194, meet again

"Prince, it's been arranged. [Ran^Text^Library] At this moment, a young man in armor knelt outside the door, looking up at the prince in front of him, his eyes contained fanatical passion, and it was precisely because of his passion that his voice trembled.

Outside the capital, at this time, there are already 3,000 soldiers guarding outside the city, they are Zhao Fangyin's most loyal soldiers, their bravery, even those who have been on the battlefield for a long time, after seeing it, they must be afraid of three points, their sincerity is all in Zhao Fangyin, they are only loyal to one person, that is the person standing in front of the guard at this moment, he is their god, even if their god is defeated, they will not be afraid, a killing word, an order, will determine their lives.

And Zhao Fangyin, who was standing in front of him, looked at the sky in front of him indifferently, as if there was something he wanted to see above the sky, however, the truth was that Zhao Fangyin stood there and sighed silently, "Wait, don't worry, retreat." ”

The guard standing in front of him, with the fortitude in the coldness, is not something that all soldiers can have, it must be a battle-hardened person, however, if there is no blood, then it must be cut off from this, silently glanced at the prince in front of him, in the face of their god, he did not dare to have the slightest presumptuousness, "Yes." All the words were contained in this one word, and there was a place where he trusted him, and when he had finished speaking, he withdrew.

And Zhao Fangyin at this moment, he was waiting, waiting for Zhao Xuan's return, he knew very well in his heart that without Zhao Xuan by his side, he would definitely not be able to control his restless mood, and only when Zhao Xuan could be by his side, he would dare to be fearless, no one could break his existing situation, no matter who it was.

Looking at the sky ahead, cloudless, I have to say that today is a very good weather, the cool cold wind blows on the body, and there is no discomfort, but it makes people exceptionally sober and has no burden.

It's just that only Zhao Fangyin will understand in his own heart, without Zhao Xuan, he is like a catkins in the air, there is no residence, ethereal is his best situation, he doesn't want to have a home, it's just that he is afraid that when he wants to choose calm, he will forget the most true self in his heart, which is impossible to find, so for his own future, he has to calm his heart.

At this moment, Zhao Xuan was in the deep north, looking at the falling snow in the air, when the falling snow was sprinkled on his shoulders, he seemed to wake up from a dream, and suddenly remembered that he still had unfinished dreams.

In his heart, he still remembers Mo Ling, just like a person, forgetting his original dream, but he still remembers the person who first came with him in the same tribulation, among them, some are relatives, some are brothers, some are lovers, however, among these people now, some are drifting apart, some have died, some want to see each other, but find that it is so difficult, he is like a duckweed, looking at the truest thoughts in his heart, secretly crying silently. 、

In a trance, it was as if he had seen the person he most wanted to see, so real.

He touched his immature face, as if to tell him, I miss you, you should come back to me, I need you by my side.

But the real situation is that Zhao Xuan groped in the air, gently visiting in the falling snow, fortunately there was no other person beside him, otherwise, he would definitely be mistaken for a neurotic general, and people in a good mood might ignore it, just laugh at it as a casual conversation after dinner, if it was a person who was in a bad mood, just passing by, plus drinking a little wine, he would definitely beat him up, and then drift away, leaving him alone, alone and sad.

After a long time, Zhao Xuan finally came to his senses, but after a while, his mind remembered the bits and pieces of the time when he was together, and he finally understood that he really couldn't do without her, and he couldn't do without the person he loved the most, he was not a saint, and he couldn't talk about anything "The past is the past, you should face the reality again", he was just an ordinary ordinary person, loved, hurt, and in the end, I don't know if he would be anesthetized because of love, a bottle of turbid wine was placed in front of his desk, and he was alone until dawn.

However, when he finally repented and understood that he was just a dream, a figure suddenly appeared in his sight, so familiar, but so strange, when he was familiar, he found that the person who came forward was exactly the woman, not Mo Ling, who could it be?

He was really surprised, he couldn't imagine that the place where he met her again was not a bustling street market, not a wonderful scenery, but in such an ordinary place, she was dressed in plain clothes, with an expressionless face, quietly walking in this silent snow and dust, when she walked in front of him, her eyes were stunned, she really didn't expect that she would see him in such a place......

When she just left Zhao Xuan, she had nowhere to go, and wanted to return to Zhao Xuan's side several times, but she gritted her teeth, stomped her feet, or left, she understood that he could not be by her side for the rest of her life, she knew in her heart that he really didn't care about her, if he really cared about her, how could he rest assured that she would leave alone, if he really cared about her, how could he not be willing to give up his own dream for her.

Until now, she is still like this, in her eyes, Zhao Xuan is like a hypocritical villain, although on the surface he is upright, giving people the feeling of a defender, but the real him is a hypocritical villain, a person who is more hypocritical than a hypocrite, obviously wants to grow old with her, and will give up whatever she says as long as she wakes up, but when she really wakes up, the truth is not like this.

She knew in her heart, really understood, what Zhao Xuan said during the time she was asleep was so beautiful, but when everything was really shown in reality, it backfired, even if Zhao Xuan said a few more good words in front of her, even if he didn't want her to live a hard life, it didn't matter, but now, she really saw Zhao Xuan through, she just didn't expect that the two of them would meet again in such a place.

When everything is reflected in reality, his heart is very confused, he doesn't understand why she would choose to leave him, he understands that although he is not very rich, not very famous, not the kind of person who can rewrite a stroke in history, but he is a real person, a person who is very deep but still retains a good heart in his heart, she thought about growing old with her, but she didn't expect that this day, it would go so fast, It's not even finished being enjoyed, but it's already gone.

Zhao Xuan lowered his head, quietly walked in front of Mo Ling, scratched the corner of his clothes, and didn't know what to say, but after a long time, he held back such a light sentence from his mouth that even he was about to hear himself, "Recently...... How's it going? ”

Although Mo Ling's martial arts have been lost, there are still many things that have been preserved, such as her hearing, although Zhao Xuan's voice is so light, but he can still hear clearly, "It's okay." What about you? ”

Zhao Xuan didn't expect that Mo Ling would really ask like this, he sighed, nodded silently, and then, the two passed through each other, and there were no extra words, but the thoughts of each other were like iron, and suddenly, there were so many more at once, which was difficult to resist.

However, in the end, the two of them are like two intersecting lines, generally, even if they intersect again, it is just a coincidence, there is no superfluous situation, just so helpless, just like those poor people's good wishes for life, even if the memories are beautiful, but they only survive in the memories.

When the two walked past each other, no one found that the corners of the eyes of the two people shed hot tears, this is the memory of the passage of their beautiful love, even if it is irretrievable, but they still have a way to recall, just like today's thing, even if it is after they are old, talk to their children and grandchildren, even if they still love each other, but they are no longer so possessive, but they are just a general statement about the two of them, and then laugh at it, even if there are children still forced to ask, They will also keep silent as if they were tacitly speaking, just laughing and not speaking, pretending to be deep, but in fact, their hearts are clear, if this is really the case, in their hearts, they will continue to recall, recall their past, recall that good time, even if it has gone with the wind, has sunk.

When Mo Ling just left Zhao Xuan, she had no fixed place to live, no place to live, although there were still people who coveted her beauty, but when they looked at her, when they found the scar on her face, they stepped aside in fright, and then turned their heads and ran, every time at this time, deep in her heart, she would think of him, and think of the words he said next to her bed, the words pearl, as if in her ears, were still so true, but she forced herself to be strong, No matter what kind of situation Rihu encountered, she would never mention his name, even if her life had begun to have no lower limit, she knew that even if he was left begging on the streets, he would not let him have the slightest chance of charity.

Because she knew in her heart that he was hypocritical, and what he did was just because he owed her a life, and she understood the disgusted expressions of those men when they saw her face, but she understood, even if she wanted to take revenge on him, now, there was no need.

In the end, she chose to return to her hometown, when she picked up the treasures she had treasured, she left deep tears, she didn't expect that the money she left to her hometown would still exist in this place as it was, and in the end, she couldn't help but be hungry, or chose to take the money, she understood that if she was so obsessed again, she would definitely be abandoned by the world.

In the end, she took the money and chose to leave this place, this place that made her feel very painful, even though this place made people so helpless, even though this place once raised her, but, for the sake of her future, she still chose to leave this place.

She has no fixed place, constantly wandering back and forth in the surrounding city, at that time, she is very worshipping Buddhist culture, she understands, at this moment, only these little-known books can lick her heart full of real energy, she has also regretted, but she at least knows that worthy of her heart, this is the best relief.

Finally, on this day, she came to a very dilapidated place, here, there is a small temple, although it is already very dilapidated, but the Buddha statue in it, but it gives people a feeling that the sparrow is small and has all the organs, in order to let herself have something to do, she decided, so that she can be enriched first, she spent a lot of money, almost spent all her assets, but in order to make this small temple no longer so barren, she finally decided to rebuild here, although it was very difficult at first, But fortunately, there are no superfluous problems, pain, and happiness, so that at least she has no time to think about him.

Finally, it took a few months, this small temple was finally completed, looking at her masterpiece, her heart was full of joy, and then, there was less than half a year, this small temple, the monks who came to come gradually increased, gradually, this temple also began to have incense, and the popularity began to gradually increase, she was called a living Bodhisattva by those local people who believed in Buddhism, but she smiled, her heart understood what she was because of, So she didn't explain too much, just quietly silent, and accepted their titles.

Until one day, today, the sky was scared of a very heavy snow, falling to the ground, gradually, it became a very heavy layer of snow, she was very restless and uneasy in her heart, in order to calm her heart, in the end, she decided to go out for a walk, let her feel disperse, did not expect, but it was farther and farther, finally, I saw him......

(To be continued...... )