Is there something going on in their family? Xiaoxue's mother asked.

"I asked, their family is fine, and nothing happened to her herself."

"Think about it, did something happen before that? Someone broke her heart or something. After her mother reminded Xiao Xue so much, she suddenly remembered that she had said a word before the holiday, and then Xiao Yingzi ran away crying.

"That's your fault."

"I'm not wrong, I didn't do anything but say a few words." Xiaoxue still doesn't understand what she did wrong.

"Zhao Ying is from the countryside, she has a strong sense of self-esteem, from the day she came to the school, she recognized the gap between you, whether it was from the family or from all aspects, she felt that she was much worse than you rich children, so she spent all her time studying, do you remember when you were going to their house and she rejected it? Actually, she really wants you to go, but she is afraid, afraid that you will laugh at her family is not as good as yours, afraid that you will go to her house and dislike her. Xiaoxue's mother said.

"But I've never disliked her." Xiaoxue said.

"This is your idea, not her idea, you are not a child from the countryside, you don't know what to do, I think when I went to the city with your father to run errands, everyone on the street looked at us like animals in the zoo, and even some people said to us that we were dirt buns, Xiaoying also thought the same, she studied hard to shorten the gap between you and her, and wanted you to treat her as a normal person."

"I've always thought of her as a good sister, how could she think that?" Xiaoxue still didn't understand.

"You see it that way, but what about Xiaoying, she has been working hard to manage the friendship between you, has she said anything to hurt you?" Xiaoxue shook her head and said that she hadn't said it, "This is where Xiaoying is stronger than you, she doesn't want to hurt the friendship she has built up with great difficulty, and she doesn't want to widen the gap between her and you, but your unintentional words make her feel that the gap between you and her has widened again." Xiaoxue's mother said.

"But I really didn't mean to, I just wanted to joke with her." Xiaoxue said aggrievedly.

"If you say that you don't want to listen, you can go and see it tomorrow, just because of your words, the first thing Xiaoying must do after she goes back is to wash clothes." Xiaoxue's mother said, "Okay, don't be depressed, go and apologize and there will be nothing left, go to homework, and go to bed early after writing." ”

"Oh." Xiaoxue was still frowning and thinking about the problem.

The next day after school, Xiaoxue deliberately left a little late, and quietly followed Xiao Yingzi to the hospital with her, wanting to see if Xiao Yingzi would wash her clothes when she went back as her mother said.

Xiaoxue followed behind Xiao Yingzi, watched Xiao Yingzi enter the ward, and after a while, Xiao Yingzi changed her clothes and went out to the water room, and then she heard the sound of water, followed by the sound of rubbing clothes, Xiaoxue quietly walked over and saw Xiao Yingzi rubbing her clothes hard, and the sweat beads on the tip of her nose were shining in the sunlight.

"Xiaoying?" Xiaoxue walked up to Xiao Yingzi.

"Zhang Xue, why are you here?" Xiao Yingzi wiped the sweat on her head and said politely.

"Can you call me that less?" Xiaoxue said.

"You're originally my classmate, is there something wrong with me?" Xiao Yingzi said it.

"I'm here to apologize to you."

"Apologize?" Xiao Yingzi put down the clothes in her hand and looked at Xiaoxue standing there crampedly, "Why do you want to apologize to me?" ”

"I apologize to you for what I said that day, it was my mistake and my unintentional words that made you sad. I'm sorry. Xiaoxue bowed deeply.

"What are you doing here? You haven't done anything wrong, you said yours, I listen to me, there's no need to be so really, why don't you go outside and wait for a while, the smell of disinfectant in the hospital is too strong, I'll come out after washing my clothes. Xiao Yingzi said.

"Why do you want to do this?" Xiaoxue's tears are about to come out. "I've done it all, what else do you want me to do?"

"Zhang Xue, I didn't do anything, you have your life, I have my life, my life is like this, poor and a vegetative father, I don't dare to offend anyone, I can't afford to offend, I know that your father paid me the medical bills in advance, don't worry, I will pay you back in three days." Xiao Yingzi said while doing laundry.

"The smell here is really bad, but anyone who has nothing to do is not willing to come here, it's really rushing, my clothes are worthless and stained, anyway, the classmates in the school don't know that I Zhao Ying is a dirt bun, you are different, you are from the city, if you get the smell here, you will be said, really."

Xiao Yingzi said extremely seriously and politely, but it was this politeness that made Xiao Xue's tears burst out of her eyes, and she grabbed the corners of her clothes tightly with her two hands and turned around and ran away.

When Xiaoxue left, Xiaoyingzi heard that somewhere in her heart was broken.

People are like this sometimes, don't look at her being polite to everyone, but who knows that there is a frozen heart hidden behind this politeness, don't look at her smiling at everyone, but who sees the worry behind her smile?

That's it, when you get a thick protective shell, you are bound to lose something that was once very precious.