85. Chapter 85
"Eventually, I gave up on continuing to practice samsara. Hades said I was wrong, but if it was for her, I would be willing to be wrong again and again. I am willing to live in that dream that has lasted for thousands of years, and always be a ghost sitting alone by the bridge. I don't want to wake up from a dream. I believe that one day, I will see her again, the one who smiled at me......
This time, he asked me to guard the Bodhisattva's clean room, and I began to immerse myself in the sutras and become obsessed with the teachings of the Buddha.
I wonder, what is the reason for all this?
I also want to know what the 'cause and effect' of the mouths of the gods on high is!
If I can understand the cause and effect, I believe that the pain will gradually disappear.
Before you know it, another five hundred years have passed.
The king of Hades said that I was successful and wanted me to be the judge by his side, judging life and death in the world.
It's just that I declined.
What is truth?
What is cause and effect?
I can't understand it myself, so how can I judge the life and death of others? Why should I?
Time passed little by little, and I read countless scriptures, but I still didn't know the answer.
is still a pathetic ghost wandering in the dark, confused and unable to return.
Time seems to have become much faster, and it has been a thousand years, and before I can finish reading the scriptures, I have learned some cultivation methods, such as flying up the qi, clearing the valley and nourishing the qi, and so on.
I wanted to go on like this from now on, and I continued without any expectations.
Until a big event happened in the underworld that changed everything I am now.
At that time, a woman loved a man deeply, but the man was a heinous villain, and the ghost sent the man back.
But the woman, because she loved him, first committed suicide, returned to the underworld, and then told Hades that she was willing to take it for him.
She alone bears all the sins.
Unexpectedly, Hades agreed again, even if the woman was not at fault at all, he still agreed to the woman's request.
On that day, on the soul platform, the woman was bound by iron chains, and the soul hook pierced her lutea bone, and the terrible screams kept echoing in my ears, making me feel uncomfortable in my heart.
Peeking at the king of Hades, who was sitting on the top of him, there was only endless chill in his deep eyes.
It seems that he has no mercy or emotion for such a thing.
I'm a little angry, a little hateful.
Isn't God supposed to transcend all beings?
Isn't it supposed to be compassionate?
Is it such a transcendence?
He must make the people he loves unable to stay together, and let the people he loves the most suffer in front of him?
Does he really have no heart?
Or is his heart made of stone?!
Why do you have to betray your dreams?
Why let them meet and fall in love, but not let them be together?
Is it just because of that bullshit 'cause and effect' in their mouths?
All life is bitter, and there is nothing in everything.
That's what the Bodhisattva said, but I really don't understand why it's empty when there is a thousand feet of red dust.
If it's empty, why do you want to use the world of flowers to confuse people's eyes?
Maybe this is all a trick of the gods and Buddhas to deliberately toss people, right?
Let people turn back because they can't bear the sea of suffering?!
Is such a despicable and insidious psychology worthy of dominating sentient beings from above?
They are the ones who deserve to go to hell.
But if they weren't playing with the world, how could all of this be explained?
I'm confused and can't understand......
Looking at the woman on the soul platform, I suddenly remembered the past of a thousand years, and the emotions that I had been deliberately forgetting and deliberately ignoring suddenly seemed to be like a tide, suddenly hitting me and constantly stirring in my mind.
The scene of a thousand years ago appeared in front of me, lonely and lonely by the bridge, lonely and desolate ghosts, sitting for a long time, waiting for people to return empty.
Forgetting the sorrow and sorrow that has accumulated for thousands of years, once again breaking through the layers of heart locks, it swells up in my heart together.
This time, I couldn't kid myself anymore, I was fed up with this life.
I'm tired of the bottomless abyss of hell.
I want to leave this cold and unforgiving underworld!
Even if the dust is rolling, even if I fall to pieces, I have to go, I want to live really, let me feel that I am still alive!
Finally, I made up my mind, gritted my teeth, turned into a puff of smoke, and resolutely flew away from the underworld.
Strangely, Hades didn't send anyone to arrest me.
So, for thousands of years, I wandered through the Six Realms, trying to find out what cause and effect were, but I couldn't find the answer.
Gradually, I forgot my original intention, except for hate, except for evil, I don't know what else can fill the void in my heart, what else can I rely on, and what else can prove that I am still alive......
Gradually, I have forgotten what I left the underworld for in the first place.
It wasn't until later that I came to the junction of the underworld and the yang, and I just wanted to remember, but I was summoned by you. The evil spirit sighed, and finally poured out all the depression of thousands of years.
Zhao Liao looked at him, and a few traces of pity flashed in his heart, it turned out that he and the pen fairy invited by Xie Bi'an would have such an experience.
Then, are they also destined for him?
Did Heaven want her to help him?
After thinking about it for a long time, Zhao finally spoke.
"There is nothing wrong with the Eastern Evil, it is you who are wrong." Zhao shook his head, no longer joking as usual.
"You talk nonsense! I wasn't wrong! What the hell am I doing wrong? If it was my fault to meet her, then why did he have such an arrangement? If my attachment to her is wrong, then why do you want to give me reincarnation, since you gave me fate, why do you have to end up like this? Is this how their greatness can be revealed? I don't understand, I really don't understand! Am I wrong? The evil spirit was a little excited, and he yelled at Zhao loudly, but his voice trembled.
"Your fault lies not in attachment, but in your cowardice." Zhao looked at him and spoke, "At a specific moment, I met a specific person and a specific thing happened, this is fate. However, if you think about it, why did you miss out on a thousand years of time and miss out on what should have been a happy life?
The reason why people are reincarnated is because there are countless mistakes, countless regrets, countless expectations, countless losses, and countless fates, which they have to compensate for in the next life and find them.
But even if reincarnation continues, how can people in that stagnant time and space remember the past events of their previous lives as a pointer to this life?
But even if you have been in pain, you have still felt happiness and sadness.
There have been joys, and there have been heartaches.
There have been thousands of years of immortal dreams, there have been reincarnation fate, and all this, isn't it enough?
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