The sound of breaking off made Lu Junyi feel strange, and there was also an inexplicable excitement in it, he only saw that in addition to tears, there was a little more something else on Yue Fan's face.

"Although I am an ordinary person, I dare to die, although that's all, but I dare to die! I can't die cheaply like this, I want to die, and I will die on the battlefield of the battle with the Jurchen dog! I'm going to die, I'm going to die vigorously, I'm going to die violently! You must not easily cheapen the Jurchen dog, people will eventually die, or heavier than Mount Tai, or lighter than Hongmao, senior brother, you say, what will my death be? A smile suddenly appeared on Yue Fan's face.

Lu Junyi was stunned for a while, then laughed, laughing very loudly: "Heavier than Mount Tai!" Heavier than Tarzan! ”

"I'm hungry!" Yue Flip shouted loudly, Lu Junyi was stunned, immediately stood up, brought the bowl of gruel to Yue Flip's side, and helped Yue Flip up, but as soon as he touched Yue Flip, he was so painful that he cracked his teeth: "Senior brother, just now, it's too ruthless, right?" ”

Lu Junyi smiled and said: "If you are not ruthless, you will not be able to wake up, Peng Zhan, now eat some gruel, you are recovering from a big injury, you can't eat big fish and meat, first eat some light to nourish the stomach, and then eat some good ones, senior brother also got you some chicken, make chicken soup for you to replenish your body, you can rest assured, senior brother promises to make you well!" ”

Yue Fanzhi felt the hunger in his stomach surging like a tide, wave after wave, seeing the fragrant gruel in front of him, regardless of whether it was tasteless or not, he ate it, and as soon as he entered it, he was overjoyed: "Salty, so delicious, it is the taste of chicken soup!" ”

Lu Junyi smiled: "That's nature. You lack everything, and you have to make up for everything. Cooking gruel in chicken broth is the best and most nourishing. You take good care of your body, we lack everything here, that is, there is no shortage of gold, silver, jewelry and food, this piece of mountain land is not too big, but there is no lack of anything, mountain delicacies, everything is the best for you to replenish your body, there is also mountain spring water, there are fish in it. If you want to eat fish, tell your brother, and brother will get it for you! ”

Yue Chuan drank the chicken soup porridge beautifully, and after a while, he had a stomach, but he still felt that the hunger in his stomach was like a raging storm, intensifying, so he said, "Senior brother, you are still hungry." ”

Lu Junyi shook his head and smiled: "That's good, that's good, it's best to know that you're hungry and know how to eat, don't worry." Enough! After speaking, Lu Junyi went out directly and brought two cauldrons to the room, put them on the table, and gave Yue a bowl of gruel. He sat down at the table, lifted the lid of the other cauldron, and used chopsticks to get a chicken leg out of it. Put it on a plate, and then tear the chicken thighs from the top in small strips and put them in the chicken soup porridge.

"I'm just getting sick from a serious illness. This is the best way to replenish your body, and you are almost there. Covered in wounds, those Jurchen dogs are really kind, they brought you the golden creation medicine bag, obviously they don't want you to die, they want to bring you back alive to humiliate you, how can the senior brother let them succeed? I'm going to get you out! Then go and beat the Jurchen dog and hit him to his lair! Hahaha! This is the best, the most nourishing body, your little nephew was sick before, and I took care of it like this, oops, at that time, ah......"

Lu Junyi stopped talking, Yue Fan finished the second bowl, and asked, "By the way, what about the little nephew?" I met me once, like a little ball of meat, called to meet me, and ah, brother, why are you here? Evacuate? ”

After no movement for a while, Yue turned his gaze from the bowl to Lu Junyi, and was stunned to find that Lu Junyi was crying, his eyes were red, and he looked extremely painful...... Yue Fan was shocked and hurriedly asked, "Senior brother, what's wrong?" How do you ......"

Lu Junyi waved his hand again and again, then covered his face and wiped away his tears, and said again and again: "It's nothing, it's nothing, are you done eating?" Come, there is still here, eat more, eat more body to ...... Good...... ......As he spoke, Lu Junyi choked up and couldn't speak, it seemed that the more he wanted to cover up, the more he couldn't cover it up, and it took a while before he returned to normal, Yue Pan wanted to stand up, but he couldn't stand up, he didn't have any strength at all, and in a hurry, the whole person fell to the ground......

Lu Junyi was shocked and hurriedly stepped forward......

I don't know how long it took, Yue Pan sat down on the bed, put a small table in front of him, Lu Junyi sat opposite, there were some small dishes on the table between the two, and a pot of wine, Lu Junyi held the wine glass, drank it one by one, and poured out sentence by sentence, as if he had to pour out all the pain to stop.

"Right in front of me, right in front of me, those brutes...... My poor male...... It's only six years old......" Lu Junyi hid his face and cried, Yue Chuan saw this iron-clad man crying for the first time, in his impression, Lu Junyi, who is rich and powerful, has always been the first heroic man in Hebei, and can be compared with the great hero of Tota Heavenly King Chao Gai, but here, he only saw a sad man who lost his beloved son, beloved wife and old mother......

Just because of a moment of cowardice, the whole family suffered, in fact, this is not the same as himself? Because of the cowardice of the moment, because of too many scruples, and even because of the future survival under their rule, they had to make concessions.

The more you have, the more you have to think, think left and right, think and think, and think about it, and it turns out that Qingqing's life is wrong, because there are too many things in this world that you don't have a choice, and you can't even choose, and reasoning with them to make choices is actually the same as suicide.

There are so many things in this world that don't give people a choice.

Because you always need to give up to get everything you want to have, in other words, if you want to get the world, you have to give up even your own humanity, Lu Junyi passively threw away everything he cherished, and thus became an anti-gold hero, and what did Yue Chuan lose? Is it active, or is it passive?

A glass of wine after a glass of wine, a bottle of wine after a bottle of wine, Yue Chuan didn't know how much he drank, Lu Junyi had collapsed on the bed anyway, snoring like thunder, Yue Chuan was sitting on the bed, holding a wine glass, looking at Lu Junyi who was sleeping heavily, thinking about everything he had experienced before, he couldn't help sighing......

In this world, is there still a paradise of peach blossoms in troubled times? Where the wind and rain are coming, but there is still a clean place? If there is no one, what kind of ravages will Jiangnan encounter behind him? How was he bullied to the end?

I don't want the world to be ravaged, I don't want my compatriots to be bullied, I don't want my relatives to be killed, I don't want Shenzhou to sink ......

That's why I stood up, faced north, and never retreated, even if it was my death, in exchange for the preservation of everything behind me, I did it once, can I do it next time? I protected Jiangnan, but I couldn't protect Hebei, on the land of Hebei, the lives were devastated, and a strong man like Lu Junyi was tragically ravaged by the Jin soldiers, not to mention ordinary people, two rivers and thirty-six states, but there was still a place that was not ravaged by the Jin soldiers? His hometown Xiangzhou, but he still has the appearance of his hometown?

The familiar mountains and rivers, but still exist? Where is my home?

Yue Chuan didn't know, didn't know at all, didn't know at all, and couldn't possibly know.

How does all this end? Can it be solved just by smashing the Yellow Dragon four words? Yue Fei's unfulfilled dream came to him and really fulfilled it, what would happen? Can it really be all over and go back to that nostalgic routine?

I fought to the death, fought desperately, and then what, then what? I always have to leave something for this world, I can't just die in battle, this world has been changed by me, I interrupt the process of this history, and then reorganize, but what will it look like, where will it go after all, I don't know, I have lost my grasp of history, I don't know what will happen in this world next......

Is it something I want to see, or am I not willing to see it? How will all this go forward? Zhao Huan was not arrested, Zhao Ji was not arrested, the Zhao and Song royal families did not fall, the Zhao family preserved the last dignity, the Han people also regained their dignity and continued to live with dignity, Zhao Gou did not become the emperor, the Jingkang era did not end, the Jianyan era did not come, and the Jin soldiers did not come to the south four times or five times, and history was completely chaotic.

Zhao Huan ambitiously prepared for the Northern Expedition, Li Gang returned to the imperial court as prime minister, Zhao Ji escaped into the deep palace and disappeared, Zhao Gou was sick in bed for a long, long time, and those who dominated the world did not know where the future was, and those who single-handedly contributed to today's situation did not know where the future was, how to go on, no one knew where to go, and whether the future was good or bad.

From now on, this world is no longer the world of the past, the world of familiarity, everything has been changed, everything has been ended and started again, Yue Tuo is in the history he created with his own hands, the history written by him, not the history written by anyone else.

So, how do I add a touch of color to my own history? How can I make my own history glorious and successful rather than end in tragedy? How can I make the bones of the Great Song Dynasty stand again and not fall in Yashan? China is still that China, China is still that China, how can I do all this? How is it?

Yue turned his head over, drank the wine in the cup, and quietly made up his mind. (To be continued......)