Chapter 103: Heart Knot (I)

Fog, a thick fog, nothing can be seen clearly in this thick fog, Lin Zhi walked in this fog, he couldn't remember where he was going, what he was going to do, just walked like this. www.biquge.info I don't know how long I've been walking, but this fog and this road seem to have no end. Lin Zhi stopped, and the fog around him rolled up, turning into familiar and unfamiliar faces, and after several changes, they turned into a huge mouth hanging in the air. This big mouth that covered almost the entire sky, and the words that came out were both loud scolding and whispering, and these sentences were all very familiar to Lin Zhi.

"You little brute dare to steal something from the study! You still think that you can't become a big official, it's delusional! Even if you have a pen, you don't want to write any bullshit in your life. ”

"At a young age, the idea is quite big, and I actually found someone to take you into Beijing to participate in the prodigy test, how many books have you touched? How many people who know how many heaven and earth Xuanhuang dare to go to Beijing to participate in the prodigy test? If it weren't for the protection of you, I would have beaten you to death with a stick. What are you doing standing here, your mother wants to use hot water, and there is not enough firewood in the back room, why don't you go and pick up some firewood and come back? ”

"The kid that Lord Huang is looking for is not very old, but he always feels gloomy and a little scary, isn't it ......"

"What if you get a prodigy? It's just the mercy of the officials...... I heard that I can't even write a single poem......"

"That person in the forest is simply too deceitful! I can't even write an article, and I dare to say how my poems are? ”

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There were more and more similar words, and the speed of speech became faster and faster, until in the end, it was like a thousand voices sounding at the same time like thunder, and it was impossible to distinguish what was being said.

Lin Zhi gritted his teeth, he couldn't help but tremble, and he waved his arm, as if to drive this pervasive sound away.

The voice rumbled for a long time, and finally turned into maniacal laughter: "Hahaha, look at your hands, see what you really are!" ”

Lin Zhi gasped and lowered his head, he saw his hands, and suddenly he was stunned, those hands were covered with black and red blood, and they were flowing down drop by drop......

Gu Yan sat on the side, thinking about something on his mind...... Did the man intend to get his hands on the throne? Now that it has been a long time, there should be few people loyal to Zhao Kuangyin, and the ministers with higher status in the DPRK have no reason to be co-opted. What's more, as early as the Jingyou period, the future Yingzong had already been sent to the palace to be raised. Now Renzong still has no son, and the situation is basically clear. There is no one among the ministers who covers the sky with one hand, and there will definitely be no one who will say that the throne will be returned to the Taizu lineage. As for the generals, not to mention. Since the beginning of the Song Dynasty, they have been guarding against military generals, how can they give them another chance to interfere? The man's thought of getting the throne was just a pipe dream. However, these methods are really annoying and disgusting......

Thinking of this, Gu Yan glanced at Lin Yi who was lying on the bed again. found that Lin Zhi's brows were furrowed, sweat was on his forehead, his fists were clenched, and the bandaged class was oozing blood again. Gu Yan couldn't help but be startled, and was about to call the doctor over, but saw Lin Zhi suddenly open his eyes.

Gu Yan hurriedly asked, "Zigui!" How are you feeling right now? ”

Lin Zhi's eyes wandered for a while, and only then did he look at it as if he had found focus, and he pulled the corners of his mouth, as if he wanted to laugh, but obviously failed: "It's just a nightmare." After saying this, Lin Zhicai really seemed to be relieved and relaxed. This relaxation, the pain in the arm, the dizziness and thirst caused by the lack of blood, came up again. He couldn't help frowning again, and wanted to sit up, but he felt a blackness in front of him.

Gu Yan helped him sit up, poured him another glass of water, and frowned: "Your wound is bleeding again, you lie down first, and I'll go to the doctor." ”

Lin Zhi held the cup with his uninjured hand, and found that his hands were powerful. He drank it all in one gulp. He was stunned for a moment, and his mind was in a state of confusion with nothing to think ofβ€”this was extremely rare for him.

Gu Yan went out for a spin and came back again, carrying a basin with water in one hand and bandages and medicine in the other. said with a smile: "The doctor went to the doctor, it seems that you have the honor to enjoy the treatment of changing the dressing and bandaging by myself again." ”

Lin Zhixin knew that he should say a few words or smile at this time, but he felt that his whole person was unprecedentedly tired, and he didn't even want to move with a smile.

Gu Yan had long been surprised by this, he stepped aside and began to change Lin Zhi's medicine. Unwrapped the bandage on Lin Zhi's arm, but couldn't help but be stunned - Lin Zhi's arm had countless deep and shallow scars. Most of the scars were old wounds, leaving only a few white marks, but the many white marks together made people's hearts numb. Gu Yan only understood at this time why the doctor just prescribed medicine, bandaged it and changed his expression, it turned out to be this reason. Gu Yan didn't want to ask more, but this dense scar was really terrifying, and he couldn't help asking, "...... your hand?"

Lin Zhi came back to his senses, and paused again before he thought of what Gu Yan asked, he glanced at his hand and said lightly, "I did it myself." ”

Such an answer is even more numbing. Gu Yan's subordinates didn't stop, and quickly smeared the ointment and bandaged it, before he sighed and asked, "Why is this so?" ”

Lin Zhi didn't answer immediately, and after a while, he didn't know what he thought, and sneered: "How did I kill someone today, you must be very curious!" ”

This tone was very polite, and Gu Yan couldn't help frowning. However, seeing the expression on Lin Zhi's face, he was speechless for a while. It was an expression of pain, contempt, anger, remembrance and madness. With such a complicated expression, it was the first time Gu Yan had seen it after living for so many years.

Lin Zhi took a deep breath, didn't wait for Gu Yan to speak, and continued to speak on his own, the depression on his chest and the injuries on his body made his language begin to be confused: "Ku Ding can get a way to maintain health...... What I learned, however, was how to kill. As long as there is a knife, a thin-bladed knife, bones, joints, and meridians can be broken down one by one. Break them down one by one...... That's all there is to kill! Ha, but that's it! ”

Gu Yan reflexively looked out of the door, and when he saw that there was no one outside the door, he put his mind at ease, hesitated slightly, and went to close the doors and windows again.

Lin Zhi's eyes looked straight ahead, as if he hadn't noticed Gu Yan's actions at all, and his words were almost crazy: "I'm really not human!" I'm really not a human being! And suddenly he burst into tears. He turned his head and looked at Gu Yan, the expression on his face was like crying and laughing. "You know what? Ever since I was a child, I've thought about killing people! Every time I cut open the pheasants and sparrows with a knife, and pulled out their entrails and removed their bones, I thought about how to kill them! But I couldn't do it! Ha ha! I can't do it! Lin Zhi said, and suddenly sneered again, "You also found out, last time you asked me if I went hunting...... I'm such a madman! He was right, I was really heartless, a ruthless and unbearable monster! ”

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During this time, I was almost crazy about writing homework, but I still didn't finish my homework......

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