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"Xue Qi...", seeing Xue Qi's teary eyes, weak and delicate appearance, Peng Yue left all his thoughts and hesitations behind, rushed over desperately, and hugged her tightly, "Xue Qi, I miss you so much... I miss you so much..."

"Your Excellency... I miss you so much, really... I miss you so much...", Xue Qi wrapped her arms around Peng Yue and pressed her face against him, as if she was afraid that Peng Yue would run away at any time, "My lord, I thought... I'll never see you again..."

They hugged each other quietly, feeling the temperature on each other's bodies, the smell of each other, the breath on each other's bodies, everything around them seemed to be still, completely ignored by them...

"Xueqi, are you still blaming me...", Peng Yue put his hand on Xueqi's shoulder and let her go. Looking at Xue Qi at this time, Peng Yue couldn't help but feel a burst of heartache... The two bends seem to be frowning but not frowning, and a pair of eyes that seem to be crying but not crying. The sorrow of the two souls, the illness of the delicate body, the tears are dotted, and the delicate panting is slight. Soft as Feiyan is still pitiful, sick as Xizi wins three points...

Xueqi in her memory is strong, brave, and wise, but Peng Yue doesn't know that when a woman is trapped by love, no matter how strong she is on weekdays, she will eventually return to the appearance of a pitiful little woman...

"I...", Xue Qi sobbed twice and lowered her head, "The concubine doesn't dare..."

"You... You don't want to be like this...", Peng Yue's hand brushed over Xue Qi's slightly pale face with some trembling, "Seeing you like this, I will only feel more guilty and heartache..."

"I...", Xue Qi turned her face away and glanced to the side, "Don't look at me, the way I look now... It's ugly..."

"No... You are the most beautiful in my heart...", Peng Yue grabbed Xueqi's hand and rubbed it carefully on his face, "You are the most beautiful..."

"Don't...", Xueqi's little hand struggled slightly, but she didn't break away, in fact, she didn't want to break away at all, she enjoyed this moment, "My hands are dirty..."

"Xueqi... Are you still blaming me? Peng Yue sighed lightly and slowly lowered Xueqi's hand, "I know that day... Broke your heart, you're going to blame me... Even hate me, I'm here today, first, I want to apologize to you, and second... I just want to make up for my mistakes that day..."

"No... My lord...", Xue Qi raised her head and smiled at Peng Yue, "I have never blamed you, let alone any hatred, I just blame myself, hate myself..."

Peng Yue frowned, he wanted to say something. He thought that Xue Qi was angry with himself, so he deliberately said such a thing. But when he stared at Xueqi's eyes, he found that her gaze was so sincere, she was not angry with herself, she didn't want to quarrel with herself, what she said was indeed from the bottom of her heart, because of her sudden departure that day, because of the extreme inferiority complex in her heart..."A thousand mistakes, it's all my fault...", it was also the sentence she cried to herself that day, it was really her heart, right?

"Xueqi... Don't say stupid things, you haven't done anything wrong, why blame yourself? Peng Yue gently tugged the bun behind Xueqi's ear, so that her pretty face was tightly pressed against her chest, "It's all my fault, you must not blame yourself..."

"No... I was wrong, I was wrong not to be delusional, I was wrong not to make adults so embarrassed...", Xue Qi leaned on Peng Yue's chest, although she was comfortable and satisfied, but when she mentioned this topic, she felt sad and helpless, "My lord, let's go, Xue Qi can see you again... I'm already satisfied, and I'll never ask for anything more..."

"Nope! You didn't have delusions, and you didn't embarrass me...", Peng Yue stood up straight and looked at Xue Qi, and said word by word, "I came here today to make up for my mistakes that day, I want to take you away, I won't hesitate anymore, as long as you are now... and willing to go with me..."

"What?" , Xue Qi's body was shocked, and her mouth opened wide in surprise, "My lord... You... It's true, you didn't lie to me? ”

"Of course I didn't lie to you...", Peng Yue held Xue Qi's hands and gave her an encouraging smile, "I've thought about it for a long time, I've already decided, I'm going to take you away, there won't be a trace of hesitation, believe me..."

"Oh my God, he's really going to take me away, I'm not dreaming, right...", Xueqi's brain suddenly went blank, and Peng Yue suddenly turned into a blurry haze. In a trance, Peng Yue had thoughtfully wiped away his tears, and his figure became clear again, but after a while, his eyes were blurry again...

"Silly girl, do you feel wronged when you go with me? Why do you always cry...", Peng Yue smiled and wiped the tears from his face again, "Don't cry, is it because you don't want to go with me?" ”

In fact, Xue Qi really thought about it very clearly before, she really didn't want to leave with Peng Yue, not because she didn't love Peng Yue, but because she loved Peng Yue too much. She knew what kind of love Peng Yue wanted, but she didn't deserve this kind of love for him, and he didn't want Peng Yue to have regrets in the love he longed for because of himself. Or she also has her own considerations and plans, she is afraid that Peng Yue will regret it in the future and will gradually dislike herself, so she would rather be ashamed of herself now and leave him a beautiful impression that cannot be touched, rather than want him to dislike herself in the future and eventually forget herself.

But when Peng Yue said this, she fell into it all of a sudden, "I want to take you away, there will be no more hesitation, believe me...", this sentence is too tempting, if it weren't for Fang Cai's too excited, his face was full of tears, and he couldn't say a word, I'm afraid Xue Qi would have to agree.

"Silly girl...", this is the first time Peng Yue has called himself like this, and it seems that it is the first time in his life that he has heard someone call himself like this. What a pampering title, since I stepped into Lishui Courtyard, I have never imagined that someone will call me like this... Silly girl, I really want to hear him call himself like this again, do you want to go with him, and you can often hear him call yourself like this in the future...

"Silly girl, don't cry...", Peng Yue sat on the couch next to Xueqi and hugged her shoulders affectionately, "Believe me, I will be with you for the rest of my life, just the two of us, never give up, forever..."

"There are only two of us, never give up, forever...", Xueqi believes that Peng Yue's promise is enough to make all women moved and tempted... Of course, this also includes herself, Xue Qi is now overjoyed, she never thought that this happiness would fall from the sky and fall directly on her head.

But in that moment, Xue Qi quickly retreated from this great joy. "There are only two people, forever...", are you worthy of such love? Perhaps before meeting Peng Yue, Xueqi had never imagined that she would get this kind of love, and she had never heard of the existence of this kind of love. This love is a little so happy that Xueqi can't accept this heaviness, she feels that this kind of love will overwhelm herself, and even suffocate herself...

Maybe if there are other men who make a promise to themselves, give themselves the status of a concubine, and let themselves be clothed and fed, maybe Xueqi will consider accepting it, because in the past, Xueqi thought that this was a normal thing, but now it seems that this is more like a transaction, and his life itself is made up of transactions, so accepting it like this, Xueqi will feel more at ease. But Peng Yue's promise is not a transaction, this is true love, not in exchange for anything with his body, but a collision between two hearts. But his heart has experienced so much dirt in the world, it is already dirty, and his body is not clean, what should he do to face Peng Yue.

It was at this moment that Xueqi truly realized her humility, her own unbearableness, and she really didn't deserve such love. He is a **, a person who has been trapped in the mud, and Peng Yue is like a flawless piece of white jade, so perfect and so unapproachable. If he insists on getting together, it is not a kind of happiness for him, and maybe it is also the same for himself, after all, as long as he is alone in this life and this life, he will only have his own person, this promise is too heavy, so heavy that he wants to escape...

But people are selfish, what woman doesn't want to be with the man she likes and loves, to pursue a happy future? What's more, Xueqi's identity situation is more special, her desire for this will be stronger, although she loves Peng Yue, but she also hopes to seek happiness for herself, which is what she wants to hope for day and night... Two contradictory thoughts clash fiercely in Xueqi's mind, and she feels like her mind is in turmoil now...

At this time, Peng Yue had already hugged Xue Qi tightly, his fingers gently brushed her eyebrows, her cheeks, her lips, and slid to her neck... In fact, Xue Qi enjoyed Peng Yue's caress very much, and slowly she closed her eyes, and then she felt Peng Yue's somewhat heavy breathing, warm, hot... couldn't help but let out a vague moan, and Xue Qi felt that all the strength of her body was drained...

It's a familiar feeling, it seems that not long ago, my heart also jumped like this, it's like this, that day, mixed with all his expectations and heartbreak, he "escaped"...

Like a nightmare, Xue Qi suddenly opened her eyes, and her gradually warming body twitched slightly unconsciously, and this slight change in her was also noticed by Peng Yue...

According to common sense, a man in this situation is not so rational and sober, or even if he notices the subtle changes in the other party, he will selectively ignore it, Peng Yue is also a normal man, and under normal circumstances, he is the same. But today is indeed a bit special, because he is not as "attentive" as usual this time. His current affectionate behavior with Xueqi is certainly the rendering and promotion of this ambiguous atmosphere, but the original intention is to eliminate the scruples in Xueqi's heart and make up for the mistakes he made when he escaped that day, so he is careful and cautious, but his behavior also evokes the strongest sense of fear in Xueqi's heart...

Just as many girls and boys are in love, girls always ask, "Do you love me?" This kind of problem, this is not that they are vexatious, but that they lack enough security and trust in this relationship. The gap between Xueqi and Peng Yue's identity made her feel inferior, and the unforgettable emotional deception before made her sensitive, and this kind of inferiority complex and sensitivity that was different from ordinary people made her even more insecure and trusting, especially Peng Yue had unabashedly shown her mustard, and his "escape" that day was eroding her heart like a small poisonous worm, making her keep asking herself in her heart: Does he really love me? This kind of doubt is getting heavier and heavier, which makes the fear in Xue Qi's heart deeper and deeper, although Peng Yue keeps saying his promises to himself, but he can't really peek into his heart...

I used to think that Peng Yue might not have a problem with his identity, so he made that request to him, but the reality had already frustrated herself, Xueqi was so scared that she died, she didn't want to go through it a second time. She wanted to ask Peng Yue, "Do you really love me?" But she couldn't ask, and even if she asked, Peng Yue gave her an affirmative answer, Xueqi would still hesitate and doubt. She loves Peng Yue, she hopes that Peng Yue can get true happiness, but she doesn't want to be hurt again, she doesn't want Peng Yue to regret it in the future, and she doesn't want herself to regret it in the future...

"Your Excellency... I... I don't want to...", Xue Qi bit her lip tightly, her voice was small, she didn't want her tears to stay, and at this moment, she felt as if her heart had been hollowed out, "I don't want to go with you..."