84. Chapter 84
"I sent her to the Reincarnation Division, and the judge said that she died in vain and could not be reincarnated, but could only live in the city of vain death and wait for the transcendence of Jizo Bodhisattva.
As the days passed, I was surprised to find that I was still thinking about her.
Have you ever felt that way?
It's meeting someone who makes your heart come alive all of a sudden, and makes you feel that the world seems to have something worth keeping going, and anything else becomes less important.
Nothing else mattered except her. ”
Zhao listened to his words, his eyes flashed slightly, the words of the evil spirit touched her, and her feelings were not incomprehensible to her.
It's just that not everyone in this world can be like her and the Oriental Evil.
In this world, the person you like happens to like you, which is a miracle in itself.
Although, everyone in the world can find someone to live with in the end, but that person is not necessarily the person you love the most.
Sometimes, the person you want to be with the most doesn't feel anything about you.
Your heartache, your feelings, no matter how you are, can't reach his heart.
The evil spirit sighed and continued to speak.
"In Qingming that year, I left the underworld without permission and found her grave.
Looking at the grave, which was already somewhat desolate and overgrown with weeds, a sadness that I had never felt before, a loss that had always haunted me, I stayed there for a long time, and drank a glass of wine from her grave, but I did not feel anything in my heart.
The time of the thousand years is full, and it is time for me to be reincarnated.
Hades called me and said that I had completed a thousand years of cultivation.
Ask me what my options are.
I said I was willing to let her reincarnate.
But he told me that if I gave up the millennium path, I would be a ghost pawn who would never be promoted.
I said, I'm willing to do that.
Because of her, I became a ghost pawn again, a boring and lonely ghost pawn who still carried a steel fork, and was still in charge of patrolling, and I was guarding the bridge every day, and I believed that one day, I would be able to see her again......
Day after day went by, and I stood guard by the bridge, and there were so many days that I could not count.
However, she never showed up.
I was at a loss, it had been another thousand years, and I had been by the bridge every day for a thousand years, but why had I never seen her come back......
I remember a book that said that no time in the world can escape the erosion of time, but why, after a thousand years, I still can't forget the original her in my heart.
Sometimes, I think the book is deceitful, and the obsession of being able to give up can only show that you didn't care as much as you imagined at the beginning.
However, I'm not that kind of person, so I suffer like this every day.
Much later......
I saw Hades again. The evil spirit sighed.
"You've seen the Eastern Evil again?" Zhao Liao looked at the evil spirit, couldn't help but feel sad for him, and asked.
"Hades saw through the thousand-year-old depression in my heart at a glance, and he said to me, 'All beings in the sea of suffering, turn back to the shore.' I laughed, even though I knew that I was just an insignificant little pawn who shouldn't laugh in front of the high Lord Hades. He is a god, the supreme ruler of the underworld, he can do whatever he wants without being bound by anything, and I, with a humble status, can only be arranged by the gods. Besides, how could I give up my thousand-year-old obsession just because of that sentence 'turning back is the shore'? I always felt that it was the ruler's nonsense to lie to us, I didn't understand what it was to turn back, and I didn't want to turn back, I just begged him to let me be a man again, let me and her, have a relationship. He agreed. ”
Hearing this, Zhao didn't know what to say for a while, just listened silently.
"On that day, I finally got my wish to be reincarnated as a human being. Born in a wealthy family, he is a young master. I fell in love with my maid, a girl named Hong'er. When we were children, we played together, but when we grew up, we didn't know when it started, and we gradually became estranged. But I found that I liked her more and more every day. On her deathbed, her mother promised to marry her. I was full of joy and wanted to say something to her, but I met her eyes with great hatred. I began to feel uneasy, with a vague feeling that something was going to happen. Sure enough, on the wedding night, she fled. On the edge of a cliff, she was desperate on the edge. She hates me!!
Being so hated by the person I love the most, my heart was like a knife, and then, my eyes went dark......
When I woke up, she told me that she had committed suicide by jumping off a cliff......
I was in disbelief, exhausted, a mouthful of black blood vomited, and it was black in front of my eyes.
When I woke up again, I realized that I was already at the end of the bridge.
The black impermanence that has been absent for a long time tells me that the Hong'er who grew up with me and spent eighteen years in the world together is the woman who I gave up my thousand-year-old path and waited for.
All the memories came flooding back to me, and I had a splitting headache and I didn't know what to do......
So, I went to Lord Yama again, but he was still expressionless, and the clouds were light, as if our suffering had nothing to do with him.
Even though sentient beings were suffering, he remained unmoved.
The first time, I started to hate.
I hate him, since he gave me the fate of her, why should I have such an arrangement. The evil spirit said, his hands clenched into fists, and it could be seen that he really hated the Eastern Evil.
"I asked Hades why she hated me?
But he only told me that it was cause and effect.
I didn't believe it, and asked, what is cause and effect, and why do I have to have such a cause and effect with her?
He told me that fate is cause and effect.
I gave her a reincarnation, and she served me for half her life, and that's cause and effect. I gave her a reincarnation, so she had to die in vain because of me. She can exchange it for a reincarnation for me.
I don't understand and I don't understand.
I have accumulated resentment for thousands of years, but I don't know who to vent to, so I think it's all because of the Eastern Evil!
All of this is obviously a misunderstanding, not to mention, all of this is decided by these high gods of theirs!
Because of one of their decisions, I have to suffer so much without complaint.
Why did he want me to meet her a thousand years ago, why did he have to go through all this pain, why did he have to arrange it this way!
I hate, I'm not reconciled.
I couldn't understand his big truths even more. "The evil spirit's eyes are fierce.
Zhao's eyes flashed slightly, and he somewhat understood the feelings of the evil spirit.
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