Chapter 41: Yurou
Can't sleep!
I slowly got up from the bed, still in the Ling Mansion, still in the familiar bed, but I couldn't sleep at all. It's not because of the impulse to get married, but the entanglement and irritability in my heart, the fact that I'm a modern person, the affairs of Xinnan and Li Guangzhong's determination, Lingyun's arrangement, all of them are entangled in my heart.
Although I tried my best to figure it out, at least I wanted to understand why Ling Yun arranged for me to travel here and marry his daughter.
In front of me was the old man's smile, and now that I think about it, I finally understand why this old man looks weird every time he looks at me.
But he never told me anything about the crossing, not even the slightest bit, and he always looked immodest except for teaching me swordsmanship.
What the hell does he want me to do? Want me to change the whole history with the power of one person? If so, why don't you give me a hint before I cross, even a little hint.
Disturbed heart.
Let's go out for a walk!
I pushed the door open, intending to go out into the garden to blow the wind.
Under the eaves, Yurou was standing in front of my door and looked at me in surprise, and then that familiar smile crept up on her face.
"Brother Zhang, can I talk to you?" Yurou looked at me, and only after a while did she say what she meant, but when I was about to open the door and let her in, she shook her head and said, "Can we sit under the eaves of this porch for a while?" ”
I nodded, and walked slowly with her to the steps and sat down under the eaves.
The moon is really bright tonight, although it is not a full moon, but the sky is clear, the moonlight is extraordinarily bright, and the gentle and light moonlight sprinkles on Yurou's delicate little face, adding a lot of charm to her, and my heart is beating immediately.
"Has Father ever told you about us?" Just as I was staring at Yurou, she suddenly turned her head, looked at me, and asked.
I shook my head, not to mention that he had a daughter, and he didn't even tell me if he was married, although I had a good relationship with him, but it really seemed like he had never said anything about his family, and I had never noticed it before.
"That's right!" My answer seemed to be expected by Yurou, and the smile on her face was more or less sad and smiling: "From the time we were born to the present, he rarely sees us or talks to us, and every time he comes back, he is locked in the house alone, even when he is eating, he rarely talks to us!" ”
What the hell is going on? That dead old man, how can he do this to his daughter!
"What about your mother?" Speaking of which, I really haven't heard Yu Rou and Yu Ruo talk about the mothers of the two of them, it should be, the two of them have never mentioned it.
"When our mother gave birth to us, she died in childbirth, and we sometimes wonder if it was because we killed our mother, so my father was so cold to us. So Yuruo and I desperately tried our best to make our father happy, we kept learning and kept following our father's decision, you don't know how happy we were when we saw our father's smile for the first time! Yurou's face was a mixture of sadness and joy, she looked up at the starry sky, and her thoughts seemed to return to the past.
Ling Yun's old man still has such a past, usually in the kendo field, he can't feel it at all, he is giggling all day long, now think about it, maybe all this is a manifestation of his inner loneliness.
"It wasn't until one day that my father told us that he was leaving Dengzhou and might not even come back, that he told us why!" Yurou said slowly: "Father said that he already knew that he was leaving, so he didn't want us to have too deep attachment to him, because if this is the case, when facing separation, there will be no separation!" He doesn't want us to be sad! ”
"Yurou?" My heart suddenly trembled, and the string in my heart seemed to be gently plucked. I immediately understood the meaning of Yuruo's words this morning, saying that I didn't want to be sad, but it was just an excuse that I was running away and didn't want to be sad.
"After my father left, Yuruo and I cried many, many times at night, but we cried enough, we said, we still have to live, live happily, because we know that our father will not want to see us sad, we want our father to see us happy when he comes back! Although we know that the father may never come back. But it's better to have hope than no hope, and it's better to deceive yourself than to go into despair. ”
I looked at Yurou and felt like I had knocked over a five-flavor bottle, and all kinds of complex flavors were mixed together. At this time, I don't know what to say to comfort this girl who has been carrying everything alone?
"The same is true for the father-in-law and Erniang, the father-in-law and Erniang have been together for six years, the father-in-law is always reluctant to mention the matter of marriage, saying that it is for the sake of Erniang's future, for fear that one day he will die on the battlefield and Erniang will be helpless for the rest of his life, but he has never asked Erniang's thoughts, in fact, we all know that the father-in-law is afraid that he is worried, afraid that he will be cowardly in order to survive on the battlefield, but he is really cowardly in avoiding his feelings like this."
"So, so, we don't want to be like this anymore!" Yurou suddenly fell into my arms and buried her whole body in my arms: "Just like Yuruo said, whether it is now or in the future, you are my husband!" No matter what happens, whether you are here or not, you are my husband! So, don't worry about that, don't be afraid, don't be afraid, because you're here, it's enough because you're here, and if one day you die or I die, at least we won't regret it anymore! ”
My heart trembled! It turns out that I have been really afraid and feared by me, I am bound by the laws of history and time in this world, everything is cautious, for fear of making mistakes, but on the other hand, since I came to this world, history and time have been telling me that everything is changing, and what I encounter here and see is everything that is alive.
"Be yourself and don't leave regrets! Don't waste the opportunity that God has given you! Ling Yun's words suddenly rang in my ears, they were what he had said after teaching me the Flying Snow Sword Technique.
Don't leave regrets?
I gently hugged Yurou in my arms.
She felt the strength of my arms, and gently raised her head to look at me, and the delicate face of the pear blossom with rain was full of tenderness.
I'm alive in this era, so let me live as hard as I can, do whatever I want, and I can do it now.
I leaned down slightly, sealing Yurou's lips, completely untouched by my sudden action frightened completely unable to move, the whole body was also tense, I gently pried her lips with my tongue, leading her clumsy tongue to move in her mouth, soon, her body was in harmony, the originally tense body slowly relaxed, and my hand also quietly sneaked into her collar inadvertently.
Through the small clothes, the warm and slippery jade rabbit fell into my hands, the girl in her arms had no intention of resisting at all, she hugged me tightly, trying to keep her body close to me, as if she was anxious to melt into one with me, with the change of the high hill peak, her snort gradually became confused, and even exuded a gentle daughter fragrance.
The outer garment slipped off her body under my strong tearing, the bright and gentle moonlight poured on her skin, and the body that exuded warmth and fragrance was perfectly presented in front of my eyes, fragrant skin like snow, high mountain peaks stood in front of me, seductive curves all the way down the shoulders to the secrecy hidden by the cloak taken off. Yurou did not shy away from showing her beautiful and gentle body in front of me.
She gently parted the long coat on my lower body, and then gently sat on my doppelganger, ** although it was wet, but it couldn't accommodate the already crazy hot doppelganger, she wanted to welcome my doppelganger into her body again and again, but every time it ended in failure.
I knew she needed more guidance without a human being, so I hugged her waist and sealed her lips again, her body that had been tense from repeated failures relaxed again, and her wetness opened up for me again, this time I held her waist and let her body sit down slowly.
"Ahh
She groaned.
Moth's eyebrows frowned tightly, and the hand holding my body grabbed my body tightly, grabbing the flesh on my body painfully, but the wet and tight wet-wet tightly slowly engulfed my hot doppelganger, until it slowly swallowed my clone entirely.
As the doppelganger began to restless in her wet lower body, her throat began to emanate a beautiful and moving chant, and her delicate little face and this gentle chant echoed in the wind of the summer night.
In my body, in my heart, the temperature and fragrance of the rain are wafting, and the shallow low singing plucks the deepest string in my heart