It's really inconvenient to carry a package into this small side door, but Peng Yue is in a good mood at this time, so he doesn't care about it. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info

Today is the day he made an appointment with Xueqi, "Ten Days of Wearing a Wedding Robe", so the not too small package in his hand contains the clothes he wore when he was a groom official.

It's still a little ashamed to say that at that time, I said that "I will give a bride price on three days, and wear a wedding robe on ten days", but I really kept my promise, and I didn't come at other times...

It's all to blame Xia Yan and Yan Song, fighting and fighting, making himself busy, Peng Yue is "at ease" to find a reason for himself, and walks in the direction of Xueqi's room.

Peng Yue felt that the backyard seemed to be even more deserted than before, but before he reached the door of the room, Peng Yue saw a pair of red shoes placed at the door again: Huh? Could it be that she still has guests today? It shouldn't be... Peng Yue felt awkward in his heart. But think about it, I didn't really come to "steal jade and incense", even if I was seen, what could I do? Are you still afraid of them? I'm afraid they'll be the ones to be afraid of!

Thinking of this, Peng Yue strode towards Xueqi's room, but when he arrived at the door, probably in consideration of taking care of Xueqi's face, Peng Yue did not rush in directly, but listened to it behind the door, and then took a closer look at the window. However, to his surprise, there really seemed to be no one in the back room.

Considering that if he stood here for a while, he would probably be regarded as a thief, so Peng Yue quickly flashed in very interestingly, and the facts proved that there was indeed no one else in this room.

In fact, this is just that Peng Yue doesn't know the rules, and a pair of red shoes are placed at the door. Not only to remind Peng Yue, but also to remind other sisters: it means that there are already other guests in my house. Then do not come in again.

So every time Peng Yue is there, Xueqi will also put a pair of red shoes at the door. It's just that Peng Yue never noticed it. Otherwise, this kind of thing is hard to guarantee that it will be broken by the little sisters who come to the door, for example, because I forgot to put it when I first came, I was seen by the unknowing Jiao Wa...

After confirming that there was no one else in the room, Peng Yue's mood became much brighter, and he walked into the inner room and put the package on the table, and called in a low voice: Xueqi...

To Peng Yue's surprise, he didn't answer this time. If it was normal, Xueqi would have come out in a hurry, did she want to play hide and seek with herself this time?

Sure enough, the relationship is different. There's more fun, is it that after you find her, you will be rewarded with a hug or a kiss or something? Thinking of this, Peng Yue couldn't help laughing, and at the same time shouted a little shyly: Xueqi?

Still didn't answer, but this didn't dampen Peng Yue's confidence and enthusiasm, he hasn't rummaged through the cabinets yet, the game has just begun!

However, as soon as Peng Yue wanted to show his strengths, his attention was attracted by the phoenix crown on the bed. They are not laid flat on the couch. Instead, he was upright on a couch with a red hijab on it, and sat there as if he were alone.

To be honest, when Peng Yue saw it suddenly. I was also startled for a moment, and then a sense of foreboding rose in my heart...

At this time, after looking around the room carefully, Peng Yue found that it was on the wardrobe. Bedside, on the wall. It's plastered everywhere with the big red words I sent her last time. The two half-lit dragon and phoenix red candles were lying quietly on the table at this time, and next to them was a delicately decorated letterhead.

Peng Yue frowned. With a long sigh of relief, the foreboding feeling turned into a faint worry.

"Xueqi, are you there?" , Peng Yue called softly a little unwillingly, but still did not respond.

He tentatively walked slowly to the cabinet, hoping to get a surprise, but the moment he opened the cabinet, the ending still disappointed him.

He was slowly a little anxious, the corner of the inner room, the side door of the outer room, and even under the bed, there was no figure of Xueqi at all, and he began to panic a little...

"Maybe she has something to leave for a while, and it is estimated that she will be back in a while...", Peng Yue muttered in his mouth, and at the same time sat down at the table with some dejection, and slowly picked up the neatly folded letterhead...

My lord, by the time you read this letter, I should have already left.

I'm really sorry, but this time I deceived you, and I told you the most painful and helpless lie in my life. It may be that everything in the world is so ridiculous, when you have doubts about me, I try my best to make you believe me, but when you believe me, even when you have no doubts, I deceive you.

Maybe you will be angry, angry, angry, angry now, I know that I am sorry for you, but I beg you, can you only hate me for a while, and do not blame me for the rest of your life.

I really love you, I love you so much, to be able to know you is the luckiest thing in my life, to be able to get your love, I believe it is my blessing for several lifetimes.

I still remember the first time I saw you, the Oiran Contest, the inscription poem, I don't know if I ever felt a heartbeat at that time, because I have long been accustomed to burying my feelings in the deepest part, trying not to let them run wild, but I clearly remember that your figure has been echoing in my mind when no one is around.

Later, under the persuasion of Jiaowa, we decided to attach ourselves to you and try to exchange for your trust and pity, in fact, I was already confused, because I could not tell whether I was doing that to find a better way out and a future for myself, or to convince myself to give myself a chance to get close to you.

As I continued to come into contact with you, I realized before I knew it that I had fallen. I hate myself for being useless, I didn't control my emotions, but I'm so happy, fortunately I didn't control my emotions...

It's a contradiction, isn't it? I am indeed a contradictory person because I feel that it is a contradictory world. I once told you that from the moment I stepped into Yeosu-in, the word love was ridiculously extravagant for me, but who knows how much I want love in my heart!

Every woman likes romance, I am even more so, I admire "you and me, I am very affectionate", I pursue "a piece of clay, twist a you, shape a me", I even fantasized about "holding the hand of the son, growing old with the son", but I know that I can't, especially in front of the man I like, I am not always cut by my own identity, especially in front of an excellent man like you, I would rather lower my humble love to the dust, never be discovered...

But I can't, I'm so uncomfortable, I have been misunderstood by you again and again, and I don't understand after my efforts, I want to declare to you loudly: I really love you, I love you so much, I do all this because I love you...

You know, when I knew that you also had affection for me, I cried for a long time in joy, but the quarrels and conflicts that followed made me unable to extricate myself in despair, and the pain of gaining and losing made me almost break down.

I know you have struggles in your heart, and I have contradictions in my consciousness, maybe it was really a mistake for us to fall in love with each other, which made each other so painful.

I have dreamed countless times that you are going to marry me, promising to take me through the door, and the beauty of the ideal and the coldness of reality always make me in a trance. Every time I wake up from a dream and find that I am still in this Yeosuwon, and I am the only one alone in the house, I will be lost to the point of heartbreak. But I was reluctant to dream of you, because it was so sweet, because I knew that if I hadn't dreamed it, I would never have experienced that pleasure.

Unexpectedly, you really decided to take me into the house, I just remember closing my eyes at the time, feeling like I was in a dream, and I didn't want to wake up for a long time. But the news that followed shocked me even more: The Son of Heaven gave you a marriage and promised Yan Shifan's own sister to you!

We all know the awkwardness, and we both know it's hard to deal with, and when I saw your frown, I made the decision in an instant.

But I'm really not firm, because after I made this decision, I overturned it again and again, confirmed, overturned again, and determined again, and I really couldn't bear you in my heart!

I forgot how much ink I had in my tears, and I forgot how many letters you had in your hand, I just wanted to say: I am really bitter in my heart, but I know that I should not say it, because I am sorry for you, because I deceived you...

In fact, when you think about it, our love is really ridiculous, it started with an ambiguous relationship, and in the end it had to end in a contradictory relationship. Please forgive me for making my own decisions, please forgive me for not saying goodbye, this is a decision I finally made after a lot of consideration, I don't want to consume our passion and love in the days of contradiction in the future, I just want to keep the most perfect self in our memory. (To be continued.) )