13. Balance

When two people get along, sometimes silence is the most terrifying, because you don't know what is going on in their hearts, and you are terrified, because the thoughts are always extended. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

Like now, I am.

I originally thought that Li Xian'er would say something, but she didn't.

She left like the wind, leaving me in the canopy, which made me feel so helpless.

I wondered, what the hell was she thinking?

The thoughts fluctuated in my mind, and I finally understood one point, that is, in love, whoever starts to be serious first will lose first.

Strictly speaking, I lost, and that frustrated me.

I know that I am greedy, and in my current situation, I should know, because I am already with my beloved Jiejie, and at the same time, there are other outstanding women around me.

Thinking of this, I was much relieved, and at that moment, I did not turn away, but went directly to meet my parents.

When I meet them, the whole scene will make me feel a little embarrassed, because they are so excited to see me, and I am far less reactive when I see them, but I will do my best to cooperate with them, like an actor.

At first, I was a little fake, but then I eased up a lot, because I began to adapt, and I was very touched by their care, and I was originally a very filial person, so I could get along well with them.

After that, I had a reunion dinner with them, and then I ended the corresponding gathering.

In the middle of the night, I walked alone into the courtyard to breathe, and even I didn't understand why I was like this, as if my journey in this era had come to an end.

It's a strange feeling, but it's so real.

I felt like I was dreaming, but I knew it wasn't a dream at all.

But why is this so?

I couldn't help but look up at the sky, and my heart inexplicably gave rise to an infinite sense of melancholy.

That night, I stayed in the pavilion in the courtyard, I waited, I vaguely felt that everything would be answered, but in fact my instincts were wrong, there was no hellish answer, there was just a sleepless night.

It wasn't until dawn that I realized that I was overthinking, so I went straight back to my room to catch up on sleep.

At noon the next day, I woke up, and then I began to deal with all the affairs of Prince Kang's palace, and as for my parents, they were very understanding and did not disturb me.

I spent the next few days busy, occasionally spending time with my elderly parents.

After they had been here for a few days, they wanted to go back, and I told them that I was going to send them back to the palace, but they refused, because they only wanted to see me get ahead, and as for themselves, they didn't have much other ideas, they just wanted to live a good life.

Faced with such a situation, I naturally couldn't do it, so I finally made a corresponding choice, that is, to accompany them back to their hometown in Tianxuan Kingdom.

Although it has not been long since the founding of the country, I don't think there is any problem, after all, there are Jiejie and others in the formation, and Wang An has also returned.

It turned out that Wang An wanted to break into the world by himself, but after he learned the news of my danger, he still chose to come back.

He gave up his love for me, and I, as a brother, naturally couldn't be so selfish, so I used my own strength to let Li Xian'er and their teachers help me be a matchmaker.

Of course, these things are a thing of the past for me now.

I just took people and my parents on the way back.

In the midst of this, I didn't forget what I told Zhao Lei before, I let him leave me.

Although he was a little reluctant in his heart, he still hugged me very sensibly and left.

Now he is no longer as good as before, and his whole heart has become strong enough at this time.

I don't know why I feel very relaxed when I return to my hometown with my parents, perhaps because I let go of the corresponding great ideals.

In fact, I have been asking myself whether I should give up like this, because I can indeed dominate this era, and I can do many, many things.

But a conversation I had with my parents changed my mind.

As I have been emphasizing before, I said: "Son, a nation of heroes is an unfortunate nation, and a peaceful life is destined to be mediocre and tedious." There are some things that you may not understand now, but when you grow up you will understand that your father will not want you to be a hero, even though he may not be there. A lot of things in the world are dazzling and worthless. As long as you can grow up healthily, be a good person, think independently, and live a happy life, this is enough, and it is also the highest expectation of your parents. ”

My parents made me understand this more deeply, and my current thinking is that it is not necessary to rule the whole world, I can do my country well, and then spread my corresponding ideas.

Just like the modern world, isn't there so many countries coexisting?

The so-called unity is too narrow, and besides, I also know that the world is far from being as simple as I imagined.

If the world is compared to a big cake with interests, then this cake itself is eaten by many people, and I suddenly came out and wanted to monopolize it alone, which is to be the enemy of the world, even if I have the corresponding conditions, why not give others some due respect?

Just like now, I can unify the entire chaotic Celestial Dragon Kingdom, although I have the strength, but in fact, there are other countries that let go, otherwise they will continue to support, then I will not be able to build a country so easily.

In fact, the most important thing is that the powerful existence of the Xuangong makes me a little jealous, because the Xuangong is a powerful world that I can't control, and I really don't want to be clicked by a Xuangong master one day.

Maybe someone will call me cowardly, or call me rubbish, because I didn't think so well before? Why did you give up halfway?

In fact, I didn't know many things inside before I thought so, Li Xian'er and his master let me get in touch with a stronger and wider world, I only have two words to explain everything, that is, "I serve"!

Only now do I really understand why modern countries have been not very strong and powerful in the face of the jumping behavior of some small countries, because it is not that you can destroy each other if you want to, many times, many things, all we have to pay attention to is just a balance! (To be continued.) )