Chapter 153: A Long Letter (Part II)

As I was writing this letter, it was raining lightly outside, and I couldn't help but think of that rainy night after your drunkenness, although it was sudden, but it was beautiful, and I believe that it is worth remembering and savoring for a lifetime, and I am really satisfied. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

Actually, I never expected myself to have such an experience, but God has blessed me, and I am very grateful to God. Because of this wonderful experience, I feel that all the pain and suffering I have encountered before is worth it, just because I have had you in my life.

I like you, I like everything about you, I like you who are clever and witty, you who are witty, you who are witty, you who are sometimes naïve and laughing, I like your kindness, I like your cunning, I like your seriousness, I like your humor, I like your confidence, I like you to be helpless...

Others say that if you love someone very much, you will fall in love with everything about him, I think maybe I am lucky to be able to have this feeling, all your temperament and contradictions, are my dream of seeking and reluctance.

I think now you should also know the intention of I have to ask you to "give a bride price on three days and wear a wedding robe on ten days", because I want to experience what it is like to be a bride, otherwise I am afraid that I will not have a chance in this life...

I've imagined that I'm married to you, do you think this room looks like a new house? I've done it all over again! I covered my red hijab, worshipped heaven and earth, and drank wine, but I was replaced by your sister. I can't do it, and neither are you, I can only deceive myself like this with my hijab covered and I can't see anything.

If you have not broken your promise, you should now also wear the wedding robe of the bridegroom. He was preparing to worship heaven and earth with me. It's a pity that this is the scene I dreamed of. I can't see and experience it for myself.

Husband, allow me to call you that once. I love you so much, but I really can't be with you. I must be happy in the future, and I will try to be happy.

Don't miss me, but don't forget me, I hope every time you remember me, it's the most beautiful. I hope you can always remember that there was once a woman named Xueqi who was crazy about you...

Peng Yue closed his eyes and silently closed the letterhead. At this moment, he couldn't tell what he was feeling in his heart.

In fact, at the beginning, his heart was angry, and he couldn't understand why Xue Qi left like this, it was too unexpected. I obviously said that I wanted to get married, but why didn't I say goodbye all of a sudden?

But as he continued to read, the resentment in his heart slowly turned into understanding, slight self-blame, and endless loss.

He suddenly remembered the morning when he and Xue Qi were separated, in fact, every word and every move she made at that time. It's all very intriguing. It wasn't until now that Peng Yue understood that she had already made the decision to leave at that time.

Why are you so stupid, why can't you see the clue at that time. Why don't you stay with her for a while? Is it really that urgent? If I knew this, no matter what it was, I wouldn't be in such a hurry to leave...

And why don't you keep your promises. obviously said that he would come to see her in two days, but why did he miss the appointment? I'm afraid she'll wait until it's late, right? You must know that she has been hesitating all the time, and how much weight does her cool date add to her departure? If you really come that day. Will Xueqi be reluctant to leave? Thinking of this section, Peng Yue didn't regret it.

Ask yourself, is Xueqi's decision really unacceptable? In fact, this is not necessarily the case, because Peng Yue also slowly discovered the embarrassment of the problem.

For example, the **** went to Yan's Mansion for a banquet and suddenly bumped into Yan Shifan, and his mind really popped up uncontrollably when he, Xueqi, Yan Shifan, and Yan Mengyun met in the future, how should they face it? Even if Yan Shifan can always be avoided, what about Yan Mengyun and Xueqi? They're going to see each other all the time...

From the very beginning, Peng Yue didn't think about how to properly solve this problem, nor did he really think about what Xue Qi felt in her heart. Because when she was thinking about it that day, Xueqi suddenly agreed to enter the house with her heartily and generously. In that case, what are you still struggling with? Naturally, she just obeyed her wishes. But now Peng Yue understands that she didn't agree at that time, but gave up...

Not only that, but there were many reasons why the two had hesitations and contradictions about this relationship. Maybe it's really like Xueqi said, it was a mistake for the two to fall in love, which is why there are so many twists and turns. Is letting go the best relief? Peng Yue didn't know, and he didn't want to know, the only thing he could do now was to try his best to take this as a fact and try his best to respect it.

Peng Yue breathed a long sigh of relief, and then shook his head, he wanted to get rid of these messy thoughts in his mind, but this was something he couldn't control at all.

Maybe it's really useless to dwell on these anymore, what I should do now is to fulfill the last promise, put on the groom's wedding robe that I brought over, and quietly imagine this wedding without an ending.

After opening the package and slowly changing into a wedding robe, Peng Yue lit the two big red candles as well.

The red light, just like the warmth of that day, sat silently on the edge of the couch, next to the phoenix crown that was erected, Peng Yue always felt that something was missing.

Yes, I don't have the wedding scale that provokes the bride's red hijab in my hand now, but looking at the current situation, it's better not to provoke it, otherwise there will be no way to deceive yourself... Thinking of this, Peng Yue couldn't help but smile bitterly.

No, since it's a marriage, you should be happy, but you can't be so perfunctory. I remember that there should be a hi scale among the things I sent to Xueqi, and it is better to find out, but in the end, I still have to pick the hijab, but this link is indispensable.

So Peng Yue looked around, and before he could look for it, he found the small box he had sent. In fact, it is placed in a very conspicuous position, right next to the table, and it is estimated that even if you don't look for the wedding scale now, you will pack up these things in a while and put them in that small box.

Pacing in front of the box and slowly opening it, Peng Yue couldn't help but be a little surprised, because she didn't seem to take away the things she gave to Xueqi, and all of them lay here quietly.

Maybe it was her parting that made her embarrassed to take these things with her. But to be honest, Peng Yue really hoped that she could take these things away. How should a weak woman live when she goes to a foreign country? Peng Yue hoped that the money he gave her could ensure that she had no worries about food and clothing.

But Xueqi shouldn't be such a rigid woman, right? She should know not to be too presumptuous, and after rummaging carefully, Peng Yue still smiled with satisfaction, at least she took away all the silver tickets she gave her, and the money should be able to ensure that her life is safe, right? This is what I owe her, I have brought her too much sadness and pain, maybe these are not enough to compensate, hehe...

And Peng Yue believes that she should also take some of these jewelry, right? She always has to keep a few things as a souvenir, Peng Yue doesn't believe that she can be ruthless and not leave the slightest thought for her future life.

At this moment, Peng Yue had the urge to run out and get Xueqi back, maybe he should ask Jiaowa? But now that Xueqi is gone, will Jiaowa still stay here? Maybe the two of them should have left together, otherwise if Jiaowa is here alone, someone will find her trouble...

Yes, I can go to the bustard mother here and ask, but I guess I won't get any news. Some of that money should be used to redeem himself and his baby, right? No wonder she had to mention the silver ticket to herself that night. It's all because I'm too stupid, so many hints, why didn't I understand it at the time?

I'm afraid that all this was arranged by Xue Qi in advance, even if she wanted to find it, it was estimated that she would not have a chance. Xueqi is a woman who is rational to the extreme, she won't play the game of "leave by yourself and see if you will come to chase", if she leaves, then she really leaves, and she can't find it again...

Peng Yue sighed lightly, picked up the wedding scale pressed underneath, silently closed the small box, and continued to complete his somewhat flawed wedding.

No one sang or celebrated, just "a couple of newcomers" sat here silently, with their heads bowed, feeling the same taste at different times...

"Silly girl, you only have a phoenix crown here, who should I worship heaven and earth with?" , Peng Yue stared at the bright red beside him in a daze, and couldn't help but feel a trace of bitterness in his heart.

"One worships heaven and earth, two worships the high hall, husband and wife worship each other...", maybe these words and scenes can only be replayed in the imagination, "You owe me a complete wedding..."

"Would you like to?"

"I do..."

In the beautiful vision, Peng Yue gently picked up the red hijab, and the handkerchief pressed under the hijab fell down slowly, which was the first word in Xueqi's memory, full of helplessness and bitterness: not love the wind and dust, it seems to be mistaken by the front edge, the flowers bloom and fall from time to time, and it is always the eastern monarch. If you go, you must go, and you must live as you live. If you have a head full of mountain flowers, don't ask the slave's house... (To be continued.) )