Chapter 227: Tell the Truth
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Xiao Qiqi was very depressed, very depressed and depressed, her life's events were set so hastily, in her thoughts, it seemed that there would be such a thing waiting for her one day. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info
Xiao Qiqi, who was walking with his head down, didn't pay attention to the front and accidentally hit a wall, looked up and saw Mei Changqing with a touch of sadness in his warm eyes, and inexplicably, his eyes were avoided.
"Seventy-seven."
"Oh, it's Changqing, you're back, that, how are you doing?" Finding a topic at random, Xiao Qiqi didn't know what to say.
"It's good, I've been busy with things lately, and I've been very successful, I've successfully made the kind of paper you said Qiqi, and I've carved all the words that I usually use, and I'll wait until the last batch is fired." Mei Changqing smiled back at Xiao Qiqi.
"That's good, congratulations. By the way, have you had dinner? If I haven't eaten it, then I-"
"No, I've already eaten it. Qiqi, you can walk around with me. Mei Changqing looked at Xiao Qiqi quietly.
"Well, I'm just thinking about taking a walk." Xiao Qiqi pulled out an unnatural smile and said.
"Let's go, then." Mei Changqing and Xiao Qiqi walked side by side, step by step, very slowly, very slowly, and when they reached the stream, Mei Changqing stopped.
"Sit down, Qiqi, it's a good night tonight, the stars are quite bright, and the moon is also very round." When he said this, Xiao Qiqi felt the sadness on Mei Changqing's body, which became more and more intense.
She didn't know what kind of topic to look for, so she could only follow his words and say, "Well, it's really good, it's good-looking." Speaking of which, I've been here for so long, and I've never looked carefully at the sky above Zhaojia Village, but I have a chance tonight, so I have to take a good look. โ
"yes, that's really good." Mei Changqing nodded in agreement, and then lay down. "Looking at the night sky and looking at the shining stars, it seems that the mood can also be improved."
"Then I suggest that you take a look at it." Xiao Qiqi smiled and raised his eyebrows.
"There may never be such an opportunity again, and tonight may be the last time you can accompany me to see the stars." Mei Changqing's beautiful face was silent in the dark, and Xiao Qiqi felt that although his face was smiling lightly as usual, she just knew that Mei Changqing was crying in her heart at this moment.
"Changqing, I-"
"You don't have to say anything sorry, if you want to say sorry, it should be me, if it wasn't for me, you wouldn't have suffered in this place for six years." Mei Changqing turned his head sideways and looked at Xiao Qiqi. "Qiqi, you know what? Sometimes I even fantasize that if it hadn't happened back then, you would have been my wife a long time ago. โ
"Changqingโ"
"Really, such a fantasy, I have thought about it more than once, since I came to Zhaojia Village and saw you again, I have been fantasizing, fantasizing about the past, fantasizing that everything has never happened, then, how good it should be."
"Changqing, if it really hasn't happened, then maybe, maybe you won't be able to see me now, in fact, Changqing, I, I-" Xiao Qiqi opened his mouth to tell the truth.
"I know, I know what you mean by that. That's right, you six years ago have changed too much from you six years later, if it weren't for the conclusive evidence that you are the Qiqi I know, I sometimes feel that you are not the Xiao Qiqi I know at all, you are another person, a brand new person. Mei Changqing looked at Xiao Qiqi fixedly.
"Really, sometimes I really feel like this, I feel that there is another person in your body, I know, I know that this idea is ridiculous, but sometimes I can't help but think like this, thinking about whether the Qiqi I know no longer exists, and you are the brand new Qiqi, or rather, something special happened to you, and that special thing is unknown to me."
"You, you, do you really think so?" His senses were so acute that he even noticed this, although he couldn't believe this inference, but in fact, he was the truth.
"Qiqi, what do you mean by that? Are you really-" Mei Changqing suddenly grabbed Xiao Qiqi's wrist and stared at her. "You're telling me that my feelings are right, right, aren't you?"
"I, I, I-" Xiao Qiqi knew that she should deny it at this time, but in the face of Mei Changqing's eyes that saw through her soul, she couldn't open her mouth to deny it.
"Seventy-seven, she, when did she leave? And you, where did you come from? Without Xiao Qiqi's affirmation, Mei Changqing asked as if he had determined the answer.
Xiao Qiqi was silent for a while, and then said: "Soon, in the winter of last year, she wanted to leave her son and run away, and then left when she fell down the hill, and I don't know why, so I came." โ
"Did she leave anything behind?" Mei Changqing's eyes turned red.
"Yes, when she left, I still have her residual memories in my head, she feels that such a thing happened to her in this life, she is not innocent, she can't be with you anymore, for her, she can't be with you, it's her most painful torture, she left, in fact, it wasn't painful, but it was a relief for her, she left with joy, with the desire to be your bride in the next life."
In fact, the original Xiao Qiqi didn't leave anything to say at all, this passage was just summarized by Xiao Qiqi's memory of the original owner later, speaking of which, she didn't deceive Mei Changqing, the original Xiao Qiqi really loved Mei Changqing miserably, and when she died, she was still talking about Mei Changqing.
"Did she really say that?" Mei Changqing turned his head to look at Xiao Qiqi, and in the dark, Xiao Qiqi clearly saw the tears on his cheeks.
"Well, she did say that, you should believe her, she loves you so much."
"Yes, I believe her, she is so stubborn alone, since she said that she fell in love with me, it was a lifelong thing, how could she change her mind halfway and fall in love with another man." Mei Changqing said with tears streaming down her face.
"Actually, in fact, you don't have to be so sad, maybe, maybe one day I will go back, and your Qiqi will come back."
"Is there a chance she'll come back?" Mei Changqing stared at Xiao Qiqi's eyes, seeing that her eyes were flickering, and he didn't dare to look at him, he knew that this possibility was very small, very small.
"Either way, I want to thank you for comforting me like this. In fact, this is the best ending, for Qiqi, or for me, it is the best ending, if Qiqi comes back, she has to continue to suffer, her temperament, will never come to me, and she and I are bound to suffer for the rest of our lives, suffering each other. โ
"It's a bit of a surprise to me that you can think that." Xiao Qiqi smiled bitterly. "I thought that once you knew the truth, you would definitely shake my body and let me return that Qiqi to you."
"You and I both know that if I really do that, in fact, I won't be able to get back the Qiqi I know, and you, I don't want to be Qiqi." No one likes to be someone else, does it?
"Mei Changqing, do you know? You are such a person, I finally know why the Qiqi in the past loved you so much, you are so understanding, gentle and considerate, talented and good-looking, not to mention, your character is so good, which girl can not like it? Xiao Qiqi looked at Mei Changqing, and once again said in her heart that she was so sorry, what a pity, she really appreciated such a beautiful man.
"What about you? Are you among the girls who like me? I didn't expect Mei Changqing to ask such a question, Xiao Qiqi was stunned for a moment, and then smiled: "Of course, including me, you are so good, I almost feel moved." โ
"In that case, shouldn't you choose to marry me?"
"Isn't this that I already have a son, my son's father is the one, you know, if I marry someone else, it will hurt others, I can't hurt you, you must find a lady worthy of you in the future." Besides, if I marry someone with my son, your family can agree to it, but if it is a person with a normal brain, I definitely can't agree to it, if I marry a woman with a son in the future, I have to think about it, right? This is human nature, and there is no way to do it. Since Xiao Qiqi had already talked to Mei Changqing and told him the biggest secret in his heart, and he accepted it, Xiao Qiqi was naturally very relaxed, and he didn't mind Mei Changqing joking with her.
And Mei Changqing is actually joking on his lips, but he is actually serious in his heart. "I wish you could do me."
"What did you say?"
"It's nothing, I'm saying, listen to what you mean, you dislike him?"
"That is, if it weren't for my son, I wouldn't have thought about marrying him at all." Xiao Qiqi said directly.
"If that's the case, Qiqi, you shouldn't marry him, in that case, you will be unhappy." Mei Changqing persuaded.
"My happiness is actually that my son is doing well, then I will be happy. You don't know, I came here, I didn't even think about marrying an ancient, so it doesn't make a difference who I marry, of course, marrying my son's father is a good thing for my son, then marry, anyway, it's nothing, I agreed with him. "Nominally husband and wife, in fact, they still live their own lives, just so that their son can have a complete home.
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