In the turbulent world, Yan Yun, who was in the center of the storm, disturbed the entire era, but all this did not seem to have any impact on Yue Fu and Lu Junyi, who were somewhere in Taihang Mountain, Hebei.

"Peng Zhan, eat something, if you don't eat for a day and a night, your body will not be able to stand it." Lu Junyi held a bowl of gruel, sat on the edge of Yue Fan's bed, and looked at him with a worried face, since Yue Pan woke up, he had been like this, looking at the roof with his eyes open, not eating, and not talking much.

Yue Fan blinked slightly, shook his head, and signaled that he didn't want to eat, Lu Junyi put the bowl down, frowned and said, "How can you not eat?" Your body is very weak, with many injuries, and you have been drugged by the Jurchen dog, if you don't eat, how can your body recover? Being able to survive is the first step, and the most important thing is to take care of your body and fight hard with the Jurchens again, do you understand? ”

Lu Junyi's face was full of seriousness, but Yue Fan showed a little wry smile: "Senior brother, you say, why am I still alive?" ”

Lu Junyi was stunned for a moment, and said: "Of course you want to live, you are the great hero of our Great Song Dynasty, a meritorious man, if you hadn't defeated the Jurchen dog, now the Great Song Dynasty still doesn't know what kind of disaster to suffer, the sky has eyes, let the hero live, Peng Zhan, do you know that you are now a well-known hero of the Great Song Dynasty, as long as you ascend to the heights and shout, there will immediately be thousands of heroes following you in the Northern Expedition to the Jurchens, killing all the Jurchen dogs, and reviving the prestige of my Great Song Dynasty!"

Peng Zhan, your top priority now is to take care of your body, and then I will take you to transfer to another place, the Jurchen dog escorted you not all dead, there must be some people who fled back to report the news, the Jurchen dog wants to take you prisoner. How can I say yes? Peng Zhan, you have a good body. In a few days, we will leave here and go to Nanjing. I took you to Nanjing, I heard that His Majesty summoned the world's soldiers and horses in Yingtianfu to prepare for the Northern Expedition, as long as you go back, you will immediately be the commander of the army!

However, Pengzhan, what is going on? How did you get captured by the Jurchen dogs? What about the rest of the centaurs? What's going on? You don't tell me anything when you wake up, I don't know anything, you still tell me these things, there are some things that you always bury in your heart. It's very uncomfortable, I know it's not good for you, but you have to say it......"

Lu Junyi didn't know when he became a little nagging, but his words didn't enter Yue Tuo's ears from the middle, Yue Tuo just recalled the bloody days, and the final end, at that time, Yue Tuo really didn't have much memory, because his mind seemed to be blank at that time. Only one voice kept echoing, and then what happened, Yue Xuan didn't seem to remember, it was obviously a mortal situation. How did he survive and be captured?

However, none of this matters, what matters. Yue Chuan is very sure, except for himself. There are also several brothers who were pushed down the Yellow River before, and the 30,000-strong army has been wiped out. Everyone who gets along day and night is gone, everyone who is extremely familiar is gone, everyone who has talked about the ideal of the future is gone......

"I don't have too many thoughts, hahaha, I just think that my brothers are dead, and I am alive alone, and I am so sorry for them......" Yue's eyes blurred, he seemed to see the scene of his brothers fighting desperately again, and his ears were full of the shouts of strong men, unswerving to death.

"Peng Zhan, you must live, you must live well, the Jurchens go south, no one can beat them, everyone thinks that the Jurchens are sent by God to punish those who have made mistakes and let them atone for their sins, so they don't even dare to fight, they just blindly run away, they just think this is providence, but you are different, you defeated them, you really defeated them, turned the tide and helped the building to fall!

So everyone began to believe that the Jurchens were not people sent down by God, just a group of thieves, when the senior brother was in Hebei, countless heroes and heroes rose up to rebel against the Jurchens, even if the official family was beaten away by the Jurchens, but we Hebei people have never admitted defeat, never! Did you see that? The seven or eight hundred strong men under the senior brother each have the life of a golden dog in their hands! It's all strong men! They are all strong men who are inspired by your battle to the death! Lu Junyi said loudly.

"But all my brothers are dead! All dead! I said I would take them to death! They're dead! I deserve to die, too! I'm damned too! The damn thing is me! It's me! I can't live with them, I will die with them! But now?! What now?! They're all dead! But I live! I'm alive! How can I live, how can I! How can it!

Senior brother, in the past few days, as soon as I close my eyes, it seems that I have returned there, there is a mountain of corpses and a sea of blood, there are corpses everywhere, my brothers have been killed by the Jin people one by one, one after another, I can't do anything, all the voices in my ears are the sounds of their deaths, all of them, I can't hear other voices, senior brother, do you understand me? Do you understand me?! I deserve to die with them! Die together! Yue Pan sat up suddenly, and was about to crash towards the head of the bed.

Lu Junyi stopped Yue Tuo, grabbed Yue Tuo tightly, stared at him tightly, and yelled: "Confused! Confused! Confused! ”

Yue turned tears and roared: "I'm not confused! I took them north, and I didn't want to get out of there alive with them! I know none of us will live, we will all die! They willingly die with me because I have always promised that I will die with them, and now that they are all dead, I am still alive! I broke my promise, I broke my promise! ”

Lu Junyi said angrily: "They are dead, but they all want you to live!" Your soldiers want you to live, they all want you to live! That's why they fought to the death, and they fought to the death! Have they always protected you, always protected you, until you died in battle! Isn't it! Isn't it?! ”

"Yes and what! I promised them! I will die with them! I'll be with them! They believe me! That's why they went first! Now, it's time for me to keep my promise! I'm going to die with them! I can't live!! Yue Flip's desperate struggle, Lu Junyi was furious, punched Yue Flip's front door, and poured Yue Flip's beaten meat and eight vegetarians on the bed and couldn't move......

"Stupid! Stupidity! So many years! I thought you understood! As a result, you're still so stupid! They never wanted you to die with them, they just wanted to protect you! I want to protect you! Don't let you die! If you tell them that you will surely die, they will know that they will surely die, and if they dare not die, they will not go north with you! They all dare to die! It's not because they know you're going to die with them that they go to fight and die! They died for their country! Die for the faith! They don't die for you! Do you understand! I don't understand!

Yue Pengzhan, you think like this, if your soldiers find out, what will they think? They died for you? Yes?! Where did you put them! Where to put it! They died fighting for their country! The death is vigorous and fair, and everyone should be recorded in history! And not you! No! Why do you want to die! Why should you die? They exchanged 30,000 lives for your life, and you said that you would die, have you ever thought about them! ”

Lu Junyi grabbed Yue Tuo's collar and yelled at Yue Tuo: "Why did Shizun die, did you die because you died with him?" Master doesn't want his own life, but he also wants to save your life, because he wants you to live! Alive! Alive! Let you live well! Show your talents, for the country and the people! Instead of letting you die so easily! Your life is not your own! It's the master's! Your 30,000 brothers! It's for all those who died for you! You are not allowed to die! ”

Lu Junyi threw Yue Flip on the bed, sat down on the ground, kept wheezing, as if he was tired, Yue Flip lay motionless on the bed, the room was quiet, so quiet that people felt suffocated, after a while, Lu Junyi's hoarse voice sounded: "Before Shizun died, he wrote me a few letters, none of them were not written about you, you are Shizun's youngest disciple, and he is also his favorite disciple, Shizun is heartbroken for you, and he is worried about your future all the time."

Shizun said that you are afraid of things, that you dare not take responsibility, that you are full of talent, but you do not have the courage to use your talent, full of worries, Shizun has no family, no children, he treats you as a child, Shizun loves you so much, we have not learned the stunt, Shizun passed on to you, and even Shizun gave you his life, in order to keep you alive, Shizun died......

Peng Zhan, I hate you, we are brothers, all hate you, Pingzhi wrote to me, saying that he hated you, Peng Ju also wrote to me, saying that he complained about you, if you are bolder, if you dare to fight with the thieves, instead of being so frightened by them that you don't even dare to move, Shizun may not die...... But the master is dead, what's the use of thinking about this? We began to hope that you could change, that you could become what the master wanted, wait, wait, wait, we finally waited, waited until you went south to quell the rebellion, waited until you were in the middle of the three yuan, waited until you became a big official, and waited until you went north to the king of Qin......

We all thought that you had become a hero, and we all thought that you had become what the master hoped to be, but what about you? Peng Zhan, you disappointed me so much, you also disappointed the whole world, if the people of the world knew that the great hero they admired turned out to be like this, what would they think? The master has a spirit in the sky, what will he think when he sees you like this?

How many people have traded their lives for your lives...... I really wonder if they would still be willing to rescue you if they knew they had come out with such a coward, and did it again? ”

The room was quiet, and after a while, Yue Tuo's voice also sounded: "Senior brother, I should apologize to you, I should apologize to everyone, they all misunderstood me, I am not a hero, I have never been, I am just an ordinary person, an ordinary person who is slightly smarter than others, I don't have three heads and six arms, and I don't have nine lives, I'm just an ordinary person." ”

Lu Junyi's heart was like ashes: "So, you still want to die?" That's it, that's it, Yue Xuan, Yue Pengzhan, just when we're all blind, I don't care, I don't care about anything, if you want to die, you can go......"

"No!" (To be continued......)