11 years of writing an article, I remember the desktop I just bought at the time, I couldn't wait to write, at the starting point, 200,000 words, science fiction apocalypse, I really didn't understand anything at the time, I applied for a contract, and the starting point background just didn't respond. Later, I sent a single chapter.,The general meaning is that the starting point didn't even give me a short station to refuse.,Brother also has self-esteem.,Flash people.,Change stations.。 It also happened that there was a girl in the number k who pulled me, so I added her buttons, and then wrote it in the number k. [After two years, I logged in to the starting point account again and found that there was a short reply in the background, which roughly means that the channel I applied for was wrong. Well, it may be true, after all, it's a newbie and doesn't understand anything. I can only silently apologize to the starting point in my heart. 】

The number k is also a sci-fi apocalypse, because it was a winter vacation, and the desktop was troublesome and didn't bring it back, and it was coded with a mobile phone at home. Huawei mobile phone,You can log in to the background and send it directly,But it's more troublesome。 Two thousand chapters a day, uploaded after the code is finished, and I didn't check it.

Stick to it like this, wait until 50,000 words (or 30,000 words?) It's too far, I forgot, and I didn't check it, these are all stubs) time, I can finally apply for a contract in the background, and I clicked it.

After a few days, the prompt was signed. It's like this, 2,000 words a day, and the same is true when I go back to school. In the classification ranking, it can actually be ranked in the first few places. Until it was put on the shelves, for the sake of full attendance, it was changed to 3,000 words per day, mixed with three months of full attendance, and the subscription has always been in single digits, and then the book review area is relatively cold, and the collection is not moved at all, and it is planned to be unfinished. Just at this time,Afu editor came to a wireless recommendation notice,I told him that I might have to break the update.,Can't write.,Now it seems,It's so stupid.,At least wait for the wireless recommendation to see the situation.。 [A digression here, if I hadn't been poor at the time, I would have lacked the three hundred full attendance, and I am afraid that I would not be able to hold on for three months or a month. Full attendance on the street, poverty is the driving force, compared with the big health care capital]

At that time, "Mortal" was very popular, so I wanted to imitate and write a mortal fairy tale novel, and after writing a few chapters, I found that I was really not that material, and I lost it directly. Continue to reopen, as usual is science fiction, this time, it's 13 years, and the creation was also established, so in the creation and the number k sent simultaneously, more than 20,000 words, the number k came to the station short, said that you can sign the contract, I signed, and then two days later, the creation also came to the station short.

The new book has 200,000 words in the number k, the results are not satisfactory, and the disheartened ones turn to the creation of the world and open a new book. Did you guess it? That's right, continue science fiction, this one has 600,000 words written and less than 300 collections. I gave three recommendations, one is the new book express picture push, one is the Wenhua list, and the other is a strong push. Then it was comforted to put it on the shelves. [Now I know, I must have pounced when I tried to push]

Resting, delaying for a few months, thinking that it would be better to go to the starting point. And then post at the starting point, or write science fiction? I don't write it.,Sister.,Flutter twice.,It's shameless to write again.。 Then I wrote the history, prepared the materials for two months, and sent it at the starting point, and when it was nearly 40,000 words, it was short, and the contract was successful. [Very excited, really, the starting point is the big brother of the industry, how can you not be excited when you get the recognition of the big brother? ] 】

Well, this is probably my writing experience, from 11 years to now, not every day, intermittently, also for four or five years. The following corresponds to the title.,Let's talk about my feelings after settling down at the starting point.。 [It's not for it, it's really not for it, because this is the one that takes the most effort, and it's also because I don't want to code it inexplicably tonight, so I chatter casually, and then there's another one, the time is relatively close, and it's only been two months since the book was issued, and the memory is still relatively clear]

The first stage: anticipation and apprehension.

This is the feeling when I sent the book to the signing, and I hope to be recognized by the big brother in the industry, at least to comfort my wounded heart. Girl's,Those two sci-fi books are sluggish.,It's because there's no recommendation.,It's because the popularity of the website is not good.,It's not a problem with my ability.。 This is a person waiting to be recognized, I want to regain my confidence, and I want to convince myself that I have at least a foundation and qualifications to set foot on this road.

I am worried because I am worried, and the greater my expectations, the more afraid I am in my heart, can I sign a contract? 20,000 words didn't come to the station, I came to Longkong to ask, 30,000 words didn't come, I continued to take a look, looking through the experience of the old authors in the past.

Nearly 40,000 words, finally here, that happy, really indescribable.

Stage 2: Hyperactivity.

It's affirmed, okay? My two articles are not recommended by the website, and readers don't know how to appreciate them, and they have nothing to do with me. Unbelief? If you don't believe me, this station is short, less than 50,000 words, and you don't need to apply, it will come by itself. Code words well, make money as soon as possible, strive to become a person like the master of the Three Precepts, and strive to write wonderful historical essays like borscht.

Once the contract is sent, wait for the status. Finally it was time, and in the same week, came the recommendation. Classification of new books and new book recommendations, well, the editor treats me well. From 3,000 words in one chapter to 4,000 words in two chapters, the average history writer should study more. [There have been cases in the past, but it has never been the case that Xiang insisted on two shifts a day for more than a month]

I recommended it.,The collection isn't going up much.,Only a hundred.,I'm a little worried.。 In the second week, a new book selection came, and the editor was really nice to me. After the recommendation, the collection rose by 200. Worried, this doesn't look good, why is it so collectible? Isn't the book going to work?

Stage 3: Suspicion.

The collection increase of two hundred, compared with several newcomers in the same recommended position, is not the last. But this is completely inconsistent with what I expected, why is it so slight? Anyway, there are nearly 100,000 words, and it's still a picture with a picture. Not much collection, not much review. Could it be that the book is finished again?

Wait and see if another recommendation will improve a bit. So, after waiting for five weeks, I ran naked. Okay, this must have been given up by the editor, it seems that there is really something wrong with the text.

If you persist like this, will you be able to see the light? Is it necessary to continue to persevere? Flip through the library and see how the predecessors did it. Well, there are only a few thousand collections of two million sons, and some even only have more than a thousand points. Won't I follow in their footsteps?

Doubtful and entangled, if it weren't for the book friends to reward, a few comments would not be bad, I guess I would have been disheartened.

The fourth stage: the way out.

The book is not cut, but from the beginning of two changes a day, to now occasionally one change a day, the motivation has been greatly reduced. If you really die on a concrete wall like those predecessors, it would be really tragic.

If you persist like this, will you bring money? Getting married and buying a house all need money. Having an extra income of one or two thousand can also reduce some financial pressure. Otherwise, change the type, come to this city or try the fantasy?

I've been struggling, looking for a way out. During this period, I also conceived a few books and wrote tens of thousands of words, but the fantasy only listed the outline, and I found that I couldn't write it, and it was not the material for writing fantasy at all. The city can write, but from history to the city, can you sign a contract? If the contract fails, and this side becomes a eunuch again, isn't it a bamboo basket for water?

How, exactly?

Hang on

Or a decisive cut

Or double-open

What a difficult choice.

Most of the mood of the yard really dissipated.

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Well, after venting, I finally had some fun, and it seemed to have some motivation again. It's really brain-breaking, and I'm always sleepy. Save the manuscript for one chapter, and code another chapter.

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