Fei Aijun has had two relationship experiences, the first is when he was about to graduate from high school, he frantically pursued a female classmate in the class, and the female classmate seemed to have a good impression of him at first, but good feelings do not necessarily produce love. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 info The two of them were sneaky, and if they were in contact for a while, Aijun later saw that the girl didn't really love him, but just wanted to satisfy his curiosity about the opposite sex that had just sprouted in his heart, and find a playmate. "I love you, and you don't love me, then, my love for you will become a burden, I know that there are too many uncertain factors in the future of high school graduates, in order to reduce the mental burden of the person I love in the future, let's break up!" Aijun was self-aware, and he first proposed to terminate the contact between the two people.

The second paragraph was introduced by others, he met a girl, Fei Aijun fell in love with this girl at first sight, the girl is good-looking, she speaks ugly, and her temper is very bad, but Aijun likes girls with personality and is willing to associate with her.

"To love a person is to love everything about that person, including her strengths and weaknesses, and to love roses is to be prepared to endure the pain of pins and needles." This is Aijun's view of marriage and love.

Aijun is a good-natured boy, and he joked to the girl: "We both have a lot in common, I am a college graduate, you are also a college graduate, I am twenty-seven years old, you are also twenty-seven years old, I don't have a formal job, and you don't have a formal job." Of course, we also have different places, such as gender, such as personality, so that we can complement each other and complement each other's strengths. ”

The girls didn't appreciate the humor and honesty of the Aijun. Once, Aijun praised the girl and said, "Your face is so clean, you don't even have a single freckle." The girl smiled and replied, "Your pockets are cleaner, you don't even have a regular passbook." ”

It was also during the period when the love army was most unsuccessful that the girl empathized and left him.

I have been single for several years, and the thirty-year-old young man is sometimes anxious in his heart, but after two setbacks, Aijun has matured a lot, he has his own bottom line, and he agrees with some people's views, marriage is not child's play, you must be cautious, talk about girlfriends rather late than early, rather lack than abuse, because reshuffling has to pay a great price. He also sometimes finds some reason to console himself: a breakup is not a failure of falling in love, but a dress rehearsal for a happy marriage.

In the two relationship experiences, Aijun often wrote letters to his girlfriend to confess, exchanged messages, read model essays, and flipped through dictionaries, and actually cultivated his hobby of writing. That year, he quit his short tenure at an advertising agency and became an art editor in the editorial department of a military-run magazine. The publications published by this magazine are compatible with military and civilian use, and the salary is not very good, but the job is stable.

Of course, Aijun also knows in his heart that his father is more anxious than his son when it comes to his marriage, and the old man's biggest wish now is that Aijun can get married and start a family as soon as possible, he has a grandson, and he wants to hold his grandson.

The boring days stretch every day and night for a long time, sometimes, Fei Yuanqing and Aijun are at home, each thinking about their own hearts, one thinks about life, and one thinks about "living people".

It was already more than eight o'clock in the evening when Fei Yuanqing returned home today, and Aijun called in the afternoon to say that a group of young people from the magazine's editorial department would have dinner in the evening, and he would not go home for dinner. Fei Yuanqing looked at the empty room, he had no appetite at all, he sat on the sofa in the living room tiredly, first turned on the radio, found something to do for his lonely ears, opened the newspaper again, and then found something to do for his boring eyes, thinking of the days to come, the empty head also had something to do.

Fei Yuanqing helped the publishing house proofread the manuscript and increase his income on the one hand, after all, his son will need some money to buy a house in the future, and on the other hand, he wants to enrich his life in his later years. During the period after his wife's death, he didn't want to do anything, and walked half-asleep and half-awake every day, wandering between no one and no ghost. My wife was originally a hard-working and simple peasant woman, and later worked as a worker in a small private factory in the county for several years. In addition to working in a small factory for family members in the army, she can also take care of her husband and two children in a meticulous and thoughtful manner.

When Fei Yuan was young, he was busy with work every day, and he didn't know what true love was, but only the joy when he got together and the melancholy when he parted. It wasn't until after his wife passed away that he realized that his wife was a part of his life, and without his wife, he seemed to be missing an arm and a broken leg. He also felt deeply guilty, feeling that he had been too careless in the past, neglected his wife's health, couldn't live with his wife, and always regretted and suffered from pain. In terms of emotional investment, men often do addition before marriage and subtraction after marriage, being a slave in front of their girlfriends and generals in front of their wives; And women often do subtraction before marriage and addition after marriage, first as a princess in front of her boyfriend, and then as a slave in front of her husband and children. Fei Yuanqing went from grief, loss, to gaffe, so that the Aegean Aijun sisters and brothers had to quietly take turns staring at him, so as not to have any accidents with their father. After half a year, Fei Yuanqing, who was so thin that he took off his human form, slowly eased up. "If the road of life is not smooth, you can sigh for a long time, but you can't sigh for a lifetime." This is a rather literary sentence of Aijun's consolation to his father.

The work of helping to proofread the text in the publishing house introduced by others brought Fei Yuanqing new pleasure and diverted his attention from some aspects of life.

"A person can not be convinced when he is young, and he can not admit defeat when he is middle-aged, but he cannot be dissatisfied with old age when he is old, and the laws of nature are irresistible." Fei Yuanqing was thinking in his heart. Last Sunday, he attended the funeral of a good friend, who turned out to be in very good health, a sports enthusiast, who was bouncing like a basketball when he was young, being knocked down like a bowling ball at the age of 60, and being sent to the hole like a golf ball two years later. I am also in my sixties, my physical strength and energy are not as good as a year, I have to earn money, but my body can't collapse, my son is not married, and my daughter has some difficulties in life------

Fei Yuanqing didn't dare to think further.

"There must be a road before the car reaches the mountain, and there is no road to dismantle the car and sell it." Thinking of what someone had said, Fei Yuanqing felt some relief in his heart, and he sat on the sofa and slowly fell asleep. (To be continued.) )