195, return
In this life, people pass by in a hurry, like flowing water, even if there are many obstacles, there are still people who choose to leave, you can't change the sense of oppression brought to you by fate, the only thing you can do is to move towards a future that you can't see......
Leaving that desolate place, it was already the middle of the night, when the two met again, they looked at each other, bowed their heads and said nothing, when they passed, wrapped in cold clothes, hurriedly swept by, as if they had never been familiar with strangers, just that glance, it was enough, the Buddha said: 500 times in the previous life, only in exchange for a meeting in this life, the person who should have had fate, but it was so fateless, it made people feel cold, the former sea vows and mountain alliances, at this moment, it is just a proof that they have loved deeply.
Walking on the street, with his hands in his pockets, Zhao Xuan was silent, silently distracted, Lao Wang and Guo Da behind him, I don't know what's wrong, I had to accompany each other silently, along the way, silent, I wanted to say something, but I was afraid of provoking Zhao Xuan's displeasure, and in the end, I was silent.
Along the way, the cold air was aggressive, and the two of them were afraid that Zhao Xuan would freeze, and wanted to open their mouths to make him faster, but Zhao Xuan's empty eyes made them swallow back the words that came to their mouths, and they had to follow him, for fear that something would go wrong.
Time passed slowly, the sky was gradually dark, the snow under his feet, under the illumination of the moonlight, reflected this world extraordinarily brightly, finally, after this long ordeal, the three of them finally arrived, but Zhao Xuan continued to walk straight forward, as if he didn't know that he had arrived.
The two looked at each other, and in desperation, Lao Wang had no choice but to run forward, patted Zhao Xuan gently, pointed to the door with his hand, and said softly: "Eh, sir, hehe, we are here." ”
After being slapped by Lao Wang like this, Zhao Xuan walked out of his stupor, looked at both sides of the road, and then looked at his mansion, smiled lightly embarrassed, and said, "Oh, let's go." ”
The two didn't know what was wrong with Zhao Xuan, but they still followed him and followed him into the gate, Guo Da stayed at the end, locked the courtyard door, and trotted to follow.
As he walked, Zhao Xuan stopped, turned around, looked at the two of them, and said with an unnatural smile: "Okay, it's already so late, you guys go back to the room and sleep." ”
The two looked at him like this, a little uneasy, "Sir, we ......."
Zhao Xuan smiled lightly and gently pushed them to their respective rooms, "Okay, I'm fine, you guys go back to the room and sleep." ”
The two nodded slightly embarrassedly, glanced at Zhao Xuan, and waited until he entered his own door before relenting and walking towards his room.
After returning to his room, he closed the door gently, sat in the room, picked up a book and read it, but he always couldn't read it, as if at this moment, Mo Ling was in the book, so that he couldn't get into it.
Since he couldn't read the book, Zhao Xuan simply closed the book, walked to his comfortable bed, took off his cotton clothes and shoes, blew out the lights, lay on the bed, gently brought the quilt to his chest, and quietly closed his eyes.
But it was tossing and turning, and I couldn't sleep at all, just like that, and it was dawn......
The cold on this land made Zhao Xuan very uncomfortable, every time he went out, he wrapped himself like a fat bear, many entourages, although it was a little funny to look at him like this, but when he saw the indifferent eyes, he became silently serious and observed the surrounding situation.
Outside the door, some attendants were putting the packed packages on the car, although the things were not very heavy, but these winter clothes, after all, were still a little larger, and they were full of a cart.
After cleaning up, an entourage trotted in front of Zhao Xuan, "My lord, it's ready, let's go?" ”
Zhao Xuan nodded, he understood that this time when he returned to Beijing, it was different from the past, how much he hoped that this world could slow down, even if it didn't stay for a certain period of time, even if it was to let him indulge for a while, but unfortunately it backfired, the laws of nature will never change, how can anyone change it, sighed, got up and walked towards the door.
The guards on the side, as soon as they saw Zhao Xuan get up, all followed, and just like that, a team of dozens of people set off like this.
From here back to the capital, in fact, the road is not far away, plus the weather is cold, so simply, Zhao Xuan asked the coachman to slow down and walk slowly, as for those walking guards, they themselves are wearing heavy armor, plus walking, so there is no discomfort, they are all in accordance with Zhao Xuan's command, when their master arranged them to Zhao Xuan, Zhao Xuan, is their second master.
Along the way, Zhao Xuan seemed to be looking for something, constantly looking out the window, Lao Wang and Guo Da outside the car were puzzled, and stepped forward to ask, "What is Mr. looking for?" Need our help? ”
Zhao Xuan, who was suddenly disturbed by the two of them, was embarrassed for a while, but he didn't show it, and after a few seconds, he shook his head, "It's nothing, I just look at the scenery outside this window." ”
Although they could hear that Mr. was lying, the two of them still sighed secretly, they couldn't understand why Mr. had been sullen since he came back last night, maybe because the big war was coming, he was too nervous, and they had to prevaricate themselves with such a far-fetched reason, but even they would never have dreamed that Mr. would meet the Mo Ling who was about to fade out of their minds yesterday.
Along the way, those guards and entourage, in order to alleviate the discomfort caused by this cold weather, chatted on the road, although they were all boring words, but after all, chatting is better than nothing, it is better than dull, and among this group of people, the most silent may be only Zhao Xuan.
After leaving that place, the curtain on Zhao Xuan's car was never lifted again, they just thought that Zhao Xuan was reading, so in order not to disturb him, they chatted by themselves.
Zhao Xuan, who was sitting in the car, listened to their chat, after a long time, maybe he was amused by something, and suddenly, there was a smile on his face that he hadn't seen for a long time, and he was no longer idle when his mood was a little better, so he simply closed his eyes and calculated in his mind what he was going to experience in the future......
(To be continued...... )